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Part-133
On other side armaan and riddhima moved somewhere, anjali after few minutes came out from thoughts and thought to tell them about her going so she again followed them but again stopped when saw them sitting like armaan on sofa and riddhima in his lap very comfortably… and armaan was holding Ramayana… riddhima placed her head on his collar bone and arms around his neck properly locked…. And armaan asked tum comfortable ho na riddhima???
(she nodded..he opened book) to phir hum kal kaha the??? Riddhima told that we're reading what kaushallya maata was feeling when ram was to come…armaan started reading further with broken hindi, riddhima was looking so lost in his voice, so devoted as if no one could speak better than him, kept on looking him without blinking eyes... in between they're chatting with their baby too… feeling his/her movements… anjali was again amazed when saw them like this… though her mind was again and again warning her that they're husband wife and seeing them secretly is not good at all… but her heart was saying they're not doing anything wrong so seeing them like this is not bad at all… she just kept on peeping them…when they finished with their ramayan as well as fairy tale stories she herself don't know….
And then they got up from couch and turned to find anjali standing at the back of pillar…
A: anjali tum yaha???? (she came out of thoughts)
An: wo mai.. yaha.. tumne mujhe uthaya kyu nahi??? (she's trying to hide her expressions and tried to maintain strictness too..)
A: tum thaki hui lag rahi thi aur uss haalat mai tumse kaam na ho paata aur head ache bhi ho jaata, isliye….
R: armaan mai coffee lekar aati hun, tab tak tum baitho… (she left)
An: mujhe lagta hai mujhe ab nikalna chahiye, kaafi raat ho gayi hai… (was trying hard to remain in strict tone but her voice was very pollite..)
A: exactly bahut raat ho gayi hai isliye tumhe yahi rukna padega.. itni raat ko tum akeli nahi jaa sakti…
An: please dr. armaan… mujhe aadat hai late night drive karne ki..
A: dr. anjali aap apne ghar par kya karti ho kya nahi iss se hume koi matlab nahi hai, par agar tum hamare ghar par ho to tumhara dhyan rakhne ki duty hamari hai, tum hamari colleague ho… aur itni raat ko hum tumhe nahi bhej sakte… agar tumhe jayda problem hai to subah hote hi yaha se challi jaana par abhi bilkul nahi….(in between her cell started ringing, atul was calling her, she picked the call and asked him not to wait this night she'll come tomorrow…armaan was little surprised in heart thinking aaj anjali itni aasani se baat kaise maan gayi.. strange…) tum ab project ke baare mai discuss karna chahti ho ya rest karna chahti ho??? (she said project,) tum baitho mai LP lekar aata hun…
Anjali settled on couch on which AR was sitting previously, but as soon as she settled down she felt weird as she'd almost penetrated into sofa… it's seat was kind of sponge type, before she could do anything armaan came with his LP.. and looked at anjali..
A: anjali tum kissi aur couch par baith jao, tum iss par comfortable nahi rahogi…
An: I think ye phat gaya hai andar se …
A: (smiled a bit) nahi.. ye phata nahi hai, ye couch banwaya hi aisa hai..
An: and why's that??? (after asking wonders why she asked this question, unka ghar hai unki marji jo marji rakhein)
A: riddhima ke liye.. normal couch par usko back ache ho jaata hai aur aajkal wo hard cheezo par comfortably baith bhi nahi paati isliye ye sofa uske liye hai, maternity pillows ke material se bana hua hai…it's quiet comfortable for her…
She's don't know why again got amused.. it's really surprising that from the day she started coming home with armaan, she'd hardly thought anything bad for AR atleast in their home else she'd taken swear on the day when riddhima slapped her that she'll not be going to forgive her so easily…. But from the day she entered in their house she'd hardly thought of this swear…
though her attitude remained same but somewhere in heart she started taking AR relation positively but feared to accept it… that day passed and early morning she left… next 2 days was normal she comes for 1-2 hours then lefts… today when anjali left armaan dialed chirag's number, he wants to discuss about godbharai function for riddhima as she's on the verge of completing her 7th month and this function is done in 7th month only… riddhima was changing her clothes, she still doesn't know about all this program… armaan dialed chirag number and asked him if he's free on this Saturday???
Ch: nahi yaar aajkal to saans lene ki fursat nahi hai…
A: kuch nahi hota teri saans lene ka bandobas hum kar denge, you know we're doctors.. par iss Saturday ko tumhe yaha par har haalat mai aana hai… teri wajah se already function bahut delay ho chukka hai aur ab tune koi bahana lagaya to dekhiyo teri bhanji ko tujhe lene nahi dunga….
Ch: tujhse kaun puchega, mai uska maama hun, aur mujhe use godd mai lene ke liye teri permission ki jarurat nahi hai….(riddhima came out after changing and when armaan told that it's chirag, she snatched phone from his hand)
R: hello bhaiya, kaise ho?? aur kya kar rahe ho??? life kaisi chal rahi hai…
Ch: are basss saans to lele… mai theek hun, tu bata tu kaisi hai aur meri pyari bhanji???
R: mai bhi theek hun aur aapka bhanja bhi theek hai…
Ch: ab mai bhanja aur bhanji ke liye ladai nahi karunga.. (she giggled) acha bata tune taiyari shuru kar di godbharai ke liye???
