Chapter 1
JEENE LAGA HOON - An AR SS -
Part 1
'Basket...' Guy enter with a bag hanging on his one shoulder, big bright smile was on his face while it shows the dimples on either of his cheeks...
The moment he enter the house, his smile got even bigger but was surprise as well seeing the people running here n there busy with work... House was decorated as if someone marriage was going to take place...
Hearing his voice, several head turn towards him with shocked expression in their face, but soon it turn to beautiful smiles as two girls run towards him with small tears in their eyes...
'Hey ladies... Am I welcome to this function...' Guy said as he stood still with the same smile on his face...
'Tum sach main...' One girl who was in orange saree asked...
'Haan main sach main hoon ms. Meow... And look at u, lagta hai Abhi se shaadi karhi li tumne... Itni bhi kiya jaldi ti Niks, apni best friend ke aane tak tum rukh nehi sakte...' He said pointing to her forehead where the little sindoor was adoring...
Hearing the best friend words, Nikki throw her hands around the guy neck taking him to a hug...
'Humhe tumhara koi pata hota hum zarur inthizaar karti Mr. Supercool lekin tum toh bina kuch kahe gayab hogaya ta...' Nikki said...
'Aur itna der kyun laga diya waapas aane main Armaan...' Other girl ask as Nikki move out breaking the hug...
'Tum mera jawab jaante hona Anjie... Aur maine apne Basket se kitna pyar karta hoon yeh tum log se zyada koi aur nehi jaante toh main uske saat hoke use takleef kaise de sakta hoon...'Armaan said...
'Lekin tumne dur jaakar bohot takleef diya hai apne Basket koh Armaan...' Another voice said...
Armaan, Nikki and Anjie turn around to see Padma standing with Shashank... Both have sad smile on their face but they were happy to see Armaan back after almost 6months...
'Beautiful...' Armaan said moving taking her blessing but Padma just hugs him caring his back...
'Apne Basket ke saat saat bohot logo koh tumhare ek faisle ke wajahse takleef huva Armaan...'Padma says...
'Ab main aagaya hoon na Aunty... Main ab kabhi Basket koh akela nehi chodunga, ek pal ke liyeh bhi nehi...' Armaan said...
'Lekin tumhe aane main tohda der hogaya Armaan...' Shashank said...
'Matlab... Basket kaha hai...
Aur yeh sab tayyari... Aaj kissi ki shaadi hai kiya... Aur kiski...' Armaan ask looking around the decoration...
No one answer as they exchange looks not understanding how to reveal the news... They were happy to see Armaan back n seeing Armaan in good health.. Also seeing how much happy Armaan was back to his basket but they know the happiness would least for a while because if anyone tell him what was going to happen here in few minutes...
'Koi kuch toh bolo...' Armaan said looking to their faces individually...
'Main batata hoon...' Everyone head turn towards the entrance...
Three guys stood in sherwani ready for the wedding... Armaan smile wide seeing who they were, not waiting another second Armaan move towards them hugging two guys at the same moment...
'Champ, Abhi...
Good to see u guys...' Armaan said...
'Mera bhai, kaha chala gaya ta...' Atul said...
'Jaha bhi gaye, waapas toh tum log ke paas aaya hoon na...' Armaan said giving them his charming smile...
As they stood, Armaan felt that suddenly they all were looking nervous n upset... Armaan look towards the other guy who was standing with Abhi n Atul as he saw him the first time...
'Tum koan ho???' Armaan asked...
'Aap mujhe nehi jaante Dr. Armaan Mallik, lekin main aapke baare main bohot kuch jaanta hoon...
Main hoon Dr. Siddhant Modi...' Sid said...
'Are u related to Abhi???' Armaan asked...
'Haan main Abhi ka chota bhai hoon aur Riddhima ke hone wala pati...' Sid said...
Hearing this Armaan smile fades, Armaan expression change surprised as many questions form in his gorgeous blue eyes...
'Aise kaise ho sakte hai... Basket kabhi kissi aur se shaadi karne ke liyeh nehi maanenge...'Armaan said...
'Kyunki woh aapse pyar karta hai issiliyeh???' Sid asked..
'Haan aur woh sirf mera hai aur hum dono ek dusre ke liyeh kuch bhi kar sakta hoon..' Armaan said...
'Haan lekin ab woh mera hone wali patni hai...' Sid said...
'Ho hi nehi sakte, kiya basket is rishte se khush hai??? Kiya woh apne marzi se yeh shaadi kar raha hai???' Armaan asked...
Everyone was quiet hearing Armaan questions... Knowing if Riddhima is happy with this relation, he will step out from her life n leave again but if she is not Armaan would do anything to get back her in his life...
'Jawab doh mujhe, kiya basket is rishte se khush hai???' Armaan asked...
'Main jawab deti hoon tumhara sawal ka Armaan...' A voice echoes around the hall as everyone was standing quiet with their heads low as if they were ashamed of something...
Their heads turn towards the stairs as the girl stood at the top of the stair looking down at them...
Wearing Armaan favorite sauce wala red color lehenga, heavy jewelry but the brightness which should be on her face was missing on this day which was a big day for any girl life...
