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Maso was happy that amla has agreed to let Abeer dine with them.After all he deserved to have a good memory.A memory to cherish when he is alone in far away unknown country..Mask ran towards outhouse,bcz she knew that Abeer will glad to here this..
As she entered,she was shocked to see Abeer has got ready to go.He was sitting near window with the tussle in his hand.He was pale with sorrow and his red eyes told that he was crying.He suddenly sensed that maso is looking at him.He quickly wiped off his tear and put the tussle in his pocket.
"Maso,it's good that came?i was about to call you here
"Abeer,why did you get ready so early? I thought you would leave after dinner
" I thought of leaving now,I don't hungry anyway
The thought of leaving them was killing him inside.He just couldn't bear it anymore.He just wanted to leave before his weak hearted broken into pieces..
"Abeer,you won't believe this.but,amla has agreed to let you have dinner with us.pls stay and have dinner
Abeer just couldn't believe what he heard right now.Admist all sorrow it has bring abeer back to live.His face brighten with happiness.But next moment he become sad again.
No abeer,you can't do this.you have made up your mind with so much effort.you cannot afford to become weak again.More the time you spend with them,more difficult it will become you to leave them.
"No maso,I can't dine with u all.If Mandakini ji get to know whisk of this she will start bombard me with questions and again she will shout at Amla.I don't want that sort of thing to happen.I will just leave silently
"so much concern for Amla even when you are leaving? Huh..If you care so much abt her,why are you leaving then?
"There's nothing as such maso.i just don't want anyone to get disturbed.even mannu is there.if he gets to know,he'll become sad.i don't have strength to say good bye to him.
"is it just mannu?
Why maso is making it difficult for me.why is she digging so much.
"answer me Abeer..will u miss mannu only?
Abeer turn towards maso and hold her face and
"no maso..i'll miss everyone..especially you
"I'm not talking abt me abeer.i'm talking abt amla.won't you miss her
"whether I miss her or not,it's not gonna make any difference.right.
"no abeer..it makes difference..what you feel does matter also.leaving her is neither best or the only choice.think again abeer'
"she can't even stand my presence maso..she just want me to go..after all that's all I can do for her.i'll do it
He picked his bag and seek her blessing.He tried not to cry.but he couldn't hold it anymore.he just broke into tears and hug her tightly.
"I'm gonna miss you so much.take care of you maso and amla also..do miss me..keep loving me and don't forget me maso
He was crying holding onto her like a kid.
It' time for him to leave.he stepped outside the outhouse.his heavy heart was unbearable for him.thtough the tears in his eyes his took glance at the house.All the moments were flashing infront of him.His heart wasn't ready to go.it keep dragging him towards house.it demands a final sight of amla.abeer just couldn't disobey his heart.
"maso,I'll grab some buscuits from the kitchen.so I can eat on the way
Saying this he quickly stepped towards house.he knew it was a silly excuse.bt he was not in state of thinking a better excuse.
"go on abeer..lie to me..bt atleast be true to yourself.i know that you love amla.pls accept it..once you accept it,everything will change for good
Abeer secretly went towards kitchen.he just stopped at the door.amla was preparing dinner.he just lost in her.he doesn't know will she ever donna forgive him..will he able to see her again.his heart become heavy.he feel like something is choking in his throat.his eyes slowly filling with tears..amlas image was blurred in tears..
I'm leaving amla.tomorrow wil be a new life for you..tomorrow onwards I wont be a part of your life..you'll be free..be happy ..keep smiling..live your life..good bye amla
he coulddn't hold it anymore.a cry was about to escape from his mouth.he quickly left the kitchen and walk out side the house..
Aamla sensed that someone is behind her..turn back to see no one at the door..
next moment he was on a taxi to reach airport..
"whether I miss her or not,it's not gonna make any difference.right.
"no abeer..it makes difference..what you feel does matter also.leaving her is neither best or the only choice.think again abeer'
"she can't even stand my presence maso..she just want me to go..after all that's all I can do for her.i'll do it
He picked his bag and seek her blessing.He tried not to cry.but he couldn't hold it anymore.he just broke into tears and hug her tightly.