R: godbharai?? (she made a confused face, armaan bites his tongue thinking usse to mai batana bhul hi gaya..) kiski godbharai???
Ch: meri..
R: bhaiya aapki kaise godbharai ho sakti hai???
Ch: that was a very poor joke…(riddhima giggled again)
R: acha batao na kiske yaha function hai??? (armaan tried to snach phone but remained unsuccessful)
Ch: jaise tujhe nahi pata… obviously tumhare yaha hai…(riddhima was surprised and said what???? Then looked at armaan who's giving "galliyan" to chirag under his breath.. armaan cuts the call saying tujhse to mai thohdi der mai baat karta hun)
R: armaan ye sab…(he placed his fingure on her lips)
A: iss paetu ke paet mai kuch pachta nahi hai, iss se badiya to ritu hai… mera acha khaasa surprise 2 minute mai khatam kar diya iss idiot ne.... (armaan looked at riddhima whose eyes was moist, he kissed her on forehead, she hugged him don't know what to say and how to react, hardly she'd expected anything like this going on in his mind… again his cell started ringing this time it's ritu… riddhima detangled herself from
armaan and cleared her tears, then picked the cell..)
Ri: (thinking armaan had picked the call) armaan riddhima ko pata chal gaya kya.. (riddhima smiled..)
R: haan ritu riddhima ko pata chal gaya….
Ri: oe teri aawaj riddhima ki tarah surilli kaise ho gayi….
R: ek thappad marungi phone mai ghuskar, agar armaan ne mujhe nahi bataya tha to tu to bata sakti thi mujhe ki kya khichdi pak rahi hai tum dono ki…
Ri: (bites her tongue) are gussa kyu hoti hai, tera husband tujhe paki pakayi khichdi khillana chahta tha, wo kya haina iss haalat mai wo tujhe jayda kaam nahi karne dena
chahta…(she giggled followed by riddhima smiling)chal meri armaan se baat karwa….
riddhima gave phone to armaan and moved out in balcony where cold breeze was touching her face.. armaan also came out talking on phone and holds riddhima from back, then slightly kissed her on shoulder and placed his head on it.. in between kissing her on neck, making her shiver…. After sometime riddhima came in as was feeling tired… as soon as she settled on bed she fell asleep….
Riddhima took a turn and moved her arm thinking armaan's sleeping next to her but she found him missing.. she opened her eyes and found all the lights are off… then thought armaan kaha gaya itni raat ko… she waited for 5 minutes, 10 minutes when he didn't came, she got down from bed and started searching him, didn't found him in room, either in balcony… she called out his name several times but no response… she looked down at ground floor and found all the lights off,
she made her way towards terrace thinking niche ki lights to off hai, niche nahi ho sakta armaan, somehow she stepped above with difficulty and looked him but didn't found.. her heart beat raised a bit thinking armaan kaha hai…she came down slowly slowly, again looked him in room.. then took her cell dialed his number but it said it's out of reach… her heart beat increased a lot… she moved down calling his name again and again, dialing his number but no response, looked in all rooms, kitchen but… she started sweating badly,
and tears started rolling down from her eyes, she's trying his number again and again, then she thought to see him in garden, but found the front door locked, then thought armaan bahar kaise gaya ye to locked hai, par maine ghar par bhi dekh liya ache se, she opened the door and moved out again searched him everywhere but no answer… now she almost break down, tears was flowing in continuation from her eyes… she crossed the main gate and started moving on road, looking him, calling his name again and again and trying his number…
when she crossed one road, she stopped as heard his hello tune, that means this time his number was responding… and with in a second armaan picked her call, before he could say anything..
R: (crying hard) armaan…. Tum… kaha… ho…….???
A: (almost scared) riddhima kya hua, tum ro kyu rahi ho aur phone… tum kahan ho??? room mai to (he heard some horn voices) riddhima tum kaha ho??? (his heart was beating very fast…)
R: mai sadan waali road par hun…(in a broken voice, she's crying very hard)
A: what???? (shocked) tum waha.. (before completing he started running as hard as he
Can ) riddhima wahin par rehna…
And with in 5 minutes he's on that road, he stopped when saw her standing, then took a deep breathe, riddhima ran much more than her capacity, and hugged him tightly, crying little loudly… her heart was like coming out from her mouth… she's shaking very badly, totally terrified… she hugged him as tight she can..kissing him like mads…
R: (in broken voice) tum kaha challe gaye the armaan mujhe chodkar???
A: (enfolding her tightly in his arms) mai to ghar par hi tha riddhima, tum yaha kaise… (he somehow completed…)
R: (still crying) maine tumhe ghar par dhunda tha armaan par tum nahi mile, aur tumhara number bhi out of reach aa raha tha…
A: par mai to balcony mai hi khada tha jaan aur ritu se baat kar raha tha…
R: phir jab maine tumhe aawazein lagayi to kyu jawab nahi diya tumne???
