Part 11 Matured

29 days ago

Niketa

@desir

Armaan looked at riddhima shocked as she slapped him hard across his face. And then she just moved to balcony not thinking there is heavy rain pouring on, armaan ran behind her and then

A:’’riya tum yeh?’’

He tried to ask her but words never left his mouth, with riddhima‘s trembling yet stern voice

R:’’not a single word from your mouth armaan.’’

She said with lots of tears in her eyes, armaan feared this only when the truth will come out in front of her, this is how she is going to react. But gathering all his courage

A:’’riya hum andar chal kar baat karte hain na dekho kitni barish ho rahi hain tum beemar pad jaogi.’’

But his words cut short with riddhima’s voice

R:’’baat karne ko kuch choda hain tumne armaan.’’

A:’’riddhima main.’’

But he shaken up as riddhima comes closer to him and pulled him by his collar

R:’’chup bilkul chup armaan tum hote kaun ho humari zindagi ka faisla (decision) akele lene vale. Aur uske baad bhi tum mein abhi itni himmat bachi hain ki tum mere samne aa sako aur mujhe safai de sako. Main tumhe pechan nahin pa rahi hun armaan. Armaan yeh tum nahin ho sakte ho main is armaan ko kabhi bhi nahin jana hain. Ho kaun tum? Ya tum armaan hi ho aur apnein pagalpan mein itnein andhe ho gaye ho ki tum kuch aur dekh bhi nahin pa rahe ho kisi ka dard kisi ki takleef ya ab tumhe mere dard meri takleef se farak nahin padta hain.’’

Riddhima looked deep in his eyes as new tears fell from her eyes and armaan’s eyes get wet with her words

A:’’riddhima maine tumhare liye kiya yeh sab.’’

As the words escaped from his mouth riddhima looked at him and then start laughing hysterically and armaan was shocked seeing her reaction

A:’’riddhima.’’

R:’’oh sorry tumhe hairani ho rahi hain ki yeh funny kaise ho gayi itni serious baat. Mujhe btana padega tumhe kyunki tum mere armaan nahin ho mere armaan ko tou pata chal jata ki main kyun hansi. Isliye armaan ji tumne yeh sab mere liye nahin kiya, kyunki mera armaan agar mere liye kuch karta hain tou uske us decision mein hum donow shamil hote hain na ki vo akela par yahan tou tumne shamil karna tou dur ki baat mujhe btana tak zaruri nahin samjha. Aur apni us jhoothi sagai se pichle 2 mahino se mere dil ko tukde kar rahe ho aur mujhe khud se dur karne ke liye nandini ma ko bhi is mein shamil kar liya.’’

As riddhima questioned him armaan’s eyes lowered he knows what she was saying is right but what he has done is only for her good.

A:’’par riya maine yeh tumhari zindagi ke liye kiya.’’

He said unable to take that she got him all wrong, all he has done is just to save her life.

R:’’acha meri zindagi ke liye kiya aur tumse kisne kaha ki meri zindagi tumhare bina hain. Tumhe kisne bataya ki riddhima tumse alag hokar khush rahegi are han zinda rahegi. Mujhe bachane ke liye kiya yeh nahin pata tha tumhe ki tumse dur hokar tou vaise hi mar jayegi (riddhima said and armaan clinched with fear and he shakes his head indicating to not to say that) kya hua suna nahin ja raha hain tumse yeh mujhe tou tum yeh sab sehne de rahe the aakhir kyun? Tumne mujhe jana hi nahin armaan na hi kabhi mujhe shayad chaha.’’

As she said those words armaan’s damn break he grasped her from her shoulders and pinned her against wall

A:’’tum yeh kaise keh sakti ho riddhima maine tumhe chaha nahin riddhima, apni jaan se zayda chahta hun tumhe main. Jaanti bhi ho tum meri dhadkan ho tum. Apnein se dur karne ke liye kaise ek ek din ek ek pal main nayi maut mara hun. Pata hain kaise saans le raha hun main yeh main hi janta hun. Chot tumhe di hain maine par uska har nishan mere dill par hain. Agar mere bas mein hota na tou dill khol kar dikhata tumhe. Mera bas hi tou nahin tha yeh taqdeer ki lakeron se ladne ka. Mera bas chale tou tumhe apne dil mein chupa lun ki koi tumhe chub hi nahin paye. Par mere hath ki lakeron mein jane kya hi likha tha. Aur har gaya yahan main kya karun mera pyaar tumse dur reh sakta par tumhe apne qaran kuch honein nahin de sakta. Kya karun meri chahat hi aisi hain.’’

He spoke to all his heart with his forhead touching with hers. Both were crying, rain was pouring on both of them making them fully wet and as if today sky is also crying with armaan’s pain and then suddenly riddhima just skits down on her knees tearing his shirt in the process

R:’’’nahin armaan main nahin manti yeh sab tumhe dar hain na mujhe koi dar nahin mai aaj khul kar kehti hun vo sach jis se tum dur bhag rahe the, I LOVE YOU armaan.’’

She said with her heart in her sleeves tears in her eyes as armaan skits along her he just have the most beautiful words of his life but he was not able to get happy on that

A:’’riddhima please.’’

But he is cut short in between as riddhima looked at him with the fire in her eyes

R:”mere pyaar ka kuch aur zawab dekar iski insult karne ki sochna bhi mat.’’

And that’s it, that was the moment armaan’s vulnerable heart that only beat for riddhima lose all his control and armaan cupped her face in his palms

A:’’I Love You So Very Very Much.’’

He said as he spoke those words riddhima’s face broke into that big smile that armaan loved. Both was drenched in rain, feeling vulnerable, this type of confession they never thought of but it happened and happened with lots of pain. They keep on sitting that position god knows for how much time, their forheads were touching, breaths are entangled with each other. Only then the silence breaks with armaan’s phone ringing. As he gets it out from his pocket, it was karan his dad. As he put it out, karan asked in tensed voice

K:’’armaan kahan ho tum aur riddhima? Hum sab ko bahut tension ho rahi hain. Tumhari mom ne abhi bataya ki tum aur riddhima kuch lene nikle the’’

A:’’ji dad. Hum donow thek hain. Riddhima thek hain aur main bhi hum donow ghar par hain. Ap log bhi please resort se bahar mat ayiyega sab jagah pani bhara hua hain. Shashank uncle aur samriti aunty se kahiyega riddhima bilkul safe hain.’’

He said as he looked at riddhima, she was nothing but fine. He knows in his heart this is just so much for both of them. As he cut the call he pulled himself up and caressing riddhima’s one cheek and

A:’’sab log resort mein safe hain riya. Chalo andar chalein bahar bahut toofan hain tum puri tarah bheeg chuki ho.’’

Riddhima did not give any answer to him, armaan picks her up in his arms and moved towards the room, as of now he is worried for. As right now she is trembling not only with all the emotions but with the cold too. And he is worries for her health. As he was looking at her face, how it face was all red due to crying and wetness, his feet stuck on the corner of table. That makes both of them landed on the floor with riddhima beneath armaan. Riddhima has her eyes closed with the fear of getting hurt; armaan looked at her she was so close to him. He caressed her face

A:’’tum thek ho na riddhima? Lagi tou nahin na tumhe kahin?’’

Armaan looked at her and riddhima shakes her head in no as she saw worry in his eyes. As armaan looked at her, his hands moved to her face, and he wiped the tears over there. Feeling that much love and warmth of his fresh tears fell more from her eyes which armaan’s lips sucked from her cheeks making her more trembled in his embrace.

(more coming on sunday)