I was stunned to see his anger!!!!...I forgot to cry'.I forgot about my life which was became like a hell!'..I was married a person'whom I didn't like'I was cheated in the name of love' . .I was pregnant'and who was responsible for it'.used and ditched me'.hid somewhere'.and now I was married his elder brother'..
Listening my words,again he was fumed with anger'"bewkoof ladki'.maine tumhe mana kiya tha'.you girls!! 'why are you so stupid?...kya samajhti nahi ki ek ladke ko sirf tum logon ka jism chahiye hota hai?.."'..he said that, as if he was not belongs to man''.
I remembered'.one day,when I came to meet with angad'.arman was sitting in the drawing room and was reading some files'..he asked me'" keun aayi ho?"...
I said nervously," wo angad ne 'kuch notes lene they"'.
He glared at me for a minute and said," jab ghar mein papa hon,tab aana'."..I couldn't understand actually what he trying to said"'.
Me : "wo itna serious keun rahta?...kabhi hunsta nahi kya?...tumse kaafi bada hai na?...
Angad:" yes'nearly 9 years''
Me :" I got very surprise angad '.you are very different'you such a nice guy and he is a rude,khadush man'..
Angad: "chodo na'jab wo ghar par rahega ,mai tumhe bata dunga'tum mat aana'plz.sweety ,don't be angry with me in this point'.I just want to save you from his anger'.
Me :" it's ok angad'..
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Actually my papa and angad's father are business partner'..I got admission in the college where angad studied '..so we became friends'.angad's mom was died in his childhood'..arman is angad 's elder brother'..I did not like him'a rude,angry person'always busy with his work and perhaps he never used to laugh''
But I liked angad'.I heard about him that he had so many girlfriends.and always made flirt with girls'but he never did it with me'..when one day I asked him about it'he said," sab jalte hain mujhse'.isliye ye baaten kahte hain'.mujhe kya jarurat hai girls ke peeche bhagna ki?...I don't care girls so they made these rumours"'..
Really he was a very handsome guy 'I liked him ''''''''
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I still remembered that day very well'.when angad phoned me to come his home'I felt that he was a little sad'.it was 6 o'clock at evening '.I said lie to mom that I am going to nisha's house '..when I came angad's house,I saw that no one in his home except angad'.he said that papa and arman went for a business deal'.'.''.
I felt very sad for him'.. I realized that pehaps I was also in love with him'..I could not tolerate his tears'.I caressed his hair and said," mai tumhe kabhi bhi chodkar nahi jaungi..promise"'
He wipped off his tears and said," mai bhi kitna pagal hun,tumhe bhi dukhi kar diya'riddhima,plz.thori der baitho'.papa will come in an hour'.then he gave me her family album'.he made for us coffee and began to tell about her mom'..after half an hours ,I felt sleazy' I kept my head on his shoulder and said groggily '" I love you, angad ".
Angad wrapped his hand around my waist and said'."me too ,riddhima'.chalo aaj aisa karte hain ki hum feer kabhi na alag hon.."
Me (like a drunken) :" do,whatever you want'.my life is now yours'.
Angad picked me in his arm and made me sleep in his bed'.I felt that he was removing my clothes'.I wanted to stop him but unabled ''.he undressed me ,kissed my whole body and intercoursed with me'.and continuesly mumbling .." now u are mine''.I was going to die for it baby'.'."''
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When I awoke ,I saw that I was sleeping angad 's bed without clothes'..angad was sitting beside me and gazing at me like a greedy wolf!!''
Me : " but it's not love, it's a sexual desire''you ruined my life'..
Angad :" hey baby..this is 21st century'.give up this middle class mentality'.
Me (crying):' tum kah sakte ho'keunki tum larke ho'you cheated me'.
Angad (laughed like a heller) :" hey, wait..wait'. abhi toh kuch bhi nahi hua'.ye dekho tumhare pics'.your naked pics are so hot yaar!!'.
that basterd had taken my naked photoes''.'..
I fell at his feet.." plz.angad 'meri jindagi barbaad mat karo'maine tumhara kya bigara hai?...
Angad : " tumne nahi bigada sweety'tumhare is sexy figure ne bigada hai''
I said angrily," mai uncle ko sab kuch bata dungi'..
Angad : " soch lo'.agar nahi bataogi toh shayad mai kuch dino baad tumhe azad kar dun'or agar kuch dina ke baad bhi dill nahi bhara ,to shayad saadi kar lun'..but agar tumne bataya toh,is pic ki copy mere har ek friends ke paas pahunch jayegi'.unhe bahut maza aayega '..
I had been trapped''I could not do anything'..he said me .." chalo ghar chod dun'aur agar aunty ko bhi bataogi to samajh sakti ho tumhara kya hoga'..aur haan '.ab se har Sunday ko papa aur wo idiot arman nahi rahega'.toh apni pyari mom ko kahna ki tum apni study karne friend ke ghar ja rahi ho'.and I will give you sex education here"'..and made a horrible laugh''.
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Anupamaa