'Basket...' Armaan said...
'Yeh log kiya batayenge tumhe Armaan...
Main batati hoon tumhe sach...' Riddhima says as she slowly started to move down holding her lenega so that she wouldn't trapped over it...
'Is dhuniya mein koi Riddhima Gupta koh jaante hai toh woh sirf ek ho aur woh tum ho Armaan...
Jisne apne Basket koh takleef na dene ke liye usse dur rehke itna takleef di phir bhi woh yeh jaanbhuj kar nehi kiya lekin kuch log apne izzat bachane ke liyeh apne bacche koh itna majboor kar dete hai uske aage meri khushi ke baare main sochna bhi nehi chaahte...
Armaan, yeh sach hai aaj meri shaadi hai, Dr. Siddhant Modi ke saat... Lekin ismein meri marzi nehi hai, main majboor hoon kyunki main nehi chaahte koi meri papa ke ungli utayeh...
Lekin kiya hamesha beti koh apni sab kuch sacrificed kyun karna padta hai, kiya uski sapna sapna nehi hota???
Jab beti papa ke khushi ke liyeh kuch bhi kar sakte hai toh, papa apne beti ke liyeh ek baar reputation koh bhula ke beti ki khushi koh first priority nehi bana sakte???
Haan, maine majboor hokhe haan toh kehdiya... Lekin I m sorry papa, main itni bhi acchi nehi hoon ke aapke baat maanke yeh shaadi karke is ghar se chali jaun...' Riddhima said...
'Matlab...' Shashank ask...
Riddhima smile to him n turn to Armaan without answering Shashank... Everyone were surprised to see Riddhima wired behavior... They didn't know what was Riddhima going to do or thinking to do...
'Armaan, mujhe pata ta tum zarur waapas aayenge... Lekin tumne isbaar der kardi...
Kyun itna der kardi aane main apne Basket ke paas Armaan...
Humhare zindagi kabhi asaan nehi ta Armaan, ek dusre ki saat paane ke liyeh humne bohot imthihaan se saamna ki...
Aur aaj phirse tumhe ek aur imthihaan se saamna karna padega, apne Basket ke wajahse...
Kyunki usne socha ek pal ke liyeh apni Armaan nehi aayenge aur woh kissi aur ke ho nehi sakte kyunki Riddhima sirf Armaan ka hai aur Armaan ka rahengi...' Riddhima said as she hold Armaan shirt...
'Basket yeh tum kiya keh rahi ho... Tumne kya kiya hai Riddhima...' Armaan said holding her shoulder n he was horrified seeing Riddhima eyes getting closed n that smile on her face make him think several bad things...
'I love u Armaan... Ho sakhe toh apne Basket koh bachalo kyunki..' Riddhima started to get unconscious...
'Basket, kya kiya tumne... Batao Riddhima...' Armaan said patting her cheeks...
'Maine...' Riddhima started to fall in Armaan arms as her head rest on Armaan chest...
Anjali move close to Riddhima trying to check her pulse while Nikki run upstairs to check Riddhima room...
'Ridzy pulse is dropping...' Anjali said...
'What... But uske body pe toh koi nishan nehi hai... She didn't hurt herself toh how could..' Armaan was cut by Nikki who came running towards them...
'Sleeping pills..' Nikki said patting for air as she run all the way to Riddhima room n back to the hall...
Without waiting for another second, Armaan carry Riddhima in his arms n move out from the house, Atul got the car as Armaan place Riddhima in the back seat with Anjali n Nikki... Armaan took the wheel while Atul took the passenger seat next to him... In no time they were running in Sanjeevani corridors giving instruction to the nurse and asking to inform Dr. Kriti... Riddhima was taken to the ER n soon Dr. Kriti came but stop seeing Armaan there...
'Please Dr. Kriti, save Riddhima...' Armaan said with tears in those eyes a while ago which was fill sparkles of happiness n hope... Dr. Kriti soon was attending Riddhima as others wait outside praying nothing to happen to Riddhima...
Silent were around the place till Shashank came with Padma, Abhi n Sid... When Armaan saw Shashank, he marched towards him needing of answers to his question...
'Sir, apne Riddhima koh majboor kyun kiya... Aap toh sab jaante haina...' Armaan asked softly...
'Armaan, mere paas koi aur option nehi ta... Hum nehi jaante tum kaha gaye aur waapas aayenge bhi ya nehi... Aur jo huva uske baad...' Shashank stop not able to complete his sentence as he closed his eyes...
'Kiya huva ta...' Armaan asked...
No one dare to speak as Armaan look each n everyone individually waiting for an answer...
'Aisa kiya hogaya aap Riddhima koh force ki is shaadi ke liyeh... Aapko hamesha ke tarah apna reputation aur jo log kahenge uske filar ta... Apna beti ki khushi se zyada, aisa kiya huva ta...'Armaan voice got high when no one answer him, 'Koi mujhe bataenge huva kiya hai...' Armaan now shouted...
'Main batati hoon Armaan...' Anjali said as she don't want to create any scene outside the ER...
