new arshi FF: the first love of khushi - Page 24

khushi came out of Shantivan at a run, she walks in the street tears in her eyes she could not bear to see lavanya in the house of Arnav, for her this gesture means that the life of arnav begins to take a path opposite to hers, he presents lavanya to his family this lets understand that he made his choice and he really wants move away from her, she had hope that one day he'll confess her his feelings even though she had told him not to approach her and touch her she kept anyway this expectation he could may be change his mind and choose her but all expectancies flies away or maybe that's what she thinks

to chantivan nani does not want that khushi goes alone she told arnav

-: quickly Chote follows her and takes her at home

-: Who is this girl to make you worry all like that (claims lavanya) Asr how you can go and leave me here who will take me home

Arnav looks at Lavanya by contempt he does not bear what she has said on khushi he did not think she was selfish he had not taken the time to know her or can be he was not paying attention to her like he does with khushi

-: Stay here and get to know my family I'll take you later (then he flies to follow khushi)

shocked anjali and nani shares the look they asks themselves what kind of girl that Arnav has take home and how they will agree with her they don't want to believe that Arnav present her for tell them after this is the girl I want to marry

Lavanya dissatisfied remains with arnav's family they are all there to discover her in the meantime Arnav takes his car and meets khushi

-: Get in the car I'll take you home (he told to khushi)

-: No thank you I'll go alone (and she goes)

he gets out of his car he holds her hand gently and said advancing toward his car

-: You can't go like that khushi come with me

she removes her hand from his, looks angry and said

-: I have telling you not to touch me go home I'll take a taxi

Arnav looks at khushi with his eyes full of envy and regrets at the same time, he regrets not power to choose her by his side and can't tell her I love you he regrets that life has faced him to a such review he puts his hand delicately on her cheek and said with a soft voice

-: Why you act like that with me khushi? I just want to take you home I can't leave you alone the night has fallen and there is no taxi

-: don't worry for me Mr. Raizada (she step back to move away from him) I don't want to come with you I'll manage let me quiet

Arnav's patience was short he takes her by the arms holds her very strong he can't tolerate that she pushes him he does not bear that she does not understand him he looks at her with compassionate eyes told her angry

-: Of course I am worried for you I can't imagines that something happens to you don't you understand that?

khushi was very afraid of Arnav she sees his aggressive side she is afraid of his anger don't know how to get rid of him and begins to cry

her tears breaks his heart Arnav does not support see them fall he noticed that he just hurt her he rids her to his hands which he puts on her cheeks after and apologizes

-: sorry khushi I did not want to hurt you please think of nothing now and let me take you home

-: No go (she cried) I don't want to see you I suffered a lot because of you, I can't continue to live like this I wanted to stay away from you and you asked me to return I hoped to forget what happened between us but what you do, I can't endure it

-: What? what I did (demand arnav) you asked me not to approach you and that's what I did (he notes that he has his hands on khushi's cheeks he removes and continuous ) I don't even come next to you these last days I respected your will even if I wanted

khushi does not speak she does not want to tell him that his problem is lavanya she can't tell him "I can't endure to see you with her" but Arnav understood he sees again her face when lavanya returned home he noticed her stress and her desire to escape for not continue to see this image he calms down and says

-: Come in the car we will discuss about all this

He opened the car door she agrees to go in his car without saying one word the calm attitude of Arnav reassures her she wants to hear what he has to say she hopes to find her way and understand this enigma which call arnav singh Raizada

he drove his car and don't leave her by look he searches the words because he know the cause of her suffering he wants to reassure her and said

-: She means nothing to me. listens me khushi I'm not in love with her so I brought her home to stop the prosecution of di- and nani because they want choose for me a girl for marriage I thought by introduce lavanya they will stop talking about it

-: I did not ask you it does not interest me and I don't want to know what you do, or with whom you are in love

she responds to him looking to the road she wipes a tear running down her cheek a tear of truth, who thought the opposite of what she had just said

-: But i'm interested!!! it interests me to tell you that, I want you to know that I have no feelings for her and I will never have

-: Why you tell me that ? there is nothing between us, why you need to give me explanation

-: Even if there is nothing between us now (Arnav responds quietly) there's already had something that I can't forget your face of that day follows me everywhere even in my dreams I think about you all time khushi I ... (he realizes that he comes to reveal his feelings and before he goes over distance he prefers stop talking)

-: Then why you are with her (she tells him angry turning to him and looking at him) if she is nothing why you continue to see her

Arnav don't answer that question he has nothing to say he did not know what to say khushi is right why he continued his relationship with lavanya if he does not love and why he will not let khushi quiet if he does not want to build something with her

-: Don't say anything I understood (said khushi despairing) you don't know what you want (and she said no more)

a silence spreads in the car Arnav can't tell khushi he loves her because this revelation force him to go further in this relationship which makes him still scared and he can't confirm her he is with lavanya and she is the one he will choose for wife if he decides to marry one day, their silence led to the house of khushi arrived in front of home Arnav stop the car khushi withdraws her safety belt puts her hand on the door to open it when she feels a softness is resting on her arm it's arnav's hand which retains her and said

-: Khushi !! excuse me !! I'm really sorry I did not want that things take place in this way and excuse me if I can do nothing for us but believe me you're not indifferent for me you have a great place in my heart

-: Forget my existence forget that you met me one day and make your life as you wish, I will not be an obstacle for you, you will not find me through your way (she said despairing and determined)

-: what you mean Khushi? why do you talk like that?

she looks at him a moment as if she wants to memorize a face she will never see she leaves forever and wants to keep that image of a man in love she removes his hand which was on her arm said nothing out of the car and runs to the door of her house leaving Arnav worried who called her for understand what she meant (khushi !!!!)

trying to avoid this relationship which frightens him fearing her loss later. Arnav does not realize that he really loses khushi he fears that she becomes a part of him he accustoms himself to her presence and can be he'll lose later leaving him a great pain, but at the same time he feels she said adieu and spoke to him for the last time and she looked at him for not forget his face