A: mujhe ek bhi aawaj nahi sunai di riddhima, shayad AC ki wajah se… tumne balcony mai theek se kyu nahi dekha aur tumne socha bhi kaise ki tumhe bina bataye aise akela chodkar challa jaunga…
R: armaan mai bahut darr gayi thi….mujhe kuch bhi samajh hi nahi aa raha tha… kya karun…
A: aur itni dur nikal aayi ghar se itni raat ko aur wo bhi iss haalat mai jab tumhe stress bilkul bhi nahi lena chahiye…
Then he lifted her up didn't extending his talk as he could feel her fear, she's still holding him tightly and face buried in his chest… armaan was again and again kissing her so as to calm down her and assuring her that he's with her…. They entered in their room, armaan made her settled on bed, then settled next to her, still patting her with all the love, from her eyes tears was still coming though occasionally, he kept on wiping them away…then switched off the lights…
riddhima in deep sleep also didn't left him, that's her kind of fear, armaan was deeply feeling her fear… and cursed himself thinking riddhima ko stairs par chalna kitna mushkil lagta hai aur aaj kitni ups down ki usne, kitni dur nikal gayi thi.. pata nahi kyu mai bahar itne andhere mai khade hokar baat kar raha tha, kitna dari hui thi, isse to ab bilkul bhi akela nahi chodna chahiye aur mai stupid, idiot isse sota hua chodkar mast hokar phone par laga hua tha,
aaj tak aisa nahi hua darr to lagega hi…(he again looked at riddhima, hugged her again mumbling sorry jaan… then slightly touched her lips with his, but to his surprise in deep sleep also she responded and didn't leave him… armaan too didn't try to back out and entangled his hands in her hair and kissed her as hard as he can…. After sometime he felt her relaxed completely, so he broke and kissed her again on forehead… and moved his arm around her waist after patting her tummy and finally fell asleep… that's the small incident yet a bigone too atleast for teaching them that they can't even dare to live a single minute without each other, how much both feel insecure if they don't find other in front of their eyes…
from next day preparations was started at their home… as after 3 days riddhima's godbharai function is to take place… armaan was waiting for anjali from last half hour… as she'd paged him that she's busy in surgery so she'll be coming at 10 at night if he's no problem.. he paged her with okk…but it's 10:30, yet she didn't came…atlast both moved in their room, riddhima settled on her side, armaan took olive oil and started massaging her on back, then massaged her on foot.. and after giving her goodnight kiss, he came down for water… but was surprised to see anjali sitting on sofa…
A: dr. anjali tum… iss waqt?? (he looked at time, it's 11:30)
An: sorry dr. armaan, patient started sinking at the last moment so I'd to operate him immediately, that's why I's not able to inform you…
A: it's ok dr. anjali, agar tum na bhi aati to bhi koi problem nahi thi, hum log kal project discuss kar lete..
An: I don't want to delay…that's why….
Armaan thought in heart der to already ho chukki hai dr. anjali, iss waqt mujhe riddhima ke saath rehna hai, par tum itni dur se sirf project ke liye aayi ho… god kya musibat hai, he made an excuse of LP and moved up… saw riddhima sleeping peacefully, he placed water next to her and slightly caressed her hair and switched off lights thinking thoda sa kaam kar lete hai ab kaha anjali ko waapis bhejunga… he moved down taking his LP… around 01:00 at night armaan felt someone is pulling his shirt from back… he turned to find riddhima standing at his back… he immediately stood up…
A: kya hua riddhima??? Aur tum niche kyu aayi, mujhe kyu nahi bulaya?? Agar phir se ankles ka pain bhad gaya to???(riddhima hugged him ignoring anjali as if she's not there)
R: armaan mujhe French fries khaane hai…
A: what???? Iss waqt… (the same way anjali was thinking)
R: mujhe abhi ke abhi cold mooshy McDonald's french fries khaane hai…
A: riddhima hum kal subah lekar..(before he could complete)
R: mujhe abhi khaana hai to abhi khaana hai…agar tumne mujhe nahi khillaye to mai khud car lekar jaa rahi hun… mujhe French fries khaane hai(she slightly hitted him on chest)
A: (holding her hands) okk okk, fine but stop crying first and give me a sweet smile…
R: tum pakka khillaoge na… (he nodded, she smiled and holds his hand) challo phir… (where as anjali was thinking how foolish, iss waqt french fries, dono paagal hai…)
A: anjali tum guest room mai so jaana, hum log abhi thodi der mai aate hai…
An: mai ghar par aaj tak kabhi akeli nahi rahi, phir yaha akele rehna to impossible hai….
R: armaan challo na.. (pulling his arm)
A: aisa karo phir tum bhi hamare saath challo…
An: nahi mai ghar challi jaati hun…
A: dekho anjali iss waqt akele jaana bilkul theek nahi hoga, aur un necessary argue mat karna, agar tumhe ghar jaane ki itni jaldi thi to tum yaha itni raat ko mat aati, hospital se direct ghar challi jaati par ab tum yaha se nahi jaa sakti, mai kissi tarah ka risk nahi le sakta… ab tum jaldi se decide kar lo hamare saath chalna chahti ho ya yaha par aaram karna chahti ho, we don't have much time…. (riddhima was pulling his hand) ek minute jaan….
