Chapter 184

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Here is the interpretation to Section 3 of Part 45.

Anamika embracing Ganesh and enclosing him within her arms, leaned her lean frame on him wanting him to lie flat on the bed. Ganesh being a gentleman, who never said no to Anamika, lay down against his fluffy pillow, feeling the pleasure of her weight against him. Anamika looking down at his face placed kisses on his shaggy hair, the frown lines on his forehead, his strong, fine aquiline nose, his angular chin... She looked into his pleasant but anticipating eyes. Anamika finally uttered, I love you, the words that were resonating in her heart. She felt a huge relief finally being able to verbalize her feeling! Ganesh with his gentle gaze resting on her relieved face told her, that he knew. Anamika's confession, that she had always loved him and had not realized that it was love, had Ganesh smiling. She whispered to him that, even when she was struggling with a baby, her studies, her assignments as a model, her nightmares... her loneliness... it was always him. In her head, in her heart... he was the source of her strength. Hearing how much she had found strength and solace with just the thought of him, his eyes moistened. Choking with a voice filled with tears, she told him, that she just did not know and did not recognise what it was. She had been stuck at 18 years when all the painful things had occurred in her life. She had not grown up emotionally and had not seen properly. Ganesh comforted her. But Anamika with her thoughts going to the probability of Ganesh not waiting for her became panicky and said, If he had not waited for her, if he had given up and opted for someone else.. The mere thought of it was unpalatable and made her ground shaky. Ganesh with a smile soothed her panic attack saying, that was never an option for him. To divert her mind he told her in a lighter vein, that it would have been like giving Khushi laddoo instead of jalebi when round the clock her head is filled with images of jalebi. This had both chuckling and as the laughter died, Ganesh, cupping her head gently in his large hands, sealed her lips with his.

The next morning Arnav rose with a very lively feeling. Feeling peppy and his whole being suffused with a satiated happiness, that had made peace within him, he whispered, Khushi, like every morning as though it was his morning prayers that would empower him with zest and vigour to go through the day. His eyes went to the warm cuddly bundle that had nestled all snug in his arms, under the covers that he had pulled over them. Her head was cushioned on his chest, her silken tresses fanned over his arms, her legs entwined with his, her arms thrown across his waist. She was lying over him with her sweet breath, fanning his chest. Feeling a sense of satisfaction, with a delighted smile bursting on his lips, he cuddled her soft pliant body warm with sleep, closer. He looked at the bedecked canopy that housed sweet smelling gaily coloured flowers and then at his sleeping bride who was sleeping off her tiredness after the vigorous night. He smoothed a wayward strand of hair that had fallen on her rosy cheeks, and tucked it behind her ear, with a soft loving touch.

Khushi, drowsy eyed, unwillingly opened her eyes, fluttering her lashes to focus and her gaze met his. At once, her eyes though not fully awake, showed her happiness to see him and breathed softly, Arnavji. Arnav smiled at her with tender eyes twinkling with love, naughtiness, eagerly anticipating her full awakening and her reaction. Khushi with a slight frown looked around. She realized that they were in a single huge bed decked with flowers and she was in Arnavji's arms and they had gotten married the previous day with last night being their suhaag raat! A blush began to make its ascent on her cheek and within second she blushed like a sunrise over the rose. Her eyes skittered away from her Arnavji's. His chuckles made the muscles of his hard warm chest undulate and press against her soft bosom in waves. Khushi pulling herself off him, tried to get out of bed hoping to escape from his naughty eyes only to realize that under the covers both were au naturel. She gasped, her eyes widening with realization and her mouth open in a perfect 'O' making Arnav burst out laughing, rolling on the bed in mirth. Amidst his laughter he choked out, Your face, Khushi... You should see your face... Khushi pulling the covers up and covering herself fully and Arnav partly, caught hold of a pillow and began thumping him with it. Muttering, he feels like laughing is it? she plied with the pillow energetically. Chuckling away, catching her flailing arms and divesting it of her weapon, he took her in a bear hug and nuzzled into her throat, loving the scent of her and the feel of her against him. When Khushi winced at his bear act, his playfulness dying out asked her, what happened Khushi? Rubbing her sore skin she answered, his stubbles. His unguarded eyes filled with concern and showering his love on her asked, did it hurt? When she nodded with a pout, Arnav blew on her tender skin sending frissons down her tingling spine. Feeling the effect of his act on Khushi in his arms, he asked, What happened Khushi? She was left wide-eyed unable to answer. What reply could she give him? He was the master at asking questions that had no answers!!! When his warm lips touched her throat, and kissed away the hurt, Khushi shut her eyes in deep pleasure, arching her neck giving him better access, she enjoyed his touch to the fullest.

Arnav lifting his head and looking straight into her eyes, he asked, Khushi, are you all right? Khushi, last night... All the laughter had left him and he seriously wanted to be reassured that she was fine. When Khushi looked into his eyes and found panic in its nascent stage there, cupping his face in her palms, she reassured him saying, I have never been better, Arnavji!

