The below piece of writing is purely fictional and meant only for entertainment purposes.
Please read it as a story and feel free to ignore if you feel to.
This will be Rudra's part of the sorry and Preesha's point of view
Rudra (im) - I know she would be waiting for me to break her fast. It's her first Karvachauth and I thought to do it for her....for the one last time.
Preesha - Thank you....I knew you would come and break my fast...
Preesha (im) - my happiness knew no bounds. I knew he would not disappoint me. He cares for me, I know one day, one day everything will be normal between us. I'll make it happen, for us, you him and for myself.
Rudra - No need to thank me. I don't want to be a reason of obligation for you anymore...
Preesha - obligation? What are you saying?
Rudra - yeah, obligation of being my wife. You don't need to be....anymore
Preesha - what do you mean?
Preesha (im) - His words were literally breaking me step by step. What obligation he is talking about?
Rudra - So, I'll come straight to the point as I want to make myself clear as much as possible...
Preesha - You are scaring me....
Preesha (im) - my heart had started sinking. I locked my fingers into a tight fist. I was getting nervous. I don't know what is he going to say?
Rudra - No, no don't be... whatever I am going to say or whatever I going to do ...is for you only.
For your happiness...
Preesha, I have realised one thing...love can't be forced. Love can't be managed or manipulated. It's impossible.
Love happens just like that, naturally, organically.
It's is easy...like we breathe.
It's is as simple as we blink our eyes.
You know I have thought a lot about it.
About love, about you, about US.
I came to a conclusion that I can't force you to love me. I just can't. If you don't love me, then you don't love and I have made peace with this fact.
If you are not my love, then I can't claim you as mine.
If you are someone's else love, then I have not right on you.
If you don't belong to me, then I can't have you.....
If you don't love me, then it's not your fault, it's mine.
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
Preesha (im) - I was numb and shattered.
My eyes welcomed tears...my heart started aching.
Rudra - it's my fault, Preesha. In fact it was always my fault.
I forced you to marry me, then I forced you to love me...I didn't even care for your feelings. I had become selfish. I just thought about myself didn't even care about you.
I just assumed that you would love me too...
I was living under wrong impression that even you have feelings for me.
I was living a false dream.
I was running away from reality.
In all this, I know I have hurt you a lot. I have crossed limits. I have even hurt you physically and it was wrong I know. I am not trying to justify myself as I know I was wrong, always wrong about you.
I mistook everything to did for me as your love but you are indeed a good person.
It's your nature....
I misunderstood everything that happened between us as Love.
I am sorry ...I know sorry isn't worth it...but
I have nothing else to say to justify my behaviour.
I was blaming Yuvraj to be a third person between us. Actually it's me who is third one.
You both were going to get married. I forcefully married you for Saransh. You and are not at fault at all. It's me....and was always me. I fell in love with you....
I know you are living with me only for Saransh. You didn't wanted to be with me...you hated me.
You were bearing me just for Saransh. You were living with me against your wish....I forced you....it's my fault. I am sorry again for ruining your life, for everything wrong it did to you... with you.
You don't deserve this Preesha. You deserve happiness and love. You deserve peace....
You deserve to be loved and taken care of....and I am not the one to do it. I have understood to it. I am not HIM.
Hence I have taken a decision...
I am liberating you from this bond...our marriage.
I set you free from this minute...
You are free Preesha....
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep
Preesha (im) - I was shocked to the core. My heart just died.
My body just become cold and stiff....
I was losing my breathes.
I am dieing....
Rudra - it's up to you ....how you want to take it. If you want stay here you can...if you want to go back to your house you can.... completely your call....I will not have say ....
Yes, one more thing, you don't need to be my wife anymore, you don't need to daughter in law of Khuranas. You are just Saransh's mother....and will be his mother for me from now on. I'll respect you as his mother. There will not be any other relationship between us.
We will be cordial for Saransh.
I hate to say this but we are not a family anymore....but I promise you one thing I'll never let this reach Saransh. I'll there for him whenever he needs me as his father...I'll become a family for him...but just for him.
I'll even stop bothering you and let you live your life as you want. I'll not interfere in your matters.
You are free now, Ms. Preesha Shrinivasan.
You are free to live your life....and be happy.
Good luck...
Preesha (im) - and he just left, left from there leaving me broken, alone and dead.
He just ended everything.
He just...he gave up....on us, our love and everything.
Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Song - https://youtu.be/RBumgq5yVrA.
Let her go by passenger.
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