R: (in anger) kab se 1 minute 1 minute kar rahe ho, tumhe meri bilkul fikar nahi hai, mai khud challi jaati hun, tum baithe raho aur decide karte raho…(she moved, armaan ran at back of her and holds her hand, she turned) kya hai??? (he holds his ears, making riddhima smiled…anjali was surprised first seeing riddhima's impatience then armaan rather than scolding her for her misbehaviour he's asking her for sorry… riddhima mumbled in his ears but was audible to anjali)
dr. joshi bahut akdu aur jiddi hai, agar wo apne ghar jaana chahti hai to jaane do na… hamare uppar kya blame aayega jo bhi hogi inki khud ki galti ki wajah se hoga….waise bhi inhe kabhi koi kuch samjhaye to inhe samajh nahi aata, sirf padhai mai hi achi thi, baaki insaan ko pehchan ne mai, relations ko kis samajhdaari se rakhna chahiye, kya bolna chahiye kya nahi inn sab baton mai sabse jayda na samajh hai, uppar ka maala khaali hai pura…isliye jo ye karna chahti hai inhe karne do…
A: riddhima hum dr. joshi nahi hai na, hum to dr. malik hai.. aur kuch aur na sahi wo hamari colleague to haina, aur apni colleagues ko hum musibat mai kaise daal sakte hai.. (riddhima nodded)
R: pata hai armaan tum bahut bahut bahut ache ho, par kuch log tumhari achayi deserve nahi karte…kuch log aise insaan ko nafrat karna sikha dete hai jisne kabhi nafrat ka matlab bhi na jaana ho, pehle mithi mithi baatein karte hai aur uske baad aise teekhe teekhe teer chodte hai jinka ghaav kabhi nahi bharta….isliye aise logo ke saath kabhi jayda mat achayi dikhana…(she'd slight tears in her eyes)
A: oe mera baby…(cupping her face) meri jaan… itni badi badi baatein aur itne motte motte aansu… (he cleared her face, she again dropped 2 tears) oe kya kar rahi ho, jayda royogi to aankho ke aage dark circles pad jayenge, agar dark circles pad gaye to tumhara chehre par glow nahi aayega, aur glow nahi aaya to tum apni godbharai ke function par sundar kaise lagogi???? Aur phir tumhari photos bhi achi nahi aayengi, phir tumhe baad mai pachtawa hoga ki inn aansuon ki wajah se tumhara kitna bada nuksaan ho gaya, gore gore chehre par kale kale circles….. (he said this very dramatically, making her laugh, she hugged him tightly and for the first time she looked at anjali with eyes full of hate… anjali shivered deeply seeing her eyes….)
R: armaan ab challo mujhe French fries khaane hai…
A: challo baba.. (then looked at anjali, who without saying anything started following them…)
With in half hour they reached near one restaurant..
R: par ye mc donalds nahi hai..
A: wo to band ho chukka haina baby.. it's 2 o'clock… but don't worry we'll have French fries as per your request.. okk…(riddhima made a slight face, but then nodded, they ordered French fries and after 10 minutes waiter came with order.. riddhima without waiting picked up one and put it in mouth, but then shouted aahhhhh… ) oh ho riddhima wait to kar leti, kitne garam hai abhi ye… dikhao mujhe…
(he slightly blow air, then made her drink cold water…. Then himself started feeding her after making them cold…anjali was herself feeling irritated thinking kaise bacho ki tarah behave kar rahi hai.. but was surprised to see the calmness on armaan's face, not for a second she felt his forehead tightens, rather he's happily doing all that what she's saying… anjali thought agar mai armaan ki jagah hoti to abhi tak usse daant diya hota achi tarah.. ek to itni raat ko wo lekar aaya usse, uppar se thankyou karne ki jagah aur jayda irritate kar rahi hai… she shaked her head, after sometime they moved to ice cream palour, then finally back at home… but till then riddhima was asleep, armaan lifted her up in his arms, anjali was surprised again thinking jaga bhi to sakta hai, jaruri hai khud uthana hai, dikhana chahta hoga ki mai kitna strong hun… while going up armaan said..
A: agar anjali tum aage kaam karna chahti ho to uppar hamare room mai hi aa jaana LP lekar, ab mai niche nahi aa paunga…(anjali nodded and came up after 10 minutes thinking to finish one assignment…. She knocked from outside, armaan asked her to come in…she opened the door….)
And moved into still position, for the first time she's seeing their room and she's like as if seeing a dream….room was almost filled with their photos and on bed 9 photo frames was their in queue with riddhima's photos during her pregnancy, last 2 photoframes was empty and their room was filled with rose flower fragrance….their room was having every possible item,their basket bed which she'd hardly seen… in between Armaan was sitting, placing pillows around riddhima, making her pillow nest, may be support her back…. Then he kissed on her forehead and asked anjali to come and sit on chair next to bed…both opened their lap tops, armaan started sharing his views, in between kept on caressing riddhima's back and changing her postion to her side, after sometime she opened her eyes…
R: armaan tum abhi tak soye kyu nahi???(shifting her head on his lap, doesn't know anjali is present in their room…)
A: bas abhi so raha hun…
R: (with half eyes opened) armaan so jao na, phir subah 6 o'clock uthna hai… tumhari tabiyat kharab ho jayegi aur baby bhi tumhare bina nahi soyega, usse ab tumhari patting ki adat pad gayi hai…. Armaan closed his LP, saying slowly that they will continue it tomorrow… anjali nodded and got up to go, at door turned back thinking to ask about tomorrow's time but stopped when she saw him caressing her tummy and kissing in between, slightly chatting with baby… riddhima moved her arm around him and she closed the door after gazing at room once again…
Anjali came down, though her heart started accepting that she's wrong but her mind again give her several reasons to think against AR…
To be continued….wait for half hour..
