Wanting to love someone might be easy, but having to live with someone whom you think is your culprit, and the reason for your life to get destroyed, isn't so easy. It isn't easy for a rape victim like me, to share a roof with my own rapist and live as his wife. I am broken, shattered into pieces, after losing my love, Dev, and my life. My life was snatched away from me. My life has become a burden on my own self. You love someone, but when that very person blames you and turns against you, it hurts more than anything else in this world. No one understands your pain, and how broken you are within. And you are left with no option but to live your dead and faded life. Every time I see Abeer in front of my eyes, I travel back to the most dreadful incident of my life. I feel suffocated. I feel as if I am living that moment over and over again. His very existence disgusts me. I just want him to leave me alone, as I can't bear to live that moment again in my life. - Amala
I never believed that I could be an animal like she thought me to be. I couldn't believe that I could hurt her in such a way. I loved her, but seeing her fathomless hatred for me, my love backed away. It just hid itself somewhere. Every time I see her in pain, it hurts me more than it hurts her, because I am the one who has caused her this pain. I feel like dying every moment, when I realize that she even disgusts my existence. Every night, I stay awake, because I can't sleep, as my mind and my heart never let me to. They blame me for her state, and I can't do anything but get even guiltier. Whenever, I try to do something good to her, I am forced to back off, by my own self, as I feel that I might hurt her more. It pains me...it pains me a lot. And, now that I know my truth, I want to tell this to her, because all I want from my life, for myself, is to be forgiven by her, for the sin, that I never committed. And just because that I now know that I am innocent, I am not going to forgive myself, as I know, that somewhere, I am guilty for her state too. And I will punish myself for it till the last moment of my life. I wish I could tell her that I hate myself more than she hates me.
- Abeer
Their pain is what that brings them together in this journey. It is the only thing. While for one, the other's pain pains the most, and for the other, the one's existence and life pains the most. How will they move towards each other in this journey? And how will they support each other in this journey?
Is this going to be so easy? Definitely, not! Their story is a different one. Not a story that one usually sees. The word "Love," between them, is an unimaginable thing. Then how, and why would they fall in love with each other? Would Abeer support Amala in getting justice? And would Amala ever accept Abeer? To know what happens in this journey, keep watching "KYA QUSOOR HAI AMALA KA?" at 12:30 PM, from Monday to Saturday, only on Star Plus.
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