*FLASHBACK START*
Everyone was standing in the nurse station looking at those photo's which was on the floor accidentally fall from a file which Sister Stella (senior nurse) was carrying...
Unaware that it was a plan of Siddhant to make Riddhima married him by revealing those pictures in the hospital, everyone stood staring at those photos which shows how much closed Riddhima and Siddhant were... No one dare to clarified what really it speak but believe that something was going on between them n they didn't feel ashamed to share a bed together...
Riddhima was not aware of what was happen as she came to give her interns their following duties were as shocked as others because she knows she hasn't done any sort of things... Once Riddhima blame Siddhant for raping her taking advantage of her being unconscious...
'Doctor hote huve, Dr. Shashank ke beti hote huve sharam nehi aayi aise harkat karte huve use...'One of the nurse said...
'Sharam kyun aayenge... Khoon main jo hai... Beti bhi toh ma ki tarah hogi na...
Ma ne toh muh khala kiya ta, beti kyun peeche rahe...' Sister Stella said...
They were talking each other unaware of Riddhima present... It was the moment Shashank and Padma also came as they were here to announce the intern of the week... Like before, they didn't do it in the auditorium but they give certificate to the intern when the interns come to get their duties in the nurse station...
Unfortunately, even Shashank and Padma heard Sister Stella comment regarding to the pictures...
'Lekin Dr. Riddhima ne toh kuch din pehle pure hospital ke saamne Dr. Siddhant ke upar itna ganda ilzam lagaya yeh kehne usne Dr. Riddhima ke behosh hone ka faida utaya...' Nurse said...
'Aise log toh galati chupane ke liyeh kissi koh bhi ilzam laga sakte hai...' Sister Stella said...
'Sister Stella... Aapko tamasha khatam karna chahiyeh ta lekin aap yaha khade khade tamasha bana rahi ho...' Riddhima shouted...
'Jab aapko karne se sharam nehi aaye toh main...' Sister Stella said..
'Shut up...
Aur yeh photos... Kaha se aaya...
Jo dikhta hai woh hamesha sach nehi hote...
Mere aur Dr. Siddhant ke beech kabhi kuch rishta nehi ta na kabhi hoga...' Riddhima shouted...
'Sab log aise hi kehte hai Dr. Riddhima...
Lekin jo sabke aankhon ke saamne hai... Woh aap galat kaise saabit karenge...' Sister Stella said...
For this Riddhima don't have anything to say knowing it was all done by Siddhant... Knowing Siddhant wants to get married to her Riddhima knows he can go to any limit but never thought he would be so cheap...
Suddenly, they heard something fall... Everyone attention were divert to Padma and Shashank who was standing at the entrance, Shashank holding Padma for support as she was on the floor, her hand on chest...
Seeing this, Riddhima run to them and was about to touch Padma but Shashank stop her, he didn't say a word but anger was in his eyes as he look towards Riddhima...
Soon Shashank took Padma to ER, asking to get Dr. Shubankar...
Riddhima stood as tears fall from her eyes not understand why Shashank stop her but she felt the anger burning inside his eyes for her as if he blame for her to Padma condition at the moment...
After an hour, Padma was stable and Dr. Shubankar gave permission to meet her but only for family...
Shashank was the first one to enter n Riddhima follow him, but she stood few steps away from them as Shashank sit on the stool near the bed holding Padma hand...
Padma was sleeping because of the injection... Shashank sit watching Padma n Riddhima stood watching her from a distance...
After like ten mins, Shashank move away n came face to face to Riddhima... Riddhima lower her head not able to see the hate in her father's eyes... Giving one look to Padma, Shashank hold Riddhima wrist as they move out from the room to Shashank cabin closing the door behind them...
'Papa...' Riddhima call him when he didn't say a word for another 3mins...
Shashank walk around his cabin as he massage in between his eye brow with his fingers...
'Papa, aap kuch bol kyun nehi raha...' Riddhima asked...
'Bolne ke liyeh kuch bacha hai kiya Riddhima... Pehli baar pure staff ke saamne itna beizzat hogaya, bolke kiya faida jab mere beti ne koi kami nehi choda apne papa ke izzat koh aise badnaam karne mein...' Shashank said...
'Aapko apne beti pe yakeen nehi hai...' Riddhima asked...
'Toh tum keh rahe ho Dr. Siddhant ne yeh sab kiya, kyun???' Shashank ask...
'Badla lene ke liyeh, kyunki maine pure sanjeevani ke saamne blame ki meri faida utna ne ki... Mujhe rape karne ki ilzaam lagaya...' Riddhima said...
'I don't believe it Riddhima...
Tum dono ke beech kuch ta nehi toh woh pictures kisne liya...' Shashank ask...
Their moment was disturb by a knock n Siddhant was standing outside with sad expression... Shashank ask him to come inside, Riddhima didn't look who it was until Siddhant came inside n stood few feet away from her in front of Shashank...
'Sir, jo bhi aaj nurse station pe huva, uske zimmedaar main hoon...
Haan woh tasveer maine liya ta, lekin sabko dikhane ke liyeh nehi sirf Riddhima se badla lene ke liyeh...