On other side armaan and riddhima moved somewhere, anjali after few minutes came out from thoughts and thought to tell them about her going so she again followed them but again stopped when saw them sitting like armaan on sofa and riddhima in his lap very comfortably… and armaan was holding Ramayana… riddhima placed her head on his collar bone and arms around his neck properly locked…. And armaan asked tum comfortable ho na riddhima???
(she nodded..he opened book) to phir hum kal kaha the??? Riddhima told that we're reading what kaushallya maata was feeling when ram was to come…armaan started reading further with broken hindi, riddhima was looking so lost in his voice, so devoted as if no one could speak better than him, kept on looking him without blinking eyes... in between they're chatting with their baby too… feeling his/her movements… anjali was again amazed when saw them like this… though her mind was again and again warning her that they're husband wife and seeing them secretly is not good at all… but her heart was saying they're not doing anything wrong so seeing them like this is not bad at all… she just kept on peeping them…when they finished with their ramayan as well as fairy tale stories she herself don't know….
And then they got up from couch and turned to find anjali standing at the back of pillar…
A: anjali tum yaha???? (she came out of thoughts)
An: wo mai.. yaha.. tumne mujhe uthaya kyu nahi??? (she's trying to hide her expressions and tried to maintain strictness too..)
A: tum thaki hui lag rahi thi aur uss haalat mai tumse kaam na ho paata aur head ache bhi ho jaata, isliye….
R: armaan mai coffee lekar aati hun, tab tak tum baitho… (she left)
An: mujhe lagta hai mujhe ab nikalna chahiye, kaafi raat ho gayi hai… (was trying hard to remain in strict tone but her voice was very pollite..)
A: exactly bahut raat ho gayi hai isliye tumhe yahi rukna padega.. itni raat ko tum akeli nahi jaa sakti…
An: please dr. armaan… mujhe aadat hai late night drive karne ki..
A: dr. anjali aap apne ghar par kya karti ho kya nahi iss se hume koi matlab nahi hai, par agar tum hamare ghar par ho to tumhara dhyan rakhne ki duty hamari hai, tum hamari colleague ho… aur itni raat ko hum tumhe nahi bhej sakte… agar tumhe jayda problem hai to subah hote hi yaha se challi jaana par abhi bilkul nahi….(in between her cell started ringing, atul was calling her, she picked the call and asked him not to wait this night she'll come tomorrow…armaan was little surprised in heart thinking aaj anjali itni aasani se baat kaise maan gayi.. strange…) tum ab project ke baare mai discuss karna chahti ho ya rest karna chahti ho??? (she said project,) tum baitho mai LP lekar aata hun…
Anjali settled on couch on which AR was sitting previously, but as soon as she settled down she felt weird as she'd almost penetrated into sofa… it's seat was kind of sponge type, before she could do anything armaan came with his LP.. and looked at anjali..
A: anjali tum kissi aur couch par baith jao, tum iss par comfortable nahi rahogi…
An: I think ye phat gaya hai andar se …
A: (smiled a bit) nahi.. ye phata nahi hai, ye couch banwaya hi aisa hai..
An: and why's that??? (after asking wonders why she asked this question, unka ghar hai unki marji jo marji rakhein)
A: riddhima ke liye.. normal couch par usko back ache ho jaata hai aur aajkal wo hard cheezo par comfortably baith bhi nahi paati isliye ye sofa uske liye hai, maternity pillows ke material se bana hua hai…it's quiet comfortable for her…
She's don't know why again got amused.. it's really surprising that from the day she started coming home with armaan, she'd hardly thought anything bad for AR atleast in their home else she'd taken swear on the day when riddhima slapped her that she'll not be going to forgive her so easily…. But from the day she entered in their house she'd hardly thought of this swear…
though her attitude remained same but somewhere in heart she started taking AR relation positively but feared to accept it… that day passed and early morning she left… next 2 days was normal she comes for 1-2 hours then lefts… today when anjali left armaan dialed chirag's number, he wants to discuss about godbharai function for riddhima as she's on the verge of completing her 7th month and this function is done in 7th month only… riddhima was changing her clothes, she still doesn't know about all this program… armaan dialed chirag number and asked him if he's free on this Saturday???
Ch: nahi yaar aajkal to saans lene ki fursat nahi hai…
A: kuch nahi hota teri saans lene ka bandobas hum kar denge, you know we're doctors.. par iss Saturday ko tumhe yaha par har haalat mai aana hai… teri wajah se already function bahut delay ho chukka hai aur ab tune koi bahana lagaya to dekhiyo teri bhanji ko tujhe lene nahi dunga….
Ch: tujhse kaun puchega, mai uska maama hun, aur mujhe use godd mai lene ke liye teri permission ki jarurat nahi hai….(riddhima came out after changing and when armaan told that it's chirag, she snatched phone from his hand)
R: hello bhaiya, kaise ho?? aur kya kar rahe ho??? life kaisi chal rahi hai…
Ch: are basss saans to lele… mai theek hun, tu bata tu kaisi hai aur meri pyari bhanji???
R: mai bhi theek hun aur aapka bhanja bhi theek hai…
Ch: ab mai bhanja aur bhanji ke liye ladai nahi karunga.. (she giggled) acha bata tune taiyari shuru kar di godbharai ke liye???