This update is about expression in clear and definite terms, declaring clearly. It is ENUNCIATION.

When Anamika expressed her desire by her actions, Ganesh was obliging. He had let her set the pace of doing things within her comfort zone. He let her do as she pleased. Once she felt the need to utter, out came the declaration of her love. Once she said the three word phrase, I love you, she was a relieved woman. This made her articulate her feelings to Ganesh who had known about her silent unrecognized love. When she expressed that he had been the only one for her and had loved him throughout without even recognizing it Ganesh was a happy man. She affirmed that she derived strength from him when she was struggling as a single mother, juggling work and studies and even during her tenure as a model. She stated that while she combated her nightmares and her loneliness she derived solace from his presence when with him and the feeling of being under his safety net when away from him. His image etched in her mind was so pronounced that it was solely responsible for her not to wilt under any pressure. His silent actions and support had made her submit her heart unknowingly to him for safekeeping. Anamika saying her feelings, made Ganesh realize how much she had undergone to have to suppress her feelings in such a manner for twenty long years. It had taken her so long to heal and place her trust in him with full awareness. Ganesh's eyes moistened seeing her lay down her defences. When Anamika, suddenly stricken by a panic attack by realizing the enormity of having shut her feelings out, that Ganesh could have found love elsewhere giving up on her as a lost cause, he comforted her with words that she was the only one for him and he never had the option of choosing. His analogy, It would have been like giving Khushi laddoo instead of jalebi when her head is filled with images of jalebi day and night, was spot on and eased her out of her panic attack making her chuckle at the imagery. This was the Anamika, Ganesh had waited for twenty years who would rise along with him when he made love to her. The one without any baggage, the one without any inhibitions, the one who knew what exactly she wanted, one who had positive outlook towards their relationship, the one who would be at ease with him at all times. Getting the woman of his dreams in his arms, moistened his eyes and he now knowing that Anamika too would be in this relationship as an equal partner, as his Ardhangini, sealed her lips with his, affirming this relationship of theirs.

"To find someone who will love you for no reason, and to shower that person with reasons, that is the ultimate happiness"

~ Robert Brault

Arnav opened his eyes in the morning to a satiated vivacious feeling that also brought along with it a sense of peace that touched his soul. The first word he enounced was, Khushi, as it was with this word he began his day, off late. The warm cozy bundle that was in his arms, like vines that embraced the trellis, had curled up to him, affirmed to him the reason for his feeling sublime. His lips stretched in a very content smile as he cuddled her closer. The canopy of flowers that came to his vision when he looked up and the bride in his arms made him feel an ecstasy that suddenly overwhelmed his mind with an unexpected and exquisite thought. Love is a fragile flower opening to the warmth of Spring, and the beautiful flower is like smiling face of his pretty woman, his pretty woman is like sunshine that lights his life and it is she who gives sparkle view in his life. With a pronounced smile curled on his lips and a gentle hand, he tucked the tendril that was caressing her cheek behind her ear. When she opened her eyes, with her hazel eyes glazed with sleep, whispering his name, Arnav was happy to see that the first word she uttered was his name and knowing that she had not got her bearing yet, he waited with a bated breath for her reaction, with a twinkle of mischief dancing in his eyes. Once awakened, she realized that it was the morning after and under his gaze, red leaked into her cheeks as she nervously smiled and bit her lip. She looked away nervously, but could not hide the red glow that came over her face. This state of hers clearly defined that she remembered the last night and her bashful behavior tickled him. Wanting to get away from him, as she moved, she realized that both were in the buff under the duvet taking her by surprise. His mirth increased at her silent expression outlining her outrage at her state. His mirth made her take an exception at his behavior and had her pound him with a pillow energetically. Catching her arms and divesting it of the pillow, he took her in a grizzly bear hug nuzzling her throat, making her wince and rub her sore skin. Asking his now most favoured phrase, Kya hua, Khushi? with concern at her discomfort, he showed her his set of remedy by blowing his warm breath on her tender skin, sending waves of ripples along her body and making her toes curl. By articulating his concern and the subsequent remedial measure, he not only tingled her already sensitive senses but also made her express her feelings by her action of closing her eyes in pleasure and arching her neck to enjoy it. Arnav phonating his concern that had been lurking in his mind, with a hint of panic, whether she was alright after their wild night? Khushi, understanding the panic in his eyes, cupping his face in her palms pronounced, that she was fine and had never felt better. In answer to his declaration in the morning of their wedding day, I won't give you cause for complaint tonight, Khushi. I promise to meet all your demands, like a good husband should, she clearly enunciated that she had no complaints and he had given her more happiness than she could ever imagine and she was his, for better or for worse, as the one who had the equal right, his Ardhangini.

"Love is a partnership of two unique people who bring out the very best in each other, and who know that even though they are wonderful as individuals, they are even better together"

~ Barbara Cage

That is why this is titled ENUNCIATION.

That's it from me. Hope you enjoy it.