Bhai ye thi wo thori si batain. ye sari nahi hain bohot thori si hain, lekin shayed Ap samjh sakoge itne se ke meri life ka haal kesa tha,
blv me or not agar main ek happy person hota na jo life se khush tha to shayed mera ye haal na hota jo aj hai,
onhon ne jo bhe kiya wo sab kar diya lekin jis person ke sath kiya wo shayed khud bhe nahi janti thin ke mera haal hoga kya os ke baad...
ek khubsurat life thi na yaar... ek ajeeb si chahat. care, pyaar, apnapan.. ye sab theek tha ya jo abhe hova ye sab theek hai...
jab koi problem nahi thi. to eysa kiyon kiya onhon ne...
kya jata onka agar sab wese he rehta to? onhon ne kya kabhe nahi socha hoga ke life shayed wesi he hoti jesi hum ne sochi thi.. kya problem thi, itni khubsurat life to thi wo.. or is ko or khubsurat bana chuke hote ab tak to hum...
mujhe maloom hai wo to khud kehti hain ke on ko kuch bhe yaad nahi. or hoga bhe kiyon,?
lekin mere liye wo time kisi janat se kam nahi tha.. itna acha time tha ke aj bhe wohi yadain dekh kar mujhe sakoon milta hai kuch...
pata nahi kuch log eysa kiyon karte hain.. koi 3rd person kare na to samjh bhe ata hai lekin jab wohi kare to phir ajeeb lagta hai.. or bohot dard bhe hota hai..
kya kehti thi wo? ke tum sab se alag ho, lol
torch le kar bhe jaon to ansar tum sa nahi mile ga,
tum meri zindagi ho tum se baat karna or tumhara sath acha lagta hai..
agar ye sab tha to phir eyse insaan ki he life se khel liya....
kya kiya mere sath? anjaan tha, pehle dost banaya. phir best friend banaya, phir pyaar kiya, phir life se khela or rula kar chali gayi.
phir bhe sakoon nahi aya baad me bhe khelti rahi..
or main ne kya kiya? on ki har zid, har baat ko mana.. khud ko change kiya on keyliye,
dekho main bhe to on se keh sakta tha na ke Ap meat khao gi jab hum ek sath rahain ge to right?
lekin onhon ne kaha ke ansar tum meat nahi khao ge, main ne dosri baat nahi ki yaar.. on se ye bhe nahi kaha ke plz eysa to na karo, ap socho jo bachpan se meat khata raha ho ek dam se koi kahe ke aj se nahi khao ge to asaan hota hai kya? but main ne os din se aj ki date tak main ne meat nahi khaya.
bohot change kiya main ne khud ko on keyliye. or bohot si baton ko to wo janti bhe nahi ke main ne kese kese change kiya khud ko.. wo pyaar he kya yaar jis keyliye Ap khud ko badal bhe na sako.! main koshish he nahi ki kar ke bhe dikhaya wesa,
on ko or khud ko le kar sapne dekhe. life ka plan banaya ke kese jeena hai kahan kahan jana hai.
or wo kya kar gayin?
ye sach hai ke onhon ne kaha tha ke ansar mujhe acha nahi lag raha tumhare sath ye sab kar ke, lekin agar eysa tha to phir kiya kiyon wesa,!!! matlab ye to same wohi baat hai ne ke Ap kisi ko kaho ke main tumhain goli marne wala hoon lekin tumhain marte hove dekh bhe nahi sakta, to ye funny lagta hai ke eysa bol kar bhe os insaan ko maar do Ap..
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to pyaare Bhai ye sab isi liye bataya aj ke Ap ko thora sa idea ho ke meri life Bhootni jee ki meri life me aney se pehle kitni sad thi. or eyse sad insan ko Ap ye yakeen dilao ke ab tumhari life me acha he hoga, or main yakeen kar bhe loon to phir ye sab kiya jaye to kya lagta hai Ap ko ke kya main bhula sakta hoon?
Ap yakeen karo mera pehla jitna bhe bura haal tha na aj se bhe bura hai becoz Ap kisi marte hove insaan ko khushi ki umeed de kar os se wapis cheen lo to kesa lage ga os ko?
yaar meri life me or bhe bohot si problems hain, daily kuch na kuch hota hai, main bohot mushkil se khud ko sambhalta hoon...
or yakeen karo wo batain main kisi se bhe share nahi karta, bus dil he dil me feel karta hoon..or sochta hoon ke aj nahi to kal ye sab to khatam ho baki Bhootni jee wala dard to ab nahi jane wala kahin..
meri life ko onhon ne hell se bhe zeyada bura bana diya hai Bhai.. ek eysi life jahan main har time sochta hoon ke kab marna hai main ne..
yaar kon dua karta hai khud marne ki,? sab ko zindagi se pyaar hai, to agar koi eysa kar raha hai to samjho na ke kuch to eysa hai na ke wo kar raha hai?
or on ka sath mere liye itna acha tha ke agar koi mujh se kahe na ke tumhain past me bhej sakta hoon btao kon se year me jao ge to main 2014 choose karon ga.. main bohot khush tha yaar. dil se main jeena chahta tha..
lekin sahyed meri ye khushi meri zindagi or Bhootni jee ko achi nahi lagi thi...
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