R: godbharai?? (she made a confused face, armaan bites his tongue thinking usse to mai batana bhul hi gaya..) kiski godbharai???
Ch: meri..
R: bhaiya aapki kaise godbharai ho sakti hai???
Ch: that was a very poor joke…(riddhima giggled again)
R: acha batao na kiske yaha function hai??? (armaan tried to snach phone but remained unsuccessful)
Ch: jaise tujhe nahi pata… obviously tumhare yaha hai…(riddhima was surprised and said what???? Then looked at armaan who's giving "galliyan" to chirag under his breath.. armaan cuts the call saying tujhse to mai thohdi der mai baat karta hun)
R: armaan ye sab…(he placed his fingure on her lips)
A: iss paetu ke paet mai kuch pachta nahi hai, iss se badiya to ritu hai… mera acha khaasa surprise 2 minute mai khatam kar diya iss idiot ne.... (armaan looked at riddhima whose eyes was moist, he kissed her on forehead, she hugged him don't know what to say and how to react, hardly she'd expected anything like this going on in his mind… again his cell started ringing this time it's ritu… riddhima detangled herself from
armaan and cleared her tears, then picked the cell..)
Ri: (thinking armaan had picked the call) armaan riddhima ko pata chal gaya kya.. (riddhima smiled..)
R: haan ritu riddhima ko pata chal gaya….
Ri: oe teri aawaj riddhima ki tarah surilli kaise ho gayi….
R: ek thappad marungi phone mai ghuskar, agar armaan ne mujhe nahi bataya tha to tu to bata sakti thi mujhe ki kya khichdi pak rahi hai tum dono ki…
Ri: (bites her tongue) are gussa kyu hoti hai, tera husband tujhe paki pakayi khichdi khillana chahta tha, wo kya haina iss haalat mai wo tujhe jayda kaam nahi karne dena
chahta…(she giggled followed by riddhima smiling)chal meri armaan se baat karwa….
riddhima gave phone to armaan and moved out in balcony where cold breeze was touching her face.. armaan also came out talking on phone and holds riddhima from back, then slightly kissed her on shoulder and placed his head on it.. in between kissing her on neck, making her shiver…. After sometime riddhima came in as was feeling tired… as soon as she settled on bed she fell asleep….
Riddhima took a turn and moved her arm thinking armaan's sleeping next to her but she found him missing.. she opened her eyes and found all the lights are off… then thought armaan kaha gaya itni raat ko… she waited for 5 minutes, 10 minutes when he didn't came, she got down from bed and started searching him, didn't found him in room, either in balcony… she called out his name several times but no response… she looked down at ground floor and found all the lights off,
she made her way towards terrace thinking niche ki lights to off hai, niche nahi ho sakta armaan, somehow she stepped above with difficulty and looked him but didn't found.. her heart beat raised a bit thinking armaan kaha hai…she came down slowly slowly, again looked him in room.. then took her cell dialed his number but it said it's out of reach… her heart beat increased a lot… she moved down calling his name again and again, dialing his number but no response, looked in all rooms, kitchen but… she started sweating badly,
and tears started rolling down from her eyes, she's trying his number again and again, then she thought to see him in garden, but found the front door locked, then thought armaan bahar kaise gaya ye to locked hai, par maine ghar par bhi dekh liya ache se, she opened the door and moved out again searched him everywhere but no answer… now she almost break down, tears was flowing in continuation from her eyes… she crossed the main gate and started moving on road, looking him, calling his name again and again and trying his number…
when she crossed one road, she stopped as heard his hello tune, that means this time his number was responding… and with in a second armaan picked her call, before he could say anything..
R: (crying hard) armaan…. Tum… kaha… ho…….???
A: (almost scared) riddhima kya hua, tum ro kyu rahi ho aur phone… tum kahan ho??? room mai to (he heard some horn voices) riddhima tum kaha ho??? (his heart was beating very fast…)
R: mai sadan waali road par hun…(in a broken voice, she's crying very hard)
A: what???? (shocked) tum waha.. (before completing he started running as hard as he
Can ) riddhima wahin par rehna…
And with in 5 minutes he's on that road, he stopped when saw her standing, then took a deep breathe, riddhima ran much more than her capacity, and hugged him tightly, crying little loudly… her heart was like coming out from her mouth… she's shaking very badly, totally terrified… she hugged him as tight she can..kissing him like mads…
R: (in broken voice) tum kaha challe gaye the armaan mujhe chodkar???
A: (enfolding her tightly in his arms) mai to ghar par hi tha riddhima, tum yaha kaise… (he somehow completed…)
R: (still crying) maine tumhe ghar par dhunda tha armaan par tum nahi mile, aur tumhara number bhi out of reach aa raha tha…
A: par mai to balcony mai hi khada tha jaan aur ritu se baat kar raha tha…
R: phir jab maine tumhe aawazein lagayi to kyu jawab nahi diya tumne???
