I ran out of my room. I just need to get away from here. How could i do this? Its so not me... i just destroyed my first kiss. A beautiful memory for everyone, will always be a nightmare for me. A kiss shared with the monster. Yes many might say its not a big deal, but for me it definitely is. For someone like me who have craved for love all her life...her first expression if love is just a passing moment, a frenzy. This memory would never go away always stay with me , all my life. I just hate him , i just hate this man he messe up everything in my already not-so -perfect life.[endof nandini's thoughts]
Running aimlessly she stopped, looking around she realised its the abandoned building. She sighed, maybe here she can get some peace. But as usual aiappa was not on her side. She suddenly heard footsteps n even before she could fathom what to do, the not so pleasant voice made her alert of the current scenario. Yet she couldn't control her tears.
M: r u ok?
These words from the same person who was responsible for her this situationdid nothing but fuelled her anger a bit more. Turning around
N: how can i be ok when u r around? What r u, how damn shameless? So many times i insult u constantly yet tum muh uthake chale ate ho...why don't u just leave me alone? Just go away i hate u...i infact abhore u...
She is furious...crying, shouting, venting out her anger on him
N: stop following me...dont u understand i'm rejecting u everytime. Hitting u that day in class was also my rejection
Her hurt , her guilt just took over her sanity. Hitting his chest, pushing him she was venting it all out on him. With all her ongoing tortures he had peace in his mind n was taking it all silently. Somewhere he felt good that she was venting it all out on him, that means she thought something of him. He was ok with all her anher. He understood her situation, she was young, immature an absolute baby. Yet it pained him to see her crying, frustrated.
But his trance suddenly broke with her rejection.I HATE U, cant u understand i'm REJECTING u...and these words just snapped the monster inside him. No she cant reject him, she cant hate him. She has to be his n she will not deny it. There is no second option to this for her. She has to be HIS.
Snapping he tightly held both her wrists n alktered their positions. Now she was sandwiched between the wall n the monster human.
N: what the hell...leave me...
M: u rally know how to push my buttons don't u...he is furious
U cant reject me Nandini...u just cant cuz u r alredy mine[he is very close to her, his lips r almost touching her left ear]
N: urs..? r u out of ur senses?? I'm a human, main apne aap ki malik hoon ,im not urs...
M: jo baatein jaanti nahi ho..u shouldn't speak about them...bas official hona baki hai..tumhe bhi jald hi sabkuch pata chal jayega...n even after what happened between us in ur room..[smirks]
N: what happened...? nothing these things mean nothing to me..n shouldn't even mean anything to a man like u[she was trying to convince herself more than him]
Manik just couldn't take her ignorance to their first intimacy.
M: nothing right so what is this[he holds both her hands in his one hand n tries to remove his lapel with another]
N: what r u doing?
M: so ye kya hai?
What he shows shocks her...during their moment when she was holding him she have scratched him badly on his chest just where her hands were placed during the kiss.
Nandini is just shocked of herself but she takes the easy route of denial.
N: i couldn't have done that...
He is shocked of her audacity to deny this. But he just pushes her n goes away from there cuz he knows if he stays there another moment, he will hurt her.
She slides down on the floor n sits there huddled in a corner. She just don't know what to do. Her tears flow down freely as she breaks down
I'm recovering, so updates will be small. please cooperate.
Do like n comment , this part will have a part 2 with more of manan n mukbhi
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