Part 3.
Nidhi reached home..pushed her hair back n entered..she knew baba would be waiting for her...he was "beta..khaaya kuch tu ne..theek hai na"??his voice loathed in concern ..n nidhi put her purse down..turned around for a dplit second to dry her eyes n then looked at baba n said"arre baba khana to kha hi liya..but usse badi khabar suniye..main mausi bann gayi..Anji ko beta hua hai...kitta cute hai..chubby ..chubby..ek dum toy jaisa..badi badi eyes hain..aur ek dum choti choti soft fingers...mera to mann hi nahi tha usse chode ke aane ka...kal se to jaana hai duty pe..main hi uski paediatrician hoongi"!!and baba smiled ..adding "bhai waah..yeh to bahut khushi ki baat hai..per tu ab chasi pee aur aaraam kar..thak gayi hogi...jaa"!!and Nidhi went into her room..not switching on the light. .she wanted the darkness to envelope her..to engulf her..to swallow her...
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Dr Ashutosh emerged from the surgery..he saw Rohan pacing in the corridor outside his cabin..he smiled "arre Rohan..kya hua..mile Anji se.."??Rohan nodded n said "sir..plz do minute deejiye. ."
Dr Ashutosh listened patiently as Rohan narrated all that had happened..and dr Ashutosh said "i had been fearing..kuch aisa..anyway thanks..Rohan.."Rohan looked at Ashutosh n said"maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki Anjiji itti insensitive ho jaayengi..woh bhi nidhiji..jo unki bestie hain.."Ashu patted him n dighed"Rohan..apni khushi me quai baar hum doosron ke ghum bhool jaate hain...joy is a surge..its like a flood...takes quite a bit with itself..anyway i d leave now"!
Ashutosh drove home...thinking about the condition nidhi must be in..her sorrow..which might re emerge each day??was being a paediatrician a right thing at this point of time??his cell buzzed...it was a mail from dr Pooja..
Ashu parked the car on one side n opened the e mail...
"The posterior wall is weak..considering hormonal levels,we may start the new pills of oestrogen from the next cycle..
Hope to improve the situation in 8 to 12 weeks..pregnancy not advisable before 24 weeks.
Thanks .
Dr Pooja.
Phone no 00
1145323456
Ashutosh sighed..he knew it was just the starting of a long drawn out battle..in which nidhi's emotional stability mattered a lot..nonly if people would understand...
If they would be more sensitive..or if she could be tougher..if he could insulate her in his arms..in his love...
Ashutosh parked his car n entered..baba was watching news.."nidhi aaraam kar rahi hai beta..kuch bataya dr ne..."??ashutosh just said"baba bahut thaka hoon..kal subah baat karenge..zara nidhi ke paas..."and baba smiled as his son closed the door of the bedroom..
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It was pitch dark..and it took a few moments for dr Ashutosh to get accustomed to the darkness..he looked for nidhi..she was sitting on the sofa..looking outside the window. ..he switched on the light..n nidhi blinked..immediately wiping her tears..and smiling as she got up to take his jacket..n give him his night suit...
Ashutosh caught her by her shoulders...n then put a finger under her chin..she tried to move away..but he held on...as he took her face in his hands ..n said"pyaar ka matlab..kuch bhi na chupaana.."!and nidhi lowered her eyes ..as Ashutosh could feel her whimpering trying to control her tears...he sighed..knowing what he gad said..he did nit want to see tears inher eyes...but he could not ket her burn in thus silent agony..he brought her close...n said as softly as possible..."ro lo..mann kuch halka ho jaayega.."!and Nidhi clutched onto his shirt n broke down silently at first then into uncontrolled sobs...as he just held her...cocooned from all that could hurt her...
Together they stood..united in grief ..as they had been in joy...together through all seasons..spring ..fall or winter...and Ashutosh softly kissed her neck n recalled something that baba had taught him.."if winter has come...can spring be far behind"???
THATS ALL...LETS HOPE ASHNI GET COLOURS OF LIFE