A: mujhe ek bhi aawaj nahi sunai di riddhima, shayad AC ki wajah se… tumne balcony mai theek se kyu nahi dekha aur tumne socha bhi kaise ki tumhe bina bataye aise akela chodkar challa jaunga…
R: armaan mai bahut darr gayi thi….mujhe kuch bhi samajh hi nahi aa raha tha… kya karun…
A: aur itni dur nikal aayi ghar se itni raat ko aur wo bhi iss haalat mai jab tumhe stress bilkul bhi nahi lena chahiye…
Then he lifted her up didn't extending his talk as he could feel her fear, she's still holding him tightly and face buried in his chest… armaan was again and again kissing her so as to calm down her and assuring her that he's with her…. They entered in their room, armaan made her settled on bed, then settled next to her, still patting her with all the love, from her eyes tears was still coming though occasionally, he kept on wiping them away…then switched off the lights…
riddhima in deep sleep also didn't left him, that's her kind of fear, armaan was deeply feeling her fear… and cursed himself thinking riddhima ko stairs par chalna kitna mushkil lagta hai aur aaj kitni ups down ki usne, kitni dur nikal gayi thi.. pata nahi kyu mai bahar itne andhere mai khade hokar baat kar raha tha, kitna dari hui thi, isse to ab bilkul bhi akela nahi chodna chahiye aur mai stupid, idiot isse sota hua chodkar mast hokar phone par laga hua tha,
aaj tak aisa nahi hua darr to lagega hi…(he again looked at riddhima, hugged her again mumbling sorry jaan… then slightly touched her lips with his, but to his surprise in deep sleep also she responded and didn't leave him… armaan too didn't try to back out and entangled his hands in her hair and kissed her as hard as he can…. After sometime he felt her relaxed completely, so he broke and kissed her again on forehead… and moved his arm around her waist after patting her tummy and finally fell asleep… that's the small incident yet a bigone too atleast for teaching them that they can't even dare to live a single minute without each other, how much both feel insecure if they don't find other in front of their eyes…
from next day preparations was started at their home… as after 3 days riddhima's godbharai function is to take place… armaan was waiting for anjali from last half hour… as she'd paged him that she's busy in surgery so she'll be coming at 10 at night if he's no problem.. he paged her with okk…but it's 10:30, yet she didn't came…atlast both moved in their room, riddhima settled on her side, armaan took olive oil and started massaging her on back, then massaged her on foot.. and after giving her goodnight kiss, he came down for water… but was surprised to see anjali sitting on sofa…
A: dr. anjali tum… iss waqt?? (he looked at time, it's 11:30)
An: sorry dr. armaan, patient started sinking at the last moment so I'd to operate him immediately, that's why I's not able to inform you…
A: it's ok dr. anjali, agar tum na bhi aati to bhi koi problem nahi thi, hum log kal project discuss kar lete..
An: I don't want to delay…that's why….
Armaan thought in heart der to already ho chukki hai dr. anjali, iss waqt mujhe riddhima ke saath rehna hai, par tum itni dur se sirf project ke liye aayi ho… god kya musibat hai, he made an excuse of LP and moved up… saw riddhima sleeping peacefully, he placed water next to her and slightly caressed her hair and switched off lights thinking thoda sa kaam kar lete hai ab kaha anjali ko waapis bhejunga… he moved down taking his LP… around 01:00 at night armaan felt someone is pulling his shirt from back… he turned to find riddhima standing at his back… he immediately stood up…
A: kya hua riddhima??? Aur tum niche kyu aayi, mujhe kyu nahi bulaya?? Agar phir se ankles ka pain bhad gaya to???(riddhima hugged him ignoring anjali as if she's not there)
R: armaan mujhe French fries khaane hai…
A: what???? Iss waqt… (the same way anjali was thinking)
R: mujhe abhi ke abhi cold mooshy McDonald's french fries khaane hai…
A: riddhima hum kal subah lekar..(before he could complete)
R: mujhe abhi khaana hai to abhi khaana hai…agar tumne mujhe nahi khillaye to mai khud car lekar jaa rahi hun… mujhe French fries khaane hai(she slightly hitted him on chest)
A: (holding her hands) okk okk, fine but stop crying first and give me a sweet smile…
R: tum pakka khillaoge na… (he nodded, she smiled and holds his hand) challo phir… (where as anjali was thinking how foolish, iss waqt french fries, dono paagal hai…)
A: anjali tum guest room mai so jaana, hum log abhi thodi der mai aate hai…
An: mai ghar par aaj tak kabhi akeli nahi rahi, phir yaha akele rehna to impossible hai….
R: armaan challo na.. (pulling his arm)
A: aisa karo phir tum bhi hamare saath challo…
An: nahi mai ghar challi jaati hun…
A: dekho anjali iss waqt akele jaana bilkul theek nahi hoga, aur un necessary argue mat karna, agar tumhe ghar jaane ki itni jaldi thi to tum yaha itni raat ko mat aati, hospital se direct ghar challi jaati par ab tum yaha se nahi jaa sakti, mai kissi tarah ka risk nahi le sakta… ab tum jaldi se decide kar lo hamare saath chalna chahti ho ya yaha par aaram karna chahti ho, we don't have much time…. (riddhima was pulling his hand) ek minute jaan….