Main sirf Riddhima koh woh tasveer dikhana chaahta ta lekin pata nehi kaise Sister Stella ke haath lag gayi...' Siddhant said...
'Dr. Siddhant, aapko pata hai aaj jo huva uske baad log mujhe aur Riddhima koh kis nazar se dekh raha hai...' Shashank said...
'Jaanta hoon Sir, issiliyeh main yeh batane aaya hoon aap chaahte toh main Riddhima se shaadi karna chaahta hoon...' Siddhant said...
'Noway... Tum jaise cheap aadmi se main shaadi nehi karungi... Mar bhi jana mujhe pasand hai lekin tumse shaadi, kabhi nehi...' Riddhima shouted...
'Aur marke kiya saabit karenge tum Riddhima... Tum sharam ke maare suicide karli aur apne ma baap ke bacha huva izzat ka bhi tamasha banake chali jaenge tum...
Toh humhara kiya, hum sabke nazar ke saamne aise jeeyun ya tumhari saat saat hum bhi suicide karlun???
Nehi Riddhima... Maine apne zidd chodke tumhe jaisa tum rehna chaahte ho, waise rehne di... Ab aur nehi...
Mere bhi koi reputation hai jo main kabhi nehi chaahte uspe ek bhi daag lage.. Not a single spot Riddhima...
Issiliyeh aaj main faisla leta hoon, tum Siddhant se shaadi karenge...
Apne ma ke haalat dekha tumne... Tohda bhi pyar aur izzat tumhari dil main hum logo ke liyeh hai toh tum yeh shaadi karenge:..
Yeh sabke baad koi bhi parivaar se tumhare liyeh accha rishta nehi aane wali...' Shashank said...
'Main kaise Papa... I love only one person n main ussi se shaadi karungi...' Riddhima said...
'Woh kabhi nehi aane wala waapas Riddhima... Tumhe apne ma baap koh zinda dekhna hai toh tu yeh shaadi karenge, woh bhi jald se jald...
Mujhe aur kuch nehi sunna... Yeh mera aahiri faisla hai... Aur tumhe maanna hi hoga...' Shashank said...
'Aapko apne beti ki khushi se zyada reputation ki fikar hai, jo log kahenge uski fikar hai...'Riddhima asked...
'Tumhe jo sochna hai socho, lekin tumne Siddhsant se shaadi karna hai thats it...' Shashank said moving out follow by Siddhant who stood silently all this time...
Riddhima run to her mother, hoping she would understand her... As Riddhima enter pvt room, she saw Padma still laying with her eyes closes... Riddhima took the seat where Shashank was sitting a while go or 30mins before...
Holding Padma hand, Riddhima started to cry telling her abt the discussion she had with Shashank...
'Main kaise Siddhant se shaadi kar sakti hoon Ma... Main sirf Armaan ka hoon...' Riddhima said as she sit holding Padma hands with hers n her forehead touching their joint hands...
'Riddhi... Jo Shashank chaahte hai...
Waise karne ke liyeh... Maanja...
Uska bohot bada ehsaan hai hum pe jo hum kabhi ada nehi kar sakte...' Padma said...
'Ma, yeh aap bol rahe ho, meri ma hone ke baad bhi...' Riddhima said...
'Main sirf tumhari ma nehi hoon, uska patni bhi hoon... Plz Riddhi...' Padma said...
Riddhima thought her mother would understand but when she saw her mother took side of her husband who adopted her and give them his name, she feel her world shattered to piece that too so badly that how much anyone try, it wouldn't mended becox scar would be left to remind how she was alone at that moment of her life...
Riddhima didn't have any other choice because she loves both of them after all n she can never hurt them still how badly they make her world crash down to the level of ground...
*FLASHBACK END*
Everyone was silent as the silence were around Anjali cabin... Shashank and Padma were sitting in front of the table... Anjali were sitting on Armaan one side while Atul sit on his other side holding his hand... Siddhant were standing near the window while Nikki was sitting in the single couch with Abhi standing behind her...
No one said anything and wait for Armaan to say something... They know Armaan would be so mad at Shashank and Padma for pressuring Riddhima to get married to someone else other them him...
10mins past, no one move from their places or speak a single word... Armaan was hiding his face not knowing what to say... Only about one person he was thinking at the moment, how she must have felt that time when her father and mother pressure her to get married to Siddhant and also her mother supporting her father on it...
'Maine kabhi nehi socha mere sach jaante huve bhi Sir aap Riddhima koh Siddhant se shaadi ke liyeh majboor karenge...' Armaan said at last looking towards Shashank...
'Armaan, trust me... Us time mujhe jo sahi laga woh maine kiya...' Shashank said...
'Aapko apne beti pe trust nehi ta Sir...' Armaan asked...
Shashank didn't say anything and just lower his head hearing Armaan question... The very same question Riddhima had asked him that very same date Shashank announce that she would be getting married to Siddhant...
'Shashank Sir koh Riddhima pe pura barosa ta... Lekin logo pe nehi...
Issiliyeh Sir ne humhare shaadi karwane ka faisla liya...' Siddhant said...
