MaNan Os : her everything

Her everything

There are all kinds of love in this world but never the same love twice.

It was the day , I swayed across the room , closing my eyes and all I could see was the major missing part of me today .

Like every girl on the planet earth I , was nervous for my wedding , my hands adorn with mehndi and loads of bangles which clinged to make a beautiful sound , my delicate cream lehenga, an exquisite piece of work in itself and jewelry shimmering while Alya and Mukti adjusted the beautiful jasmine flowers on my hair , fresh with their aroma filling the entire room with itself while my eyes twinkled with his love for me .

But a tinge in my stomach, a small but a very prominent one, sending my nerve endings in to excruciating pain of my loneliness.

A lone tear escaped my eye , in a second I wiped it making sure it didn't ruin my make up even a little .

" Nandini , we are going , remember Rishabh will come and take you down in a little , all the best ! " saying that alya and mukti gave me a light hug ensuring my heavy neckpieces were intact and went down .

I saw through the window, it was him as dashing as ever in a royal print sherwani, his eyes dancing with joy standing there as chachi put a tika on his forehead .

Suddenly he caught my glimpse,

A blush crept on my face

I smiled and moved away from the window as soon as I saw him smirk charmingly to me .

In a while , we would read vows to spend our entire life and even our reincarnations together.

His pov

She looked soo beautiful , her smile twirled my insides into happiness of having her forever ,

but then I had just noticed her eyes ...they were not ...

not the way I wanted them to be !

Not today , on our big day .

Being done with my tika ceremony, I immediately went to have a word with Rishabh.

In life , never ever do two perfect people fall for each other .

It's just not the law of nature.

Manik was flawed and soo was Nandini.

A dark past of Manik in which she brought a light and like an angel , lit up his entire life with beauty .

But indeed she herself was flawed.

How can a person be, who has seen and brought up in light suddenly be pushed into dark ?

Yes ! she fought , she cried , she did

But she was a fighter , she smiled for all those who loved her and her selflessness shone even for those who didn't

She was like a a lump of clay at that age, when she suffered, like a potter shapes, she was being shaped .

And importantly suffering was her kiln, which made her way more mature for her age

But , indeed such hurry does leave cracks and crevices of regret and deep loss !

I went into her room stealthily , where she sat on the chair in the corner , looking at the mirror .

I went near her and slowly wrapped my arms around her.

Maybe , it wasn't right to delay our ceremony a little , but somethings are deep rooted ,

and they never leave us .

I knew all Nandini wanted to see in the mirror today, wasn't just herself,

but her parents just behind her

Like every girl, she was her dad's princess and her mom spoilt her bad with all the dolls .

She looked at me , through the mirror

I slowly dug my hand into my pocket removing my wallet and handing it to her

Her eyes questioned, while she opened my wallet

She looked at the picture which she could now see in the mirror , properly preserved through the transparent pack of my wallet .

The picture was perfect now

It was complete for her .

It was the picture she wanted .

There were her parents smiling in my wallet ,

While me and Nandini smiled in the reflection of the mirror.

I spoke to her , while she clung herself to me in a hug tight

i repeated my promise to her

The promise I had made to her , the day I had proposed her .

" Nandini , I know what they meant to you , I can never return that love , even if it takes my entire life , but I promise Ill try ,

I 'll try forever .

Nandini , I promise that before anything else

You' ll be my child , first .

Then my partner

And then my soul "

She healed , I healed her

That day we took our pheras , while her eyes din't leave mine even for second.

Even years later , everytime Nandini was sick , everytime she was in a dilemma , she found him .

She found him there for her , like her parent

Protecting her

Guiding her

Loving her a like his child

Soulmates they were ,

while manik found his life in her ,

Nandini found in him all what her world had lacked for years .

He was everything to her in one .

Just one .

. Her everything .

p.s.: tried something totally different n wrote in a hurry , pls ignore the typos , sorry 😒

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