R: (in anger) kab se 1 minute 1 minute kar rahe ho, tumhe meri bilkul fikar nahi hai, mai khud challi jaati hun, tum baithe raho aur decide karte raho…(she moved, armaan ran at back of her and holds her hand, she turned) kya hai??? (he holds his ears, making riddhima smiled…anjali was surprised first seeing riddhima's impatience then armaan rather than scolding her for her misbehaviour he's asking her for sorry… riddhima mumbled in his ears but was audible to anjali)
dr. joshi bahut akdu aur jiddi hai, agar wo apne ghar jaana chahti hai to jaane do na… hamare uppar kya blame aayega jo bhi hogi inki khud ki galti ki wajah se hoga….waise bhi inhe kabhi koi kuch samjhaye to inhe samajh nahi aata, sirf padhai mai hi achi thi, baaki insaan ko pehchan ne mai, relations ko kis samajhdaari se rakhna chahiye, kya bolna chahiye kya nahi inn sab baton mai sabse jayda na samajh hai, uppar ka maala khaali hai pura…isliye jo ye karna chahti hai inhe karne do…
A: riddhima hum dr. joshi nahi hai na, hum to dr. malik hai.. aur kuch aur na sahi wo hamari colleague to haina, aur apni colleagues ko hum musibat mai kaise daal sakte hai.. (riddhima nodded)
R: pata hai armaan tum bahut bahut bahut ache ho, par kuch log tumhari achayi deserve nahi karte…kuch log aise insaan ko nafrat karna sikha dete hai jisne kabhi nafrat ka matlab bhi na jaana ho, pehle mithi mithi baatein karte hai aur uske baad aise teekhe teekhe teer chodte hai jinka ghaav kabhi nahi bharta….isliye aise logo ke saath kabhi jayda mat achayi dikhana…(she'd slight tears in her eyes)
A: oe mera baby…(cupping her face) meri jaan… itni badi badi baatein aur itne motte motte aansu… (he cleared her face, she again dropped 2 tears) oe kya kar rahi ho, jayda royogi to aankho ke aage dark circles pad jayenge, agar dark circles pad gaye to tumhara chehre par glow nahi aayega, aur glow nahi aaya to tum apni godbharai ke function par sundar kaise lagogi???? Aur phir tumhari photos bhi achi nahi aayengi, phir tumhe baad mai pachtawa hoga ki inn aansuon ki wajah se tumhara kitna bada nuksaan ho gaya, gore gore chehre par kale kale circles….. (he said this very dramatically, making her laugh, she hugged him tightly and for the first time she looked at anjali with eyes full of hate… anjali shivered deeply seeing her eyes….)
R: armaan ab challo mujhe French fries khaane hai…
A: challo baba.. (then looked at anjali, who without saying anything started following them…)
With in half hour they reached near one restaurant..
R: par ye mc donalds nahi hai..
A: wo to band ho chukka haina baby.. it's 2 o'clock… but don't worry we'll have French fries as per your request.. okk…(riddhima made a slight face, but then nodded, they ordered French fries and after 10 minutes waiter came with order.. riddhima without waiting picked up one and put it in mouth, but then shouted aahhhhh… ) oh ho riddhima wait to kar leti, kitne garam hai abhi ye… dikhao mujhe…
(he slightly blow air, then made her drink cold water…. Then himself started feeding her after making them cold…anjali was herself feeling irritated thinking kaise bacho ki tarah behave kar rahi hai.. but was surprised to see the calmness on armaan's face, not for a second she felt his forehead tightens, rather he's happily doing all that what she's saying… anjali thought agar mai armaan ki jagah hoti to abhi tak usse daant diya hota achi tarah.. ek to itni raat ko wo lekar aaya usse, uppar se thankyou karne ki jagah aur jayda irritate kar rahi hai… she shaked her head, after sometime they moved to ice cream palour, then finally back at home… but till then riddhima was asleep, armaan lifted her up in his arms, anjali was surprised again thinking jaga bhi to sakta hai, jaruri hai khud uthana hai, dikhana chahta hoga ki mai kitna strong hun… while going up armaan said..
A: agar anjali tum aage kaam karna chahti ho to uppar hamare room mai hi aa jaana LP lekar, ab mai niche nahi aa paunga…(anjali nodded and came up after 10 minutes thinking to finish one assignment…. She knocked from outside, armaan asked her to come in…she opened the door….)
And moved into still position, for the first time she's seeing their room and she's like as if seeing a dream….room was almost filled with their photos and on bed 9 photo frames was their in queue with riddhima's photos during her pregnancy, last 2 photoframes was empty and their room was filled with rose flower fragrance….their room was having every possible item,their basket bed which she'd hardly seen… in between Armaan was sitting, placing pillows around riddhima, making her pillow nest, may be support her back…. Then he kissed on her forehead and asked anjali to come and sit on chair next to bed…both opened their lap tops, armaan started sharing his views, in between kept on caressing riddhima's back and changing her postion to her side, after sometime she opened her eyes…
R: armaan tum abhi tak soye kyu nahi???(shifting her head on his lap, doesn't know anjali is present in their room…)
A: bas abhi so raha hun…
R: (with half eyes opened) armaan so jao na, phir subah 6 o'clock uthna hai… tumhari tabiyat kharab ho jayegi aur baby bhi tumhare bina nahi soyega, usse ab tumhari patting ki adat pad gayi hai…. Armaan closed his LP, saying slowly that they will continue it tomorrow… anjali nodded and got up to go, at door turned back thinking to ask about tomorrow's time but stopped when she saw him caressing her tummy and kissing in between, slightly chatting with baby… riddhima moved her arm around him and she closed the door after gazing at room once again…
Anjali came down, though her heart started accepting that she's wrong but her mind again give her several reasons to think against AR…
To be continued….wait for half hour..
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