Just her roommate : A story

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Synopsis

Naina, a ordinary girl with ordinary looks, ordinary grades living in a world striving each day for a better tomorrow, a tomorrow where she wont be judged on the basis of her body size or the pimple marks she has on her face, having lived a life where she was bullied , where she was used by a guy she thought could be her soulmate, she wanted nothing but to become a successful pediatrician now, with no place of romance in her life.

But what will happen when she has to share her room with a beautiful Ananya, and girl who is perfect in all sense the only draw back was she is rude and a total bitch, but that isn't something written on your face right, there come Arjun, a handsome, confident and funny soul, who is the first person Naina opened up too in college, the only person she fall in love but the only problem is he doesn't love her, he loves Ananya, so will Naina be ever able to get her love or will she has to endure the pain of having an unrequited love and what about her inner demon will she be able to defeat them, read to find out :)

Chapter 1

True beauty begins inside

I, what do i want in my life, money? No... A successful career? , Maybe No. A good looking face... A sure shot yes.

Sometimes I feel if i wasn't that ugly i would be loved too, i would be considered equal to all those girls i see near me who are basically treated as if they are queen.

'' Shhhh, dont cry Naina '' said my friend Arti trying to console me, but i was broken beyond repair .

'' why its always me Arti '' I asked her and she stood quite, and i know the reason because i am ugly, because i dont have that model like body and because my skin isnt as flawless as of other girls around me.

' 'He used me' ' i bursted out in tears crying out loud, holding my phone reading that message again and again that just ripped my heart, how can he do that to me, i loved him for real, how can he end our 2 years relationship and that too over a text that say

' a girl as ugly as me doesn't deserve to love and he just did charity on me by even touching my body '

is this is what he thinks of me, and does ugliness makes me desperate and who is he to do some charity by touching me.

I wanted to speak that loud, i wanted to message him and abuse him, i wanted to break his heart as he broke mine, but i didn't specially when my insecurities were eating me up and when a part of me did believe him, though i felt like slapping myself for believing him, but i cant lie to myself, i did believe him, i did believe that i am so ugly that no guy can ever love me.

Why i even hope for a better tomorrow, why do i even believe in love, why did i read so many love stories when in reality i have seen only pretty lady getting love, why was it 'Beauty and the beast' and not the 'Beast and the beast', why even a beast needed a beautiful girl to fall in love with.

Arti too went away telling me that she had plans with her boyfriend and i looked at her in disbelief, if she was in my place i would have never left her, but i didn't stop her, because as they say when the choice is between a 'Friend' and 'boyfriend' girl mostly choose there boyfriend and i know she was one among them and i silenty weeped muffling my cries under the pillow, Arti is beautiful she always have got guys behind her and i would be lying if i say i wasn't jealous of her, why wont i when i myself saw her getting treated like a queen while i was bullied and slapped just because i have fat cheeks, having fat cheeks doesn't make my a punching bag does it, i could have shown them my power, slap them back or at least raise my voice but what i did in reality was to stay quite and endure all the pain.

I got up and looked at the mirror, and all i saw was a fat girl with acne all over her face, but most importantly i felt like she was weak, like really weak, i slapped myself, i pulled my fat bulges but nothing happen, i took the knife and tryed to cut myself but i couldn't as i said i am weak, a totally pathetic person.

At that moment i realised i am the most weakest person, i have grown up blaming people around me, when i was a little joyful kid, i was molested by my uncle 's friends, and i didn't tell anybody, because i was weak, when i was bullied for the first time, i didn't speak anything, because i was weak, but i blamed it on those molester thinking that i lost my joy fullness all my bubbliness because of them, when i started gaining weight and stopped working out, i blamed it on everyone my bullies, my molester, and now when i chose the wrong guy and got my heart broken, i am now putting blame on my ugliness, and with that realisation i wiped my tears, i wont do that, specially when i have realised that the person who was actually at the biggest fault is only me, its my problem that i trust easily on people, its me who is weak, its me who was wrong, who didn't complain about my molester, it was me who was wrong for not complaining about my bullies, its my mistake to even fall in love, it was entirely my fault to priorities someone else over my career, myself.

No Naina kapoor, you cant do that, you have to make a new life for yourself, where you will shine brighter than the stars, so bright that it will bind the eye of every person that look down on you, your scares will be masked in between the radiance of your success.

You cant lose, not now, you have to show him, your bully, your molester and to yourself most importantly that you are not weak, your outer appearance wont be able to stop you from flying.

You have to fly Naina, you have to fly..

And with that determination I sat on my study table with the determination to get admission in one of the best medical college to do my post graduation programme .

Hi, this is my first time writing something other than fan fiction and it was something that I always wanted to write about, all right now i need is your support, kindly give my story a chance.

Thank you.

