Chapter 22

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

After a while he managed "I missed you" he paused "every moment " he somehow managed again. Geet did not reply. 

 

 

 They arrive home at 1:00 am in night. Geet wanted to come out of the situation they were in and was trying to find some escape'. It was getting harder for her to ignore him when he was just bended,though she knew he was faking it all but it was Geet's heart which was making her weak'. So she wanted to escape'.. Maybe he knew this ways of him will make her weak but no she has to keep herself safe from any further heart break from him'..

 

Dadima and Annie were awake just waiting for Geet and Maan'.. Geet just ran to them and hugged them'.she felt much relieved ' she wanted to spend whole night with them while Maan was just waiting for her to be free'.

 

Dadima:"how was your trip beta'.."

Geet:"It was great Dadima' Annie how are you'."

 

Annie:"I am great' we were all missing you here so much'"

"I missed you all too"

 

Then Dadima saw Maan was waiting for Geet.. she understood after such long gap couple needed their time together

 

Dadima:"Geet' go get some rest'.. we will talk tomorrow'. Khana lagwa do"

 

"No Dadima I had my food aur abhi khane ka bilkul maan nahi hai'."

 Servents were asked to place Geet's luggage and Geet had to leave for her room as Dadima and Annie left for their respective room, Maan followed her'

 

Maan was not understanding Geet's behaviour, yes she must be upset with his behaviour but her cold behaviour towards him was what he was shocked'..

 

He went inside the room and closed the door' Geet has a sensation that something will happen now and Maan only knew one way to come close to Geet' he also had deep deep urge to feel her, his heart was not listening to him at all. Maan knew how Geet was so sensitive to his touch' even if he had held her hand in anger she used to get lost'. He very well knew she will never deny his touch '.

 

Geet was turned facing her baack to him' Maan's steps slowly started approaching her' he did not knew if he was doing right or wrong but his legs just proceeded'.

 

He went near her'. Held both her hand from his from back'. Geet closed her eyes'. This was one thing' Maan's touch, she could not resist'.all her dreams had been related to Maan and this was one of her biggest dream' his love filled soft touch on her'.  How many ways she had imagined it only knowing it will never come true'.

 

Her heart was beating fast' Maan got close from behind, bent little and brought one of his rough cheeks to touch one of her soft one'. Geet heart was beating even faster' but her mind asked her to stop him'. This can lead to her distruction' if she gives in he will have all power to break her heart badly' so she should stop but her heart and physical urge did not let her do anything'.

Whike rubbing his cheek to hers, Maan who was himself breathing fast with her closeness, brought her both hands to her abdomen '. Her mind shouting at her to stop herself but she was unable'.. he left her hands and pressed her closer to him by pulling her by her waist'.. her mind continuously shouting at her to stop him, while her heart just wanted to macth his fast breath'..

 

"Stop it" her mind said "I can't" her heart said

 

Maan started rubbing his hands on her belly, himself not knowing what he was doing' 3 months of departure had not left him anything to think'.

 

Both their breath faning hard' his hand moved up and went to reach her curves above her dress' when her mind Shouted "STOP IT" and she blurted out to her heart

"STOP IT"'. Maan immediately left her' she turned to him her hands on her mouth. Both were shocked'. Neighter of them could believe that Geet could ever shout at Maan and stop him' actually she was stopping herself from flowing but it all turned out that she shouted at him'..

 

"Please'.. I am tired" she somehow managed to do the damage control and ran to washroom' Maan kept standing there completely shocked'. First her cold behaviour and this completely unexpected' he could not imagine Geet could ever talk loud to him and secondly he could not believe she could deny his physical touch' she was always so sensitive to his touch'' this was all impossible, he was completely shocked, his mind not working'.he left for study

 

Geet locked herself in the washroom, her mouth still on her mouth' yes she knew she had to be cold to him but shout at him'. It pained her a lot, how could she do it'.. she shouted at him' tears were flowing down her cheeks both for shouting at him and also for stopping him but her mind knew it was correct but at this moment her heart was very dominant'.. Maan's touch was one of her biggest weakness'.

 

After a long while she washed her face and came out and not finding him felt relieved' she was in no position to see him now'.

 

"No this was his other way to make me weak'.. " "Making me feel guilty is other way'. But why did I shout at him' how could I"

 

"No I have to stop him, if it goes this way I will loose soon' I have to stop him"

 

"How" "I have to talk to him" "No never talk to him'. Maybe that's what he wants' I will not give him any chance' I need to be carefull"

 

All confused she change to fresh dress and went to sleep with some determination, some confusion some guilt and at last feeling his touch.

 

Maan came to their room after an hour' still in shock' he could literally not digest Geet's action now'. He realized he must have not done what he did and he also thought what Geet did was may be what she felt right but still he could not digest that Geet actually stopped him and also shouted'.  This was beyond imagination as he actually knew how vulnerable she was to his touch'..

 

He remembered how she had started opening his shirts button on rajji's marriage all lost'. How lost she was when he had placed her hand on his pants'.. not only then, he knew she was too vulnerable to his touch many more times,so this was unbelievable'..

 

He laid in the bed'.. lost in thought he realized that Geet was much much more disturbed and upset with him than he had expected'. He had thought he will make things work better but how could he' she was so un approachable now'.

 

"All these changes in her are due to me'. Itna tor diya maine usse, kitnee chot pahuchayee hain maine tumhe Geet'. Kaise sambhaloonga main yeh sab aur tumhe'."

 

He doses on other side of big bed'.

 

Next morning, Maan woke up early and also left for office early.

 Geet woke up a little too late'. She just sat on the bed and her mind was all lost'.

 

She was all confused between if she should talk to him directly as what his actual intentions were behind his new mask or should she just avoid him completely'.

 

"No talking will be dangerous' he will get idea of my weakness'.no I will not give him any chance now' I will just not talk to him or listen to any of his lie talks'."

 

And she decided to just avoid him as that she thought was safest'.. she was still feeling gilty for shouting at him'.

 

"he has changed me' sab unkee wajah se.. maine kab socha that unse aisee uchee awaz me baat karoonge kabhi' I don't know what does he actually want, being away from him is safest, nahi to phir aisa kuch kerdoongee jo mujhe nahi kerna chahiye"

 

Maan in his office tries to be busy but all disturbed'. He yesterday somewhat realized how deep pain he has given Geet to change her to this extent' how he could fix it'. From where should he start' his mind was not working

 

"I have to talk to her'. I am ready to take all punishments Geet' tum bas saaza suna do main hass ker le lunga per kuch bolo to sahi'. Kahan se suru karoon kuch samjh nahi aata"

 

Next to be continued

 Part 22

Precap: Maan tries to talk to Geet, Geet avoids him