Hearing Siddhant for the first time from past 40mins, Armaan anger boil inside him... Armaan knows everything started because of him and today if his basket is in hospital fighting for her life, its only because of Siddhant... If Siddhant hadn't leak those pictures, today he would be welcome by a smiling Riddhima not the one who is fighting for her life...
Anger boils as his temperature reach to the high, Armaan fist got tight seeing Siddhant figure standing in front of his eyes... Armaan knows if anything happen to his Basket, he wouldn't leave Siddhant... Also for what he had done to Riddhima to take such a step in her life, how can he would let him be anywhere near Riddhima...
Armaan stood up anger in his blue eyes, his fist were tight as he move towards Siddhant... Armaan knows he wasn't ashame of what he had done, somehow Armaan felt that he was taking revenge of something that happen between him and Riddhima...
'How dare u... Tumhare himmat kaise huva abhi tak yaha khade ho...
Don't u dare come near my basket...
Aaj tumhare us harkat ke wajahse mera basket zindagi aur maut se lad rahi hai... Just because of u and if anything happen to her, I swear I wouldn't leave u Dr. Siddhant Modi...' Armaan said holding Siddhant collar with rage in his eyes...
'Main uska hone wala pati hoon... Issiliyeh main yaha hoon...' Siddhant said...
'Don't u ever dream to get married to her... Kyunki ab Armaan Mallik waapas aagaya hai uske Basket ke paas... Hamesha ke liyeh... Aur isbaar main Riddhima koh apna banake rahunga, puri tarah Riddhima sirf Armaan ka hoga...' Armaan said...
'Shashank Sir kabhi nehi maanenge...' Siddhant said...
'Mujhe koi parwa nehi hai woh maan ne ya na maane... Riddhima mujhe apna ne ke liyeh tayyar hai toh main use apna bana ke rahunga... Tum mujhe nehi jaante Siddhant Modi...
Main apne Basket ke liyeh kuch bhi kar sakta hoon... Kuch bhi, uske liyeh mujhe Dr.Shashank ke khilaaf jaana kyun na pade, main jaunga...' Armaan said...
'Sab tayyari hogaye hai... Ab kuch nehi ho sakte...
Riddhima ke shaadi jarur hoga... Lekin aapse nehi Dr. Armaan... Mujhse...' Siddhant said...
Next moment, Siddhant was thrown to the wall and fall on the floor with a bang... Armaan was hitting his stomach for daring to say he would be getting married to his basket... Everyone else were shocked with Armaan sudden move and it was Padma who shouted asking to separate them not if Armaan would kill Siddhant...
Armaan was hitting Siddhant face and stomach, Abhi and Atul try to move him away but Armaan was too angry to be control so easily... With difficulty, Atul and Abhi separate Armaan but Armaan was in mood to let him go so easily...
'How dare you Siddhant... Mere hote huve koi Riddhima se shaadi nehi kar sakte...' Armaan shouted...
'Armaan, shaant hoja... Yeh hospital hai...' Atul try to calm him down...
Before Armaan could say anything else there was announcement for Shashank to reach to the ER... Knowing it would be related to Riddhima, everyone move as soon as they could... Dr.Kriti were standing outside giving instruction to a nurse...
'Dr.Kriti, Riddhima kaisi hai...' Armaan asked reaching to her first...
'Aap jaayi yeh aur Riddhima koh shift karne ki inthizaam karo...' Dr.Kriti said to the nurse before turning to others...
Everyone were waiting for Dr.Kriti to tell them how was Riddhima... Seeing their expression, Dr.Kriti knows how badly they wanted to know about Riddhima as there wasn't any doubt about how much Riddhima means to them...
'Woh abhi out of danger hai... Lekin woh kissi se milne ke liyeh tayyar nehi hai siwai Armaan ki...'Dr. Kriti said...
'Lekin mujhe use dekhna hai...' Padma said crying...
'I m sorry Ma'am, but Riddhima aapse ya kissi se aur se milna nehi chaahte...
Woh abhi puri tarah tik nehi hai... Issiliyeh main chaahti hoon hum use koi bhi kaam ke liyeh force nehi kare...
Armaan, tum use mil sakte ho after she is shift to the room...' Dr. Kriti said...
'Thank you Dr.Kriti...' Armaan said...
'Waise aap achanak yaha kaise...' Dr.Kriti asked...
All this while, no one had asked from Armaan, why he had suddenly come back... A month before when Riddhima went to search for him, he had left saying not to try and know where he is... Then how suddenly after a month, Armaan decide to come back...
'Woh main ek month ke liyeh London chala gaya ta... Aur main ap puri tarah tik hokhe waapas aaya hoon...' Armaan said then he tell them about her one month stay in London and about his treatment...
Everyone was very happy to see him back but only one person wasn't happy and of course it was Siddhant... Soon Riddhima was shifted to room and Dr. Kriti strictly asked others not to meet her unless she ask for anyone... Knowing it would be the best for them, they didn't argue with Dr.Kriti but she gave permission to them to see her from distance...
*RIDDHIMA POV START*
Today was the day that my father has decide me to get married to Siddhant... I hope that at least Ma would have understand me and my feelings towards Armaan... I know now I can't do anything but I also know I can't be happy with Siddhant...
