A problem I cannot tell to my parents. - Page 2

Good luck with your exam - I wish you very well.

You've endured so far, and I am sure you will be able to handle it in the future too. Homesick is normal, but you will be over that too - college life is exciting, so make the most out of it. No point in telling anyone, especially now when you're about to start on your new journey. Don't underestimate yourself, and you're far stronger than you think.

Its college now - YAY. Will you update us when you will make a new girlfriend ? 🤩

Haha I’m not really looking to get into a relationship. In fact I am staying as far away as possible from dating 😅. I will surely update in the future. Right now I am just trying to go with the flow:)

Hello dear friend , how is life going on , eager tk hear from you .

Thank you for re-opening my post, I am not really able to move on so unlocking the post might help me.

Life has changed in a year. I went to college in July 23, already scared about coming back for holidays. But in August, I got to know that my family will have to shift houses due to landlord troubles and thankfully, we shifted to a new apartment complex altogether, although it's very close to the one we used to live in. I must say I was very relieved to hear this and thought that I will finally be able to move on because I won't see her now.

Fast forward one year, it is July again. It has been one year since I haven't seen her. No contact has helped, I can go back home without much tension and actually spend good time with my parents. But I must say, I am not able to get over her. I am not able to move on even after a whole year.I have started my second year in college and have just come back from vacations. When I was going back home, I had this fear of meeting her accidently. I don't why I have this even if I know that won't happen. Even now, everyday, her memory gets triggered randomly and it causes me anxiety and I start to feel pain in the chest. I don't know what's wrong with me really. This is why I visit this forum everyday even after 1.5 years of my initial post.

So conclusively, I am a bit relieved that she is not in my life anymore, but the anxiety and pain I had when she was in my life, hasn't subsided. Most probably, it is because a part of me wants to be with her and get to know her, but that is probably not possible.

So nice to hear from you . you were missed . You have moved on in life , and also shifted to new house ,, it’s good for you dear .

Happy to know you are in college now . What’s your stream .

Thank you for the well wishes:) I am currently pursuing engineering (B.Tech in computer science).

Good thing is buddy you are feeling better than before. It's okay if she comes in your thought - some people leave an impression in your life, god knows why, but it is very common more than you think. When the right person will enter in your life, she will stop living rent free in your head. Any progression is a step forward - look optimistically. Anxiety happens when you think too much about future, so try what is in this moment and how much you have come forward. I still think about a guy here and there whom I had crush on and he had crush on me when I was in sixth grade; we both knew and never did anything about it . All I do is smile and wish him well. Life is to enjoy and savor all the flavors - don't overthink and let life take its course.

Originally posted by: No2Pencil

Good thing is buddy you are feeling better than before. It's okay if she comes in your thought - some people leave an impression in your life, god knows why, but it is very common more than you think. When the right person will enter in your life, she will stop living rent free in your head. Any progression is a step forward - look optimistically. Anxiety happens when you think too much about future, so try what is in this moment and how much you have come forward. I still think about a guy here and there whom I had crush on and he had crush on me when I was in sixth grade; we both knew and never did anything about it . All I do is smile and wish him well. Life is to enjoy and savor all the flavors - don't overthink and let life take its course.

Thank you, means a lot.
I am always trying not to think of her but it just happens involuntarily and as of now, I don't have any control over it. It hurts, and it drains my energy, but I am starting to be more optimistic now. Who knows, maybe I will find a solution in one some way. But as of now,
as you said, I am letting life take its course.

Hm Strange...they are still visible to me...