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Part 4

"Garima aaj ho ka raha hai?" Madhumati Mishra said looking out of the door.

Garima looked at her Jiji, confused.

"Ka hua, Jjij?" Garima asked.

"Dekho huwaa, Pahale Payal aur Aakash babua aur ab Arnav babua" Buaji said, gesturing Garima to look ahead.

Arnav entered the Gupta house, his eyes blood red due to the unshed tears. He dragged his unsteady legs inside, dreading how is he going to face Khushi. How on the face of earth is he going to face Khushi. After accusing her in the worst possible way, what is he going to tell her now? Would she forgive him? He will try! He will apologize to her as many times she wants. He will seek her forgiveness. She will forgive him.

"Arnav babua, tum bhi Sanka Devi se hi milne aaye ho?" Buaji ask to gauge Arnav's attention , he seem to not pay any attention to them.

Arnav looked at Buaji, seeing her waiting for his answer he nodded his head and without waiting, he started towards Khushi's room.

...

"Arnav ji, you always wear either black, blue or brown. Will you wear a shirt I buy for you?" Khushi asked running her fingers on her Arnav ji's cheek.

"I will wear whatever you want me to" Khushi heard her Arnav ji's husky voice and felt his lips on her cheeks.

Khushi's lips stretched into a smile.

"You are so nice, Arnav ji. You never say no for anything. You are always with me, never for once you leave me. I love you. You are my Rajkumar, a Rajkumar I have always dreamt of. I just want to be with you. Only you! no one else." Khushi poured her heart out with a possessive hold on her Arnav ji.

Khushi was looking in her Arnav ji's loving eyes when she heard a knock on the door.

She turned her head towards the door making an irritated face.

"I don't know why they keep on disturbing us!" Khushi groaned softy and got up from the bed.

...

Arnav knocked and waited for the door to open.

He heard the ruffling voice of the door being unlock and then the door being open.

Arnav saw Khushi stood looking at him through her glassy eyes. He was unable to name the emotion he saw in her eyes or she had none to be precise. There was no love, no hatred, no tenderness, no benevolence, no affection, more than anything there was no zeal in those eyes, the briskness he use to see in those eyes whenever she fights back. And that frightened him! What will he do if she will not fight back?

"Khushi..." came Arnav's vioce, barely a whisper.

Khushi stood there holding the door, transfixed at her place.

"Aree Sanka Devi, babua ko andar naahi jaane do gi kaa? Khadi ho boot ki tarah!" Buaji chided her niece.

Khushi's hand instantly slipped away from the door and Arnav saw her eyes contiguously feel with fright. Was she...was she frightened of him? His breath hitched seeing in her affright eyes. he saw her slowly moving backward, frightened that she will close the door, he held the door, preventing her from closing it.

Khushi saw him holding the door through her alarmed eyes, she turned her back to him. Not knowing where to hide, She climbed on her bed. Laying there flat on her stomach, she hides her face using her hand as pillow.

Swallowing the lump in his throat, Arnav entered the room and carefully closed the door.

He stood near the bed, seeing Khushi, trying to hide her face from him. He don't know the feeling that rushed through his veins seeing his Khushi trying to hide herself from him but he knew that if someone wrenched his heart from his chest and sliced it into pieces, that pain will be nothing in front of the pain he is feeling right now, seeing her desperate need to hide from him.

It caused the earth to Arnav, to control his tears from falling down. He went to Khushi's side of bed.

"Khushi.." Arnav breathed.

He saw her tremble due to his voice and then heard her voice.

"Go...go from here...go from here..." come Khushi's muffled and frightened voice.

Arnav sat beside Khushi on the bed but as soon he sat Khushi lifted her head and seeing him sitting beside him she dragged herself away from him.

Arnav saw her dragging herself away from him and a pain like never felt before settled on his heart. He extended his hand to reach out for her but Khushi, seeing his hand extending towards her, immediately left the bed.

"I said ...go ...go from here...from here...I...I...please...go ...go from here..." Khushi spluttered, dragging her wobbling legs away from the bed.

Arnav got up from the bed.

"Khushi...please..please listened to me...I am really ashamed of myself for telling you all that...please will you...will you give me a chance to repent all that...all that I had done to you? please Khushi...just one chance...please..." Arnav beseeched. How will he mend all the damage he had done?

Khushi looked at him, now her cheeks drenched with tears.

"No...no...no chance...I have ...I have nothing to do with you...I said...I said go from here...I am happy with MY Arnav ji...I don't want anyone else... I am...I am happy with him...go...go..." Khushi shook her trembling hand at Arnav, asking him to get away from her.

Arnav stood there, shocked!

"My Arnav ji? ... Khushi what...what are...what are you talking about?" Arnav asked in a trembling voice, startled.

Arnav saw antagonism like never seen before, not even when he had said that he hated her, reflecting through Khushi's eyes.

Khushi caught hold of a vase from the nearby table and smash it on the floor, breaking it into million pieces.

