new arshi FF: the first love of khushi - Page 22

may be Arnav wants to forget khushi maybe he wants to get her out of his life and his heart and lead a life without her face follows him up in his sleep. maybe he wants to find peace but he is anyway went to her ask her to return, if he really wants to forget why he told her that he wants her to stay maybe because he did not know the truth maybe he had not seen in front of him and now the veil is fell this truth has exploded view a truth that he can't bear he wants it to be otherwise but he can't, he is unable to accept that one day he will leave khushi enter in his life he will love her more he will attach to her and will not want ever leave her, then one day he wakes up and does not find her next to him and his pain will begin his heart will tear and find himself wrap in a grief packet. no arnav will not bear this suffering he prefers don't give day to this love let it asleep in his heart or abort before birth and live a life that will not make him suffer he prefers stay away from khushi let her come home without experiencing the feeling of wanting to touch and hug her

Today nani has decided to speak with Arnav to his marriage she wants to see him happy with a wife who takes care of him and give him children Arnav is not against marriage but he is not in a hurry he wants to wait a little, don't for testing his feeling but to be sure that lavanya is the right person for him the girl that her grandmother may accept

-: Chote !! (said his grandmother) have you thought about what I said the other day

-: What nani (he answers her with respect) what you're talking about?

-: Chote your marriage !! you say you'll think

-: Nani not now we will talk about this later

-: If it's for the girl don't worry I will choose for you one and of a very good family

-: What do you think of khushi nani (Anjali said knowing that her brother bears her an interest) she is of good family she is of good education and then she is very beautiful

Arnav rises aggressively from his seat ( khushi !! the girl who he wants to avoid and he tries to convince himself that he can live away from her his sister and his grandmother want choose her as a wife for him even if he wants to escape fate remains behind him) he looks at his sister and his grandmother and said angry

-: Stop talking about my marriage and my future wife, as if I did not exis it's my life and I live it like I want

-: Chote !! why you are angry (said his grandmother ) your sister said nothing wrong

-: excuse me Nani I go into my room

to avoid this discussion Arnav goes into his room upset can't prevent to think to the girl who he loves who haunts his mind following him everywhere,she even took place in the head of his sister and don't let him make his decision.

khushi asked Arnavto not approach her and don't touch her she don't want suffer too of a love that does not want to see the day, a love filled with fear and resistance, the heart of khushi beats only for Arnav she sees only him and wants to be near to him her first love can be don't will born and she refuses to give herself a hope. when she comes in the morning to Anjali house she wants find another Arnav who opens his arms and said:

"Khushi I love you I want you by my side all the life for cherish you and give you all the love you deserved" but she hears only silence she feels the cold just a smile he leaves her before leaving to go to work that life is imposed to her the tape of her life is repeated every day she does not know when this film will stop and move on to change her thoughts and desires, but things don't change and the life continuous

the next day of the discussion of Arnav with his sister and his grandmother about his marriage he gets up like every morning to go to work opening his eyes think back once again what told him his sister

"what do you think about khushi" (and think) "Yes khushi is in my heart but she will never be my wife I prefer to see her from afar happy smiling (he says this with a nice smile) that ... and he stops to think in this way then he thinks "but I want to touch her I wanted to kiss her again and feel her soft skin on my lips " disoriented does not know how to think or what to think everything is confused in his head his whole life he thought to a reason marriage just choose the ideal wife and agree to live with her without love and here he falls in love and this love scares him

Arnav takes his breakfast with his family avoids to speak again to the subject and leaves the house to go to his company before the arrival of khushi in office he meets lavanya

-: Today I want to present you to my family (my grandmother and my sister)

-: oohh is it true ASR you have decided to ask me to marry?

-: I'm not saying that I want to ask you in marriage (arnav says pissed) I just say meet my sister and my grandmother

if Arnav chose to present lavanya to his sister for that she stop thinking to khushi as a wife for him and don't asks him to marry her and if it is necessary to marry with lavanya for forget khushi he will do

-: When you want me to go see them?

-: this evening when we have finished to work I take you with me

-: Tonight (lavanya panic) but I'm not ready I have to go to the hairdresser and buy a new dress

-: Calm down lavanya (Arnav says bored) you don't have to do all that my family is simple they will accept you as you are

Arnav wondered if he had made the right choice with this girl who thinks only of herself but he thinks with a closed heart

-: it's ok ASR, I know your family will accept me let's see (lavanya said trusting herself )

after work Arnav goes home with him lavanya it's late he wanted to go after that khushi left deep down he did not want her to see him with this girl he has already hurt her letting himself kissed by that person. it's for stop the proposal of his sister that he brings back lavanya, not for khushi see him with her he move in the lounge finds his grandmother and aunt (mamiji) Anjali is not with them he asks

-: Nani where is di-

-: Who is this girl you bring with you chote (asked his grandmother annoyed)

-: She call lavanya I came for present you! where is di-

-: Anjali is in her room (she calls hp) harry Parkash !! go to tell Anjali and khushi to come here

-: Khushi !!! (Arnav says disrupted) she does not return home it's late what is she doing here

-: calm down chote what happens to you suddenly khushi is remained because your sister was sick and she did not want to leave I thought that you were going back earlier so that the driver brings her back at home

-: The driver is not there (Arnav said wanting to hide his anger) I told him to leave

Anjali arrives with khushi she sees lavanya, she does not recognize her she has never seen and wondered why her brother brought her back home, khushi recognizes her she has already seen in arnav's office and in a situaton she will never forget she avoided looking at her turning her head

-: Chote you brings back a guests with you, you present to me

Arnav approaches his sister enjoys watching khushi which is next to her but don't look at him he holds the hand of his sister help her to sit and said worried

-: Di- nani told me you're sick !! what is happened to you

-: anything Chote don't worry I felt bad but now it's okay khushi took care of me

he looks at her with love wanting to thank her because her sister is very important for him and he is grateful to all those who take care of her and love her, but khushi don't even want the look at him she does not support see him with this girl she looks at Anjali and said

-: Anjaliji I have to go home it is very late

-: Khushi wait you will not go alone chote will take you, first he presents me his friend

-: heuu yes di- (he answers in hesitating) she is lavanya I bring here to present you

the wrath of khushi increases and for not to show it to the other she leaves the house running after having told Anjali

-: I'm sorry Anjaliji but I can't stay more than that I have to go (and she runs to the door)

khushi left very quickly without giving a time to Anjali and nani to detain her she's gone so quickly leaving behind her the anxiety of everyone Anjali finding her stressed and uncomfortable and think know why, nani thinking how she will go home alone at night, and Arnav caring what she will think seeing him accompanied by lavaniya