I am a great beliver in luck
and i find the harder i work,
the more i have of it

Finally after years of hardwork i finally managed to reach my dream college, now i can be a renowned pediatrician, no one can stop me now, no one will be able to belittle me pointing my flaws out, though in the journey to my success I did gain a little more weight and i am more socially awkward, but who cares, you are not here to make relations Naina, just focus on your career and after 3 years you won't be needing anyone and with that firm determination I went inside, soon i reach the registration center to ask them about the room i was allotted to, there i saw a beautiful woman, more beautiful than those who were in my school, she was basically arguing with the registrar.

'' How dare you,, you know who i am, I am Ananya Malhotra, why cant you asign me a single room, look i wont share, just ask the girl to go somewhere else.. ''she banged the desk and shouted, ' Rude 'i thought but as if i care, though i do pitty a little on her roommate.

' 'Sorry mam, we cant help you its college policy, you have to share your room, otherwise college cant provide you with room, you can find other place' ' the register told her back calmly and i was a bit impressed with her chilled attitude, i wish i could be like her.

Soon the rude girl give in and went back with the key that the registrar gave.

And since it was my turn now, i went there with the sweetest smile that i can master, i just wanted to be as polite as i can with the registrar after seeing the scene that just unfolded in front of me, and she asked me my details and i gave her, after she was done entering them in her computer she looked at me with a little shock and handed me the key not before saying '' All the best to me '', though i was a bit confused but i didn't ponder much upon it, as i was excited to already begin my college, and went straight to my assigned room, maybe my roommate can be sweet, they say college friends are your lifetime friends, maybe she can become a good friend unlike Arti and will stand with me whenever i will need her

I reached my room and it was open, so she must have come before me, i excitedly open the door only to recieve one of the biggest shock for the day , one side of the room was completely destroyed, all the matrix were thrown on the ground and when i thought my day couldn't be worst, i say the same rude girl sitting on the other side of room painting her nails looking unaffected, she looked up saw me with annoyed look and then continued as if she didn't even care about me and i look at her with shock, how can i person be such a bitch but i stood silent as i normally do, and i silently cleaned my room and sat on the bed relaxing a bit.

'' Listen, whatever your name is '' she said, so finally she decided to address her roommate.

'' i don't care about you, just dont interfere in my business '' she completed and i nodded happily, that's what i want, no interaction with her.

Though it was weird to just stay silent, not speaking but i was used to it, i took out my books and started reading, i saw from my peripheral eye that lady giving me weird look, but what else can i do, i dont have friend to talk too.

Next day i went to my class, i was happy, i don't have to spend my day with my rude, obnoxious and bitchy roommate, i have met people like her, my bully was a bit like her, though she is still better at least she doesn't hit me or call me stuff but as i know from my past experience distance is better.

When i entered my class and look around i saw three boys sitting, there was absolutely no girl, and since my roommate too didn't came today i was alone, i kept on looking at my watch but no girl came, i started feeling weird, i am not male phobic person but i usually don't speak with opposite gender mostly due to the fear of being tagged as 'desperate person' , i remember my past, and smiled sadly.

Soon the teacher came and i was a bit relaxed, a class was better than staring weirdly trying to avoid eye contact with nearby people.

When the teacher began, it was clear she is a strict one and i know i have to try and stay away from her radar.

Soon a guy came, he was good looking to be honest but there was something in his smile, it was the most beautiful smile i have ever seen, he knocked at the door, and with a sweet voice asked for the permission and i cant help but feel scared for him, she will definitely shout on him.

But she didn't, she let him in and what shocked me the most was she also smiled in his direction, so this is the advantage of good looks, you do get things in your favour without even facing the consequence and i can't help but feel envious of the guy.

Soon it was posting time and we were asigned to take history from the patient and now i was nervous, it will be weird, i saw that handsome guy, he has already mingled with the other student, and i felt weird why is it so easy for him to gel up with others but so difficult for me.

Soon the guys started taking history while i stood in corner doing absolutely nothing, i too wanted to go and take history but i was just so awkward to even speak in front of them, i was just looking at them intently and laughing in my head whenever i saw them taking the history wrongly.

'' you want to ask something? '' the handsome guy said and i look at him shock, i was happy that a person was finally talking to me politely but i cant help but drool a little on his voice, his voice was so manly, almost sexy.

I immediately took the benefit of opportunity and started taking history happily, taking to kids is the best thing about college.

The best thing i love about my profession is we treat children, and they are the best, they dont judge you on the basis of how you look, they love you if you love them.

After i was done taking history i immediately started walking toward my assigned teacher to get it checked.

'' Hey '' i heard a voice and look back it was that handsome guy.

'' Hey '' i greated back.

'' You take history almost accurately, i saw other doing mistakes, but you were almost correct everywhere '' he said and i smiled.

'' Thank you, i love taking history '' i said with a smile.

'' Between i am Arjun '' he greated

'' Naina '' i replied back, and i with that we went in different direction, smiling maybe i can make good friends here.

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