So I have decide, decide to end my life so that I wouldn't be anyone else wife other then Armaan...
'Armaan, kaha ho tum... Apne basket koh kissi aur se hone se bachalo Armaan...
Armaan kaha chala gaya tum apne Basket koh chodke... Vaada kiya ta na tumne, hamesha saat rehne ka, hamesha pyar karne ka... Phir kiya huva us vaada ka Armaan...
Aaj tumhari basket koh majbooran kissi aur ke patni banna padega Armaan... Aur yeh tumhare Basket kaise hone de sakte hai Armaan... Plz waapas aajao...
Armaan, main jaanta hoon tum mujhe khushi dekhna chaahte ho, lekin dur jaane ke faisla karke tumne apne basket koh bohot takleef diya hai... maine tumse bohot nafrat karne ki koshish ki Armaan, lekin tumhare basket tumhe nafrat nehi karpayi balki aur zyada pyar kar beiti hoon...
I m sorry Armaan, main ab zyada din tumhare bina nehi reh sakte... Mujhe marna hoga...
Is janam main toh main tumhara ho nehi sakte na kissi aur ka ho sakti hoon... Main marna nehi chaahte lekin mere paas koi aur option nehi hai Armaan... Ho sakhe toh apne basket koh bacha lena...'
Tears were falling from my eyes, as I sit in front of the mirror, all ready in Armaan favorite sauce wala laal lehenga... I have decide to wear this color because I wanted to die as being Armaan... Di and Nikki have been with me whole while but few minutes ago, they left me alone so they could go and get ready and check other decoration...
I took a bottle from the dressing table drawer, which I had hidden three days before knowing, I would be needing it...
I close my eyes, letting the rest of the tears fall from my eyes as Armaan face flash in front of my eyes...
'I love you Armaan...' I whisper softly before opening my eyes...
Looking down at the bottle which was on my hand, I smile sadly knowing if Armaan came to know about me, he really wouldn't be happy and would be hurted badly...
I know I wasn't doing the right thing, but I can never be someone else when I m mean to be only Armaan... Armaan left for my sake and today, I will leave everyone... Knowing Ma and Papa wouldn't listen to me, I had to take a decision so not waiting for another second, I open the bottle knowing very well what I m going to do with my life...
I sit looking at my figure, as my eyes started to get heavy... I could hear, people talking downstairs and I felt that Armaan was somewhere near to me... I was losing my sense due to the action I had taken but not caring how my legs were shaking, I move out from the room to see what was happening...
In this condition also, I could feel that my heart racing as the feeling of Armaan being near was getting in my mind and heart... I try to keep my eyes open and listen to the sound when I heard his familiar voice which no one can ever make me forget...
Now I can hear clearly Armaan speaking to Siddhant when he told Armaan about my wedding with him... I know Armaan will understand I wouldn't agree being in my sense to get married to someone else other then him... As expected, Armaan was questioning everyone but I know very well they wouldn't have any answer to his questions...
'Main jawab deti hoon tumhara sawal ka Armaan...' I didn't know why I couldn't control my words...
I know I don't have much time left now as my eyes were getting heavier and heavier every passing minute... As I move down from the stairs, I could feel Armaan intense gaze on me as well as others, not daring to look towards others...
'Basket...' I heard Armaan...
'Yeh log kiya batayenge tumhe Armaan... Main batati hoon tumhe sach...' I said as I slowly started to move down holding my lehenga so that I wouldn't trapped over it...
'Is dhuniya mein koi Riddhima Gupta koh jaante hai toh woh sirf ek ho aur woh tum ho Armaan...
Jisne apne Basket koh takleef na dene ke liyeh usse dur rehke itna takleef di phir bhi woh yeh jaanbhuj ke nehi kiya lekin kuch log apne izzat bachane ke liyeh apne bacche koh itna majboor kar dete hai uske aage meri khushi ke baare main sochna bhi nehi chaahte...
Armaan, yeh sach hai aaj meri shaadi hai, Dr.Siddhant Modi ke saat... Lekin ismein meri marzi nehi hai, main majboor hoon kyunki main nehi chaahte koi meri papa pe ungli utaye...
Lekin kiya hamesha beti koh apni sab kuch sacrificed kyun karna padta hai, kiya uski sapna sapna nehi hota???
Jab beti Papa ke khushi ke liyeh kuch bhi kar sakte hai toh, papa apne beti luyeh ek baar reputation koh bhula ke beti ki khushi koh first priority nehi bana sakte???
Haan, maine majboor hokhe haan toh kehdiya... Lekin I m sorry papa, main itna bhi acchi nehi hoon ke aapke baat maanke yh shaadi karke is ghar se chali jaun...' I said...
'Matlab...' Papa asked...
I smile to him and turn to Armaa without answering my papa... I know everyone was surprise with my behavior because they don't know what I had done already...
'Armaan, mujhe pata ta tum zarur waapas aayenge... Lekin tumne isbaar der kardi... Kyun itna der kardi aane main apne Basket ke paas Armaan...
