Originally posted by: The.Lannister
@Viji: Do take those business trips more often😆
Chapter 19:Pawan, sensible, sensitive & thoughtful as always sets up a tent for Swara right next to Sanskaar's, an indirect acknowledgement of Swara's position in not only Sanskaar's life but also among his men😳 She is special & in their eyes is nearly equal to their commander😳
Swara's pain is so 😭 No one can even begin to understand what she is going through. But even here she is lost in her pain only till the time she sees Sanskaar's pain. Once she realizes that he might be hurt by her behaviour she immediately sets out to reassure him forgetting all about her trauma. Each of them focuses on the other completely, before they can find some relief for themselves they need to know that the other person is not hurting Do these two even realize what a treasure they have found in one another?
"Is the Gita unclean because the sinner touches it?"👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 What a beautiful & meaningful line Shru😳
Oh his poor men😆 I guess very soon they are going to stop questioning their leader's actions when it comes to the lady😆
Vali😆 now I can call them Vaanar Sena😆 Sushena is alive
Oh so DP is capable of something intelligent. But then you underestimated Sanskaar's & Pawan's men taklu buddhe😈
Till you brought in Swara's POV it did seem like she was blaming Sanskaar... at least partially. I was so scared but thank God that is not the case.
That whole marham - patti scene was intimate & beautiful. It took me back to when Swara had taken care of his wounds in the Haveli. Good touch there with Sanskaar informing Swara about the opium in the medicine rather than assuming he knew what was best for her. The amount of faith this girl has in him in spite of everything is mind - boggling. She is asking him to stay with her even after knowing about the opium in the drug...such complete trust😳
I am so happy that Sanskaar stayed back. Duniya jaaye bhaad mein. If Swara needs him, he will be there irrespective of what anyone says or thinks. As always her wish is his command😳
Lanny dearest xoxo
Please don't tell Viji to go on more trips 😲. Do you even know how sleep deprived I feel?! 😆
I was so waiting for you to drool over YOUR Pawan 😉, you have been awarded PKJ as yours in this FF so of course the expectations from your views are the highest! I liked that idea of these hardy warriors trying to be all sensitive and as you say, acknowledging Swara's place even before they have met her, perhaps mainly based on poor Sushena's testimony 😳.
Your right- only the victims of such heinous attacks every really bear the brunt of the after effects and it is heartbreaking to think of all those terrible emotions to deal with, whereas the perpetrators usually feel nothing that they should. And for Swara yes, she is one of those that seeing other people's pain always snaps her out of her own in a way. It's not good if you get people who take advantage of that but here Sanskaar of course won't- he will make sure he heals her too but I felt it necessary to give her some spur to enable her to start to accept the beginning of the moving on process and what better way than to make her see Sanskaar's pain and crushing guilt and then to her absolve him too. What happened isn't the "fault" as such of anyone but the evil they encountered. We cannot get through life by blaming- ourselves or others but it's always easier said than done. I think these two get that the other is a treasure but are so charmingly blind to how much they themselves are 😳
Thank you for liking that line. There were other variations but given how deep Sanskaar's feelings for Swara are, I felt this suited them 😳.
Oh the men and their plight makes me laugh so much! First their usually cool as a cucumber leader was screaming and carrying his princess and not letting anyone near her. Then he wants water heated at that time and a bath being made up in a tented camp in the middle of the desert 😕😆. Me wonders what more stunts Mr General will expect of them next?! 😉😆. And yes, best they don't ask too much!!
YESSS!!! I was so waiting for someone to spot the Vanar Sena link!! It had to be you- mmmwah. Let's see if any others crop up 😉. Sushena is barely alive yes:).
DP is in his own way an able King and whilst not having the dynamic brilliance of Sanskaar he is clever so not beyond reason that he can play a strategic game too but as you say, Pawan was too clever for him on that and the rest of the men too didn't fall in that trap 😃
Ah yes, at first I didn't express Swara's PoV as I felt she was simply trying to process and then I wanted to tell it through Sanskaar's eyes but no, I didn't want to show any blame games. Swara is too intelligent to not understand that it wasn't Sanskaar's fault in that sense. If she were to blame him for that, she would have to for him kidnapping her but of course that was to save her in the first place. As I said above- the blame lies only with the perpetrator and the reckoning too should be only his.
Glad you liked the healing scene. Yes it had echoes of their time in the Haveli but of purse with far more serious overtones and issues to deal with this time, plus the whole two way process this time. Ah yes, we have discussed how men deciding they know best for someone is a turn off, even if they may know better 😆 . And aha- you picked up the complete surrender/ trust angle. It is so intrinsic now- she knows that he would never take advantage of her or do anything to harm her. It need not be said between them but they both know it so I wanted Sanskaar to have that too- her handing her trust to him yet again, a strong statement of absolving him again too 😳.
Spot on about the staying the night scene. I wanted this whole- the world can go to hell sense too, Sanskaar is strong enough not to care beyond a point on that. It's this beautiful pull of he fears for her reputation but cannot resist her and doesn't want to. As I said, he needs her as much as she does him and the only thing that would have stopped him would be her but she so needed his presence and his comfort, how could he deny her and himself that? 😳
Loads of love as ever xoxo
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