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My first OS, forgive me f this hurts anyone or is there any mistake :)
THE SPECIAL BOND
It's has been sixteen days since the mithila girls reached ayodhya.
Sita was caressing the choodamani ram gifted her the previous night. She recalled how she purposefully diverted the topic without answering his question.
She was walking outside the palace, filled with his thoughts.
She looked up and her eyes brightened.
She ran and Hugged the one standing in front of her, yes the white horse which was the medium of love to blossom between them.
She Hugged it as tight as she could.
Her heart was fulfilled with contentment as if she has atlast found one with whom she can express her feelings.
Ram was talking to his father, who was later called for an important meeting. Ram walked towards their room and looked everywhere for her. But she was nt there.
"ram, "
Koushalya called ever so lovingly,
Ram got her blessings. Koushalya caressed his head, while ram gave a questioning look of asking where Sita is.
Koushalya understood it and teased him,
" Sita went this way "
She showed him the way, ram was embarrassed for being so expressive. Ram followed the path showed by Koushalya.
Ram saw her from distance and started to moved towards her.
Ram always loved her bonding with nature and the care she takes on every living being. The sight of Sita with horse melted his heart. He admired her.
Sita,
"Friend, how are you? Can you feel how happy I am after seeing you. "
She caressed It's neck and head with her hand gently for few mins.
" I was looking for someone to open up my mind, I was helpless regarding this, but I found you now. You will listen to me right? "
She asked it.
Ram couldn't hear anything as he was a bit far, he took faster steps.
She started to open up her feelings to it.
She was talking to it like a child and he enjoyed that scene.
Sita, "you know, I feel his presence everywhere and in everything I see. Yes it's dhasarathnandhan whom I am talking about. "
He neared her, She jerked as she felt his presence. On knowing that she was talking about him, he hid behind the other side of the horse which partially covered him. Sita didn't notice him as she was keen on talking about him.
"see, even now I feel as if he is near me, though I saw him discussing something important with his father regarding praja, I have gone mad "
She smiled innocently while saying ds, unaware that her mister is listening to her too.
Ram smiled naughtily.
She continued "I never knew that I would meet you again, after I saw you first in mithila. But I met you, because of his mercy. I respected him for his act of stopping you from being killed after the yagna.
The horse gestured as if it is listening to her.
" When he killed tadaka, I was dumbfounded at his bravery. When I came to know that he was the pre-eminent person who could release mata ahalya from curse, I developed a special bond with him. I donno what and how to name that bond. "
She smiled. Ram nodded his head as I agreeing to her of developing the Same bond she mentioned.
He looked at her lovingly.
Sita," During our first meet, he was a stranger to me, the second meet He was a person on whom I had immense respect and now on our third meet, he is my husband. "
She hugged the horse.
" this hug is supposed to be for me", he thought in mind.
Sita, "I do not know when my respect for him turned into attachment & fondness which in turn took a turn to affection and now ended with love, passion and devotion"
Her cheeks turned red as she said this.
Ram's eyes were shining as he finally got to hear this confession from his mistress via her mouth even though he is aware of all these feelings of her towards him . He was waiting for an open confession and felt happy that it happened so soon.
She was still speaking with the horse
"friend, you know what happened yesterday, he, my Lord, presented me a beautiful choodamani. He is very expressive and that is where I lag behind. I wanted to make him know How much I love him but as soon as I look into his eyes, my body sweats, my cheeks turn red and I breathe heavily out of shyness. I couldn't bear his love filled eyes. How will I face him and say that I looked throughout the swayamwr Hall just to check if he had come there? How will I tell him that I felt hard to leave the ashram without meeting him and how will I tell him that I love him so much.
Oh friend, you are the source of our love, I believe that you conveyed my feelings to him and that brought him to mithila. Can you please convey all these to my swaami, "
She looked at it with a questiong eyes like a kid. Later smiled to herself for what she has been doing all these time. She nodded her head for her childlike act and patted it's head softly and turned for getting water for it.
"your friend conveyed all that you wanted to say, Sitae"
Ram appeared in front of Sita.
Ram gave her a mix of teasing and lovely look.
Silence prevailed as both couldn't proceed further. The world was swirling for her as he heard her confession.
Sita put her head down feeling embarrassed.
Sitae "aap..."
Ram "hmm.. Me?"
He saw her cheeks turning as red as Apple and added beauty to her.
Ram "I heard everything Sitae,..and you are very expressive too." he teased.
She couldn't bear his passionate gaze,
She turned back and was about to run from that place but couldn't as he held her hand.
Ram "won't you open up your feelings to me? "he asked despondency and anxiety of getting reply from her.
He made her face him looked deep into her eyes and confessed,
"I love you"
He said with his divine voice, still holding her hand.
She bit her tongue out of shy.
"when will I get to hear this from you "
He neared her.. She pushed him and ran, this time escaping from his grip.
He smiled at her wife's shyness, thanked the horse and caressed it lovingly.
She entered their room and breathed heavily. Her hands were shivering
" oh god, he heard me "
She sighed as his naughty face reflectd in her mind.
Ram followed Sita with a smile stuck to his face recalling everything his wife said few minutes before.
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