Humhare zindagi kabhi asaan nehi ta Armaan, ek dusre ke saat paane ke liyeh humne bohot imthihaan se saamna ki... Aur aaj phirse tumhe ek aur imthihaan se saamna karna padega, apne Basket ke wajahse...
Kyunki usne socha ek pal ke liyeh apni Armaan nehi aayenge aur woh kissi aur ke ho nehi sakte kyunki Riddhima sirf Armaan ka hai aur Armaan ka rahenge...' I hold Armaan shirt as I move closed to him...
'Basket, yeh tum kiya keh rahi ho... Tumne kya kiya hai Riddhima...' Armaan asked holding my shoulder and by his voice I know how horrified he was seeing me as my eyes getting closed and smile on y face will make him think several questions...
'I love u Armaan... Ho sakhe toh apne Basket koh bachalo, kyunki...' I started to get unconscious as my surrounding started to fade...
'Basket, kya kiya tumne... Batao Riddhima...' Armaan said patting my cheeks...
'Maine...' I started to fall in Armaan arms as I felt black out blocking every light and voice around me...
After I don't know how many minutes, slowly I started to hear voices around me... People talking around me and I didn't wanted to open my eyes and face anyone at the moment... Slowly everything started to clear around myself and I can hear, Dr.Kriti talking...
'Doctor, Riddhima koh hosh aa rahi hai...' one of the nurse said...
I know Dr.Kriti wouldn't ask me anything so, I slowly open my eyes... I felt like vomiting so I put my hand on my mouth to control myself...
'Riddhima, let it out... Vomit plz...' Dr.Kriti said...
10mins, I continuously keep vomiting as Dr.Kriti care my back... All the sleeping pills were out from my body... When I finished vomiting, I laid back on the bed with my eyes closed...
'Riddhima, yeh sab...' Dr.Kriti asked...
'Dr.Kriti, main kaise Siddhant ke saat shaadi kar sakti hoon...' I said slowly...
I can hear Dr.Kriti letting a deep breath understanding my sitaution... As I expected, Dr.Kriti didn't ask anymore questions...
'Riddhima, hum tumeh 30mins main room main shift kardeti hoon... Phir tum sabse mil sakte ho...'Dr.Kriti said...
'Nehi, mujhe kissi se nehi milna Dr.Kriti... Main sirf Armaan se milna chaahti hoon, kissi aur se nehi...
Please aap kissi aur koh mujhe milne mat dena... Jab tak main nehi kehte...' I said opening my eyes and looking towards Dr.Kriti...
'Sure Riddhima... Jo tum kahe...' Dr.Kriti said as she left me to rest...
Slowly, sleep were taking over my eyes and I felt peaceful around me... I didn't know how long I sleep but I felt relax... I felt someone present around me, so I slowly open my eyes... I look my surrounding as the familiar hospital room came in to view... My eyes were looking around just to get a glim of one person who I badly wanted to see and feel...
Seems god listen to me soon as the door open as one figure move in... I look at the person, who came inside, seeing that face in front of my eyes which I was waiting from months to see, smile form in my lips as tears form in my eyes making my view blur...
'Armaan...' Unknowningly his name leave from my mouth as I forwards my hand towards him...
*RIDDHIMA POV END*
Armaan move inside to meet his basket who was laying on the bed looking towards the door as if she felt his present around her... Armaan move inside to see Riddhima looking towards him without blinking her eyes...
'Armaan...' Riddhima call his name forwarding her hand towards him...
Seeing Riddhima action, Armaan knows Riddhima wants him to take her in his arms... Tears were sparkling in her eyes as Armaan eyes started to get blur with the tears seeing that his basket was well now... For a minute, Armaan thought he would be losing her forever but with God grace, Riddhima was all well now...
When Armaan hear Riddhima saying his name after months, he couldn't control himself anymore... He couldn't stay away from his basket for another second... Armaan move close to her and hugs her as tight as he could hiding her from the world in his arms...
Riddhima hide her face on Armaan chest, letting tears roll down on her cheeks as she started to cry badly... Armaan hold her tight, letting his tears fall from his eyes too... Armaan and Riddhima sit holding hugging each other, letting their tears as they wanted hold each other from months and feels each other touch like this...
After god knows how many minutes, Armaan move out from the hug, cupping her face in his palm... He knows what he has to do at the moment but he wanted to asked if she was ready or not...
'Basket, look at me...
Dekho main waapas aagaya hoon... Main ab tumhe kabhi akela chodke nehi jaunga...' Armaan said...
'Armaan, aaj tum nehi aate toh main mar jaati...' Riddhima said crying...
'Main apne basket koh kuch hone nehi de sakte...
Aur main kabhi tumhe akela nehi chodunga... Issiliyeh main jaldi tumse shaadi karunga...'Armaan said...
'Sach...' Riddhima said...
'Haan basket... Sach mein main jaldi tumse shaadi karunga... Ek baar Shashank Sir ...' Armaan was cut by Riddhima...
'Nehi, tum usse koi baat nehi karenge...
Hum kal shaadi karenge...' Riddhima said...
