Chapter 23

 

 

"I have to talk to her'. I am ready to take all punishments Geet' tum bas saaza suna do main hass ker le lunga per kuch bolo to sahi'. Kahan se suru karoon kuch samjh nahi aata"

 

Maan is not finding anyways and decides to talk to Geet first'. The more he thinks of all how she behaved with yesterday after coming frm London the more he realizes how much broken she is and pain as he know her from childhood' this was not at all Geet'.

He feels himself guilty again'..

 

"nahi main Geet ko aise nahi dekh sakta' woo aisee nahi hai, meri Geet itnee rukhee ho hee nahi sakte'. Sab meri galtee hai"

 

Geet on the other side has decided to completely avoid Maan as she realizes how his coming closer can weaken her'no she can't take any chance

 

Maan come from office at almost dinner time not knowing how to face her' after dinner in their room'

 

Geet keeps herself busy in the laptop'.. she does not even look at Maan who is just waiting for her one glance'.

 

At last giving up, he coughs "unn hoonn" she doesn't respond.

She starts dialing a number' "Geet main tumse kuch'.." only this much and

Geet places her phone in her ear "Hello Armaan'. How are you" and she leaves to balcony to talk on phone.

 

Maan could not even complet, his words remain within himself' he gulped the pain as he very well knew it was all his deed that has lead to this

 

"she does not even want to talk o me'. If she doesn't listen how will I start'.. main tumharee takleef dur kerna chahta hoon Geet' mujhe mauka to do"

 

Maan was still waiting for her' she was taking along time'. He felt pain'. Kisi aur se itnee bateen aur meri chotee see baat bas

 

Geet came after 45mints'. Maan again wanted to start' her avoidance and his guilt, it was getting tough for him to gather courage'. He will not force his will to talk on her'. He will not force any of his will on her he had decided' everything will be according to her will, onl that she has to give him chance.

 

He again started'. "Geet'." she picked her phone again

 

"ek baar bas meri baat"

 

"Haan veerji kaise hain app'. Sorry I could not call you early" and she again left for balcony.

 

She actually did not fear his anger on her action, she wanted him to get angry and come out in his real self' she wanted his mask out, the mask was more dangerous, it was so misleading to her.

 

This time she took even longer, talking to each and every family member in detail'.

The more she avoided him the more he was realizing her pain as after all he has realized his fault he can relate to her behaviour'.. his determination to make her happy and do anything for her became strong'.

 

"Mujhe apne liye kuch nahi chahiye Geet'. I don't deserve anything but I have broken you to this extent'. I will bring happiness in your life'.. main kuch deserve nahi kerta'. Meri koi bhi sazza kam hai'.."

 

Geet came back after 2hrs' she had expected him to be sleeping by now but he was waiting for her'.

 

"Kitne ziddi hain'. Inkee to her baat ke hee haad hai"

 

She kept her mobile near her and Maan just took it in his hand' not wanting her to dail any more'..

 

Geet looked at him confused'..

 

"This is quiet an old model' why don't you get something new"

"I don't believe in show off" and she gave the look the room whose decore had been remodeled'.. all this change was for her just a show off from him'. What he wanted to show she did not know

 

Maan kept quiet' took all blame she placed'.. she was irritated that he still did not show his real color'.. whatever she said he just took it, just for his purpose she thought' what was his purpose she had no clue'.

 

Before he could say any further, she took the cover and covered herself completely to sleep'.. She didn't sleep for long though

 

Maan got irritated by his own self' he could not even talk'. He just falt like smashing something to calm down but he stopped himself' "She will not like it"

 

Maan woke up early as ususal and his eyes fell on Geet'. So calm and innocent she looked' she was his real Geet'. Always calm'. Her hair startnds were dancing on her cheeks' Maan involantry brought his hand to remove them from her face but then the moment he was about to touch her, he backed and closed his fist tight to control himself'. It pained again' everything was so painfull but the thing that pained him most was change in Geet'.. he felt deeply responsible for all this but he was restless, she was not giving him any chance'..

 

Geet's confidence was increasing by Maan's not showing his anger, actually she wanted to do anything so that he can show his anger, she wanted to unmask him'.. and due to guilt, pain and her avoidance Maan was loosing his confidence infront of her'.

 

He came back from Gym and about to go for bath when he saw Geet was packing her luggage'.. the fear badly struck him.. he could not stop himself

 

"why are you packing your stuff"

 

"Brij Veerji is coming in tonight'. I am going to my parents with him'"

 

"Delhi me hee to hai' itnee packing kyun"

 

"10 days I will need my cloth" Maan could not take this'. Whatever she does he will take but stay away from her "No" just came out from his mouth

 

"So it's my husband's order, I will tell Veerji I caanot come"

 

Maan controlled "No no'.not an order Geet, just a request'. See you just have come after such a long trip aur" she was listening and he did not know what to say'. She was first time going to her parent's house but he cannot affort to let her go now'.

 

"Ok, you can talk to Veerji, I gave my words now whatever you want '" Maan was about to call when he realized he is again being selfish'.. again thinking about himself'. She wanted to stay away from him

 

"Jaoo" and he left for bathroom'. He quietly got ready and she was packing'.

 

Maan was in office whole day thinking about Geet, about how she was going far from him' If he leave her like that, she will never come back to her self'. He have to win her trust'.not for himself, just for her'. Once she start trusting him she broken heart can heal otherwise it will never heal'.

 

Maan was thinking from where to start'. Yes roses and fancy things never came to his mind'. He was far from them'. Then something stricked him

 

"Ok, she will leave at night but before that she will be here'."

 

In the afternoon, after her packing Geet was just sitting in the garden and the way Maan said "jaoo" was haunting her'.

 

It looked so real but she knew it was fake but still it haunted her'. She had to make herself really hard to convince her own self that she was doing correct to go to her parent's place'.

 

"his pain was not real" she convinced herself.

 

The Geet came inside and a servent informed her

 

"Madam, there is a packet for you" "Packet??? "

 

Next to be continued

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Precap: How long can Geet stay at her Parent's place