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I really feel for Amla!
For Amla Abeer's love understandably feels like an imposition right now. She cannot disassociate him from the traumatic event that changed her life. And unfortunately, she sees Abeer's return as confirmation that he isn't a man of his word. Currently all expectations feel like a burden for Amla and all kindness an act of putting her under emotional debt. What Amla needs right now is a sense that she is the one in control of her life and that no one else can walk in and tear it down again </3
I do understand Abeer's state too though.
Abeer really, truly wants to do whatever he can to help Amla rebuild her life. That letter he penned to Amla conveyed his head space quite beautifully. He knows absolutely nothing can undo the damage and derailment caused to Amla but he wants to reassure her that she can move past this and be happy and at peace again. It's ironic that the one thing she wants from him - him leaving her, is just the thing he cannot give to her. He tried to but when he stopped to take an objective pov he realised that though it's not looming but there's a very real threat to Amla from the Malliks and he cannot afford to not be there to shield her from it when the time comes.
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