"Kitne baar sabko batayien?!!! How many times should I tell everyone?!! Aap sab log hume akela kyun nahi chhod dete?!! Just go away from me!! I am happy with MY Arnav ji. I don't need anything else!! Go from here! I said go from here!! WHY ARE YOU NOT MOVING??!!!!" Khushi hollered at Arnav. Her whole body trembling with the strength consumed to shout her every word.

Arnav stood there immobile in his place, unable to make any head or tail of what she was telling.

"Khushi...what are you telling? I am your Arnav ji...I am..."

But Khushi's sudden voice cut him off.

"No!!! You are not MY Arnav ji!!! You are only Arnav ji! You always hurt me, MY Arnav ji can never hurt me. You always shout at me, MY Arnav ji never shouts at me! You told me you will leave me, but MY Arnav ji had promised me that he will never leave me! You don't trust me but MY Arnav ji trusts me. YOU TOLD THAT YOU HATE ME, MY ARNAV JI LOVES ME. HE LOVES ME!! AND I WILL NEVER LEAVE HIM! NEVER!! GO!! GO FROM HERE!!! ...G..."

Khushi's hand went to her head. She felt her head spinning, all the energy being drained out of her.

Arnav immediately sprinted towards her and caught her by her shoulder.

"Khushi?...Khushi...are you...are you all right?" Arnav made her sit on the bed.

Khushi jerked his hand away from her.

"Don't touch me.. I said you to go away..." Khushi whispered, exhausted.

"Khushi...I am...I am your...I am your Arnav ji..." Arnav rasped. His voice barely audible.

"No! Go from here! You are NOT MY Arnav ji. You are ASR, who will throw me away from his life after the completion of six months. Go from here! I don't need you anymore!!" Khushi shouted at him. why can't everyone leave her alone with her Arnav ji.

"Khushi...but...I am your Arnav ji...Payal...Payal told that...that you love me..." Arnav tried to touch her shoulder but she jerked it away.

"No! I don't love you. I love my Arnav ji!! I love MY Arnav ji not YOU!!"

"Khushi, I promise that I will never say hurtful things to you. Never even breathe of leaving you. please, last chance Khushi, please...please...please" Arnav pleaded, on his knees in front of her.

"Why don't you understand? Go...your Di needs you. You don't need anyone other than your Di. You don't care for anyone but your Di. So go now! Go to her. Leave me in peace. Go..."

"No, Khushi I care for you! I need you" Arnav tried desperately to make her understand his point.

"I don't want to listen to you...I don't TRUST you... I don't want my heart to break again! MY Arnav ji will never break my heart. Please ..go...go..."

Arnav stood. His patience hanging on a thin thread.

"You are coming with me, Khushi! Now!" Arnav caught Khushi's wrist.

Khushi yanked his hand away from her. She wandered her eyes in the room. She sprinted to the coffee table and caught hold of the object she was looking for.

"Khushi! NO!!!!!!!!"

Arnav ran towards Khushi, his heart hammering in his chest.

"Khushi, please..please drop that knife...please ... I beg you...please..."

"I will drop it...but for that you will have to leave my room and never come back again...and if you will not leave...toh...toh hum apni nas kaat lenge..."

"Khushi!! Arnav Babua!! Ka ho raha hai Nand Kishore. Tum log cheelaa kahe rahe ho?!!" Buaji shouted from other side of the door after hearing shouting voices coming from the room.

Khushi looked at Arnav.

"You are going or not?"

Arnav looked at Khushi, helplessly. What has he done to her?! How is he going to bring her back?! How?

Arnav nodded at Khushi.

"But...but first give that knife to me...please...I promise, I will leave the room...give the knife to me..."

Khushi looked at him, uncertainly.

Arnav extended his hand towards her.

Khushi meekly moved towards him and placed the knife on his palm.

Arnav pocketed the knife and looked at Khushi who was looking at the floor. He will bring her back! He will do whatever it will take but he will bring her back! Back to him! He will be back! But before that he will have to do his homework!

Arnav took a last look at his wife, she was still not meeting his eyes and that pierced his heart. But he swallowed it and opened the door. He saw Buaji's hand raised to knock at the door.

He exited the room and closed the door behind him.

"Arnav Babua ka hua, dono cheela kahe rahe the Nand Kishore?" Buaji asked, her brows raised in confusion.

"Nothing, Buaji. I am leaving now. I ...I ...hmm...don't ...don't ask Khushi anything, please." Arnav asked Buaji. He don't want anyone to stress her.

"But Babua.."

"Please Buaji..."

Buaji looked at him and nodded.

And with that Arnav exited the Gupta house with a heavy heart.

Precap-----

"Oh! So she says she has a Arnav ji , who does things you can't. Whom she finds better than you?"

Arnav just nodded his head in reply.

"Then be a better Arnav than her Arnav ji, Mr.Raizada! Show her that you are better. Show her that you can do things, HER Arnav ji can't"

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shona_arhilover2014-01-18 22:06:23