'Lekin Basket, woh tumhari Papa...' Armaan was again cut by Riddhima...
'Woh meri koi nehi hai Armaan...
Woh insaan meri koi nehi hai...' Riddhima suddenly shouted pushing Armaan hand away from her...
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Here goes the first part of this SS...
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Thanks dear...Hope u would like coming parts...take care
10 years ago
Thanks dear for the comment... Blog pe second number is the entry of story dear...Mujhe two awards mili hai and main bohot khush hoon... Aur first prize kiya 2nd and 3rd bhi nehi mila... Kyunki other stories were far better then mine... Main koi prize ke liyeh nehi likha ta...Main sirf participate karne ke liyeh likha, kyunki main jaanti hoon jo bhi likhti hoon log pasand karte hai...Prize is not needed but the love and respond I get, its far enough for me... Dear, yeh concept meri nehi hai...Yeh blog ki competition main diya huva concept hai jisse main apne idea's par likha hai...Aur yeh zaruri nehi hai sabko accha lage right...Aur main kyun bura maanungi darling...Sabki alag alag view hoti hai, tumhe jo laga tumne kehdiya...Glad kuch toh pasand aaya ismein se :DHum writer hai toh yeh nehi na hum sab kuch jaanne darling... Hum issiliyeh likhti hoon taaki hum tum readers koh entertain kar sake right???No hard feelings darling, but I m very happy u are very honest with ur view :) Its not necessary sab acche compliments de hehehe... take care
10 years ago
Okey Boss, I wouldn't say nonsense next time if I remember :P heheheHawww, tum mujhse gussa hogi :O Tik hai tik hai, zarurat nehi hai itna blackmail karne ki *pout*I know tumne nehi kiya, kyunki kuch din se tum bohot busy hogayi apne assignments koh lekar...Fursat kaha tumhe kuch check karne ki ;) koi nehi...Muwaahhh love u :* *Sigh* I know tumne sab part ke liyeh already comment kardi... Lekin tumne hi toh kaha, jab bhi main yaha post karna shuru karungi tu yaha comment karenge..Ab time hai toh kardo, nehi toh main aise hi khush hoon ;) heheheHappy to know that u love every bit of part 1...Hope u would love the coming parts as well...As maine kaha already, time mila aur mann kiya toh kardena ;) I know u r busy girl at the moment due to exam to start soonish... Hahaha I know tu ab naraz nehi hogi :P after all u know whole story ;)take care Love u :* P.STujhe kaise pata main wohi soch rahi ti????Ab pata chal hi gaya hai toh acchi baat hai :Phehehehe
10 years ago
Thanks Raina...Hope u will like further parts...take care
10 years ago
Hey Dear...Arey Don't be Sorry...I have also been away from last few weeks... Heheh yeah, Actually my health is really down so I don't spend much time around here... Glad u love the starting and hope u would love the whole SS... Insha Allah going to keep posting as soon as possible... Awww, thank u so much...Waise u r not late dear, main abhi uske last update ke baad koi update nehi di na hehe... Hope u would love the ending of it as well :)take care
10 years ago
Thanks darling... With all ur love, Insha Allah I will get more awards in future... Hope u would like the rest of the SS...Sorry, I don't know when I would be able to update any other Stories... And U make me life worth to live is on hold due to my partner exam going on... When she get free, we will think about further story... Till then enjoy...take care...
10 years ago
Thanks Dear...Hope U would love every part...Take care
10 years ago
Thanks dear..Yeah after long time...Issiliyeh update kar pa rahi hoon kyunki yeh SS already complete hai before I got sick...Toh zyada ummeed mat karna main dusre stories bhi update kar paungi hehehe... Concept is given my another person so credit goes to her... Hope u would like whole SS...take care...Welcome and sure will PM u...
10 years ago
Thanks dear...Hope u would like the coming parts as well..take care ...
10 years ago
Itna khush mat ho balike... Nehi nehi, overreact aur woh bhi tum... Kabhi ho sakti hai kiya ;) Tabiyyat abhi tak puri tarah tik nehi huvi...Hospital ki chakkar kaatna pad raha hai aajkal... Aur doing tests... Problem toh half solve hogaya hai puri tarah kabhi ho sakte hai kiya :P hehehe... Thanks dear... Party toh zarur milenge... Mujhe pata ta tum part ke liyeh request zarur karenge...Lekin hoti aisa hai ki main zyada waqt lap ke paas beit nehi paati hoon...Due to medicine mujhe side affects ho rahi hai like chakkar aana and all... So zyada waqt main leit to hoon and headache ke wajahse lap toh kuch din se band pada hai... Jab bhi tabiyyat tik hoga, main zarur part de dungi insha allah... Glad u enjoy this part... Actually yeh concept diya huva hai in SS competition main... So this start after the photo incident, issiliyeh Sid aagaya hai... Armaan ab aahi gaya hai toh dar kis baat ki... Yeah, Shashank toh kabhi saat nehi diya Ridzy ki... Lekin main yaha Padma koh bhi tohda change kardi :P hehehe... Chalo part toh aaj post karungi...Hope u will enjoy it...take care Love u muwaahh :*
10 years ago