Wanting to love someone might be easy, but having to live with someone whom you think is your culprit, and the reason for your life to get destroyed, isn't so easy. It isn't easy for a rape victim like me, to share a roof with my own rapist and live as his wife. I am broken, shattered into pieces, after losing my love, my life and my dignity. My life was snatched away from me mercilessly. My life has become a burden on my own self. You love someone, but when that very person blames you and turns against you, it hurts more than anything else in this world. No one understands your pain, and how broken you are within. And you are left with no option but to live your dead and faded life. Every time I used to see Abeer in front of my eyes, I travelled back to the most dreadful incident of my life. I felt suffocated. I felt as if I am living that moment over and over again. His very existence used to disgust me. But slowly, I realized that things were changing, as he became the support in my life. His unconditional support for me, for once, made me think that he cannot be a culprit, that he cannot be the animal that I witnessed that night. I wished if that night never came, and if he wasn't a part of it. I realized, that the things I was expecting from Dev, I got them from Abeer. Abeer loved me, trusted me, supported me and never left me alone, even when he knew that he didn't do anything, and that he wasn't a part of that crime. I realized, that he was someone very different from what I thought, but a question, that had he not been unconscious that night, would he do the same like those animals did to me? I don't know why, but I wanted a "NO in the answer of this question! - Amala
I never believed that I could be an animal like she thought me to be. I couldn't believe that I could hurt her in such a way. I loved her, but seeing her fathomless hatred for me, my love backed away. It just hid itself somewhere. Every time I see her in pain, it hurts me more than it hurts her, because I am the one who has caused her this pain. I feel like dying every moment, when I realize that she even disgusts my existence. Every night, I stay awake, because I can't sleep, as my mind and my heart never let me to. They blame me for her state, and I can't do anything but get even guiltier. Whenever, I try to do something good to her, I am forced to back off, by my own self, as I feel that I might hurt her more. It pains me...it pains me a lot. And, now that I know my truth, I want to tell this to her, because all I want from my life, for myself, is to be forgiven by her, for the sin, that I never committed. Things were changing. Maybe I was able to win her trust. I love her, but my love required a lot of patience. I know that I will always be there for her. We were fighting this darkness together, holding each other's hand. She slowly started trusting that I wasn't a culprit, though somewhere, I was a minor part of it too. A girl, who used to hate my existence, now smiles with me. Though she could not trust me completely, but I am living with a hope that, one day, she would.
- Abeer
Their beginning was broken, or actually, to be precise, their story didn't have a beginning. They were two individuals walking their own paths, but the destiny had some other plans, as they ended up on the same journey. Their worlds were different, and her life was all filled with flowers, while he had somehow managed to build a life for himself after what he went through. They were happy with their respective lives. But then a dark night came, which dawned in its darkness into their lives. The darkness was so much that, even the light would lose its path. They were each other's darkness; they were each other's pain. They reminded each other of the pain, the darkness in their lives. They used to get wounded by each other's presence.
From that time to the time, when they are each other's strength, they had to travel a long way to reach this point. Amala had started trusting Abeer, and Abeer, in his love, in Amala, in him. It wasn't easy for them, to walk ahead, and smiling together, after whatever happened. It wasn't easy at all, and required an enormous amount of courage, strength. Walking together in this journey was hard, as they were the thorns in each other's life, where sometimes, one of them would end up bleeding due to the other. It was difficult for them to draw a whole new picture of each other, without letting their own blood shed.
Amala, who even hated the presence of Abeer near her, now cares for him, wants his safety. He was once the reason for her to confine herself, and cry, but now, he is her reason to smile confidently. She knows that he won't let her smile fade away. Even if they couldn't be happy together, they won't let the darkness, the pain, dawn in their lives together. Their reason to live with each other is not only love, but a bond which is beyond everything in this world, and that is, the bond of trust. Amala knows that if she ever has a problem, Abeer would be there for her, like he always was. Abeer knows that Amala is not only his responsibility, but his love, his life, as well.
Had that dark night not been so dark, they would have smiled today, but with someone else!
Had that dark night not been so dark, two innocent lives would have been unscathed!
Had that dark night not been so dark, they would have never known each other!
Now,
Together, they fight the darkness in their life, hand in hand.
Together, they cross the path filled with thorns.
Let the blood be shed, but they keep walking,
As they know, that,
One day, they'll definitely find their way,
One day, they'll definitely find their light!
ONE DAY, THE THINGS WILL CHANGE.
Is this going to be so easy? Definitely, not! Their story is a different one. Not a story that one usually sees. The word "Love," between them, is an unimaginable thing. Then how, and why would they fall in love with each other? Would Abeer support Amala in getting justice? And would Amala ever accept Abeer? To know what happens in this journey, keep watching "KYA QUSOOR HAI AMALA KA?" at 12:30 PM, from Monday to Saturday, only on Star Plus.
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||AmBeer/PankhVeer AT #2|| Kahin Nahi jaa rahi ho tum!||
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