"I'm gonna miss you so much.take care of you maso and amla also..do miss me..keep loving me and don't forget me maso
He was crying holding onto her like a kid.
It' time for him to leave.he stepped outside the outhouse.his heavy heart was unbearable for him.thtough the tears in his eyes his took glance at the house.All the moments were flashing infront of him.His heart wasn't ready to go.it keep dragging him towards house.it demands a final sight of amla.abeer just couldn't disobey his heart.
"maso,I'll grab some buscuits from the kitchen.so I can eat on the way
Saying this he quickly stepped towards house.he knew it was a silly excuse.bt he was not in state of thinking a better excuse.
"go on abeer..lie to me..bt atleast be true to yourself.i know that you love amla.pls accept it..once you accept it,everything will change for good
Abeer secretly went towards kitchen.he just stopped at the door.amla was preparing dinner.he just lost in her.he doesn't know will she ever donna forgive him..will he able to see her again.his heart become heavy.he feel like something is choking in his throat.his eyes slowly filling with tears..amlas image was blurred in tears..
I'm leaving amla.tomorrow wil be a new life for you..tomorrow onwards I wont be a part of your life..you'll be free..be happy ..keep smiling..live your life..good bye amla
he coulddn't hold it anymore.a cry was about to escape from his mouth.he quickly left the kitchen and walk out side the house..
Aamla sensed that someone is behind her..turn back to see no one at the door..
next moment he was on a taxi to reach airport..
Late in night...
Amla was serving dinner to plates.she was serving for 6 pates..Maso just took one and kept aside.
"amla,abeer won't come.he said he is not hungry"
Amla was serving dinner to plates.she was serving for 6 pates..Maso just took one and kept aside.
"amla,abeer won't come.he said he is not hungry"
Abeer has made her promised not to tell other until next morning..she could have told amla..bt she fear that mando will heard and reain silent..
Amla didn't say anything.She didn't know how to react.a sudden sadness has surrounded her..she just couldn't understand wht's happening to her..in her mind she was blaming him
"why couldn't he come for dinner.karuna di asked me that's why I agreed.otherwise I wasn't dying to have dinner with him
She couldn't understand why it has made her so angry.deep down she was kind of consoling herself..though she didn't want to accept it,she was really waiting for him to have dinner with them...
After dinner everyone were off to sleep..bt for amla sleep seem to be very far..she get off the bed and unknownly step outside the house and next moment she was staring at outhouse.
"karuna di said that he will leave tonight..doesn't he should be ready by now..bt karuna di is also sleeping..by chance has he left already.. she sat on there and lean onto wall
"no..no.then he would have come to tell that he is leaving..are u crazy amla?.why would he come..bt atleast karuna di would have told me right..that means he didn't leave..may be he iss leaving tomorrow...
"what are you doing amla?are you worrying abt him..?. she asked herself.no no..i just want to make sure that he is leaving..that's it..nothing ele.. but she couldn't explain the the strange feeling which she tangled in...while thinking she dose off there..
Amla didn't say anything.She didn't know how to react.a sudden sadness has surrounded her..she just couldn't understand wht's happening to her..in her mind she was blaming him
"why couldn't he come for dinner.karuna di asked me that's why I agreed.otherwise I wasn't dying to have dinner with him
She couldn't understand why it has made her so angry.deep down she was kind of consoling herself..though she didn't want to accept it,she was really waiting for him to have dinner with them...
After dinner everyone were off to sleep..bt for amla sleep seem to be very far..she get off the bed and unknownly step outside the house and next moment she was staring at outhouse.
"karuna di said that he will leave tonight..doesn't he should be ready by now..bt karuna di is also sleeping..by chance has he left already.. she sat on there and lean onto wall
"no..no.then he would have come to tell that he is leaving..are u crazy amla?.why would he come..bt atleast karuna di would have told me right..that means he didn't leave..may be he iss leaving tomorrow...
"what are you doing amla?are you worrying abt him..?. she asked herself.no no..i just want to make sure that he is leaving..that's it..nothing ele.. but she couldn't explain the the strange feeling which she tangled in...while thinking she dose off there..
She didn't know that while she is thinking about him,he was also thinking abt her only on his way to airport...
to be continued...
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