Yaadein

Mrunmayee

@Mrunmayee02

TaaRey OS - Yaadein

Hey Guys m here with a new os on our very own TaaRey...I have frst time tried to write through someone's pov...I wanted to pen down it n share it with u all...Plz give ua precious comments...

Taani's POV

I'm sitting on the window pane of my house...Cool breeze is caressing my face..This is my favorite spot in my house..

I'm having my evening coffee after having a tiring day...And my favorite radio channel is on...

From window of my house I can have a look around...There are many children playing in park...

Old people are having their evening walk...Some youngsters are chit-chatting...

And some couples are having their mushy mushy talks this is what I could note from their expression...

Suddenly the climate is changing...Of course it will as its rainy season...Clouds are forming in sky creating darkness bit more...

Wind has started flowing...Suddenly calm climate turned out to be cold...It seems as if it's gonna rain heavily...

Parents takes their kids away,Oldies start their way outside the park probably going home or in shelter...

Youngsters start searching for shelter...But the couple which is sitting under tree is enjoying the climate...

Soon it starts raining...That couple reminded me some things which I had left far behind...

Soon the climate became more romantic reminding me of him...Yes my love,my life REY...

Soon the song played on the radio suited ma situation...It reminded me of the time when I was with Rey...

No no don't misunderstand I was not his girlfriend just his good friend...

(song starts)

Nagmein hain, shikwe hain

Kisse hain, baatein hain 

Nagmein hai, shikwe hain

Kisse hai, baatein hai

Baatein bhool jaati hain

Yaadein yaad aati hain

Baatein bhool jaati hain

Yaadien yaad aati hai

Yeh yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam ke

Chal jaane ke baad aati hain

Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein

I don't remember actually the time when I met him coz I was too small...He was my bhai's frnd...No sorry bff...

We use to play,eat and do masti together...Slowly slowly we grow up and our friendship bond was much better than before...

The time when we were teenagers was the best time of my life..

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Time passed and we became close friends...At last the day came when I came to know about my feelings...

Yes I was in love with him...I use to adore him, sometimes use to get lost in him and

look as much idiot as one can but ya guess this is what love is...

Sa ga re ga sa re ni sa sa sa
Sa pa ma pa ma pa ga ma ga

Sa ga re ga sa re ni sa sa sa

Sa pa ma pa ma pa ga ma ga

Sa pa ma pa ma pa ga ma ma pa
Sa ga re ga sa re ni sa sa sa

Sa pa ma pa ma pa ga ma ma pa

Sa ga re ga sa re ni sa sa sa

Finally the day came...I prepared myself as this day I was gonna confess my feelings...

I thought about it a lot and finally came to the point to confess...

I went there and there he was with his dashing looks and as usual looking handsome and breathtaking...

I went near him and finally gathered some guts and said hi he replied with a small smile...

I sensed my heartbeat raising and my voice chocked...I tried talking but it seems my voice was lost n I was mum...

I was staring at him stupidly...He look at me and smiled...The time he smiled dnt knw what happened...

Still lost in his eyes I finally said I Love You...He was shocked and give me what are you saying look...

That broke my trance and I started fumbling and started searching for words...

I was feeling damn nervous and embarrassed...Dont know what to say,further I said its ok I dnt want ur answer

I just came to confess my feelings and ran from there...

Yeh jeevan dil jaane, dariya ka hai paani

Paani to beh jaaye, baaqi kya reh jaaye

Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein

Nagmein hain, shikwe hain

Kisse hain, baatein hain

Baatein bhool jaati hain

Yaadein yaad aati hain

Yeh yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam ke

Chal jaane ke baad aati hain

Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein

I came home and laid on bed...Some where my brain accepted he never loved me...Tears start welling up in my eyes...

But my stupid heart never accepted it...Days and months passed but I didn't accepted...

Slowly slowly I started moving on at least I thought so but is it really easy to forget ua frst love??

Now after all dis drama I've finally learned to control my feelings at least in front of him...

Now I use to keep some space from him...

Whenever he use to come close I started avoiding and neglecting him hurting me more...

One fine day he called me and asked me to meet him...

First I was scared but I somehow managed and went there to meet him...

Oh shit!!Hw can I skip this?It was the same place where I confessed my feelings...I went and stood beside him...

Again those feelings started arising...

I again sensed my heartbeat raising,hands and legs shivering and voice chocked...

Suddenly I felt his gaze on me...I turned to him and smiled...He also did the same...

And whatever he said after I heard I was froze...It came as a blow...

Though my brain knew he didn't love me but my heart always denied this thought...

His words were echoing in my ears...Taani he said softly...I'm sorry I dnt love u but ya v can remain as friends...

After that incident I was shattered...U all know na how it is when we love someone our heart also says

that person loves us back but reality always sucks...

Again the pain embraced me but this time with reality...

Aa aa aah, aa aa aah, aa aa aah

Aa aa aah, aa aa aah, aa aa aah

Duniya mein yun aana, duniya se yun jaana

Aao to le aana, jaao to de jaana

Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein

Baatein bhool jaati hain

Yaadein yaad aati hain

Yeh yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam ke

Chal jaane ke baad aati hain

Yaadein, yaadein, yaadein

Aa aa aah, aa aa aah, aa aa aah

Aa aa aah, aa aa aah, aa aa aah

Whenever we use to meet after that I started being formal...It was like the most tough situation of my life...

I really tried hard but it was not possible...Like this 1 whole year went...

I now started being normal,reacting normal whenever he was around me...

Somewhere or other my heart had accepted the fact...Everything was back to normal at least it seemed to...

But the destiny wanted to play more...I came to know bout him...He had started falling for me I guess...

But no it was not right...Due to some reasons I had to stop it...Stop making his life worse and giving him pain...

That day was the worst day of my life...Just my body remained...My soul went with him...I broke myself...

I betrayed me,my love,my feelings...I told him I never loved u...

U were always popular and had charming looks and was well doing and as u were damn rich...

So I just faked to love u...I saw his eyes burning with anger...

I saw mixed feelings of pain, hurt,anger and betrayal in his eyes...It was the worst scary part which I had ever saw...

I was scared to death...He left without saying anything...

I was shattered completely...Tears started to flow from my eyes continuously

and when I went to sleep on floor didn't came to know...

Dhap...Some sound came from kitchen and I was brought back to reality...

I went out and saw it was no one other than the kitchen windows were banging coz of wind which I left open mistakenly...

End Of Taani's POV

Rey's POV

And the song finished...Ahh what a beautiful song it was...It always reminded me of her...

Our cute memories...Taani...Uss raat ka sach main kabhi nahi jaan paaya...I hated her so much for that

not for the things she said but she said those stupid things just to drive me away...

Thank God I once visited her old place and there I found her personal diary...

She always loved me and I have always hurted her...Today after 5 years I'm regretting for rejecting her...But did I really reject her???

No I didn't said anything...The day when she confessed I was blank and frankly speaking I only considered her as only good friend...

But her love was very different...Her love forced me to fall for her...Yes the day she pushed me away was the day

I started realizing my true feelings...And today I'm madly in love with her...

But I'm scared if I confessed and she rejected...

Rey's POV Ends

Taani's POV

Rey I Love You n today also I'm longing for your love...I'm still waiting for u...

Rey's POV

Taani I Love You n m scared what will be your reaction...

~THE END~