Hi All,

Slowly slowly the love that she had for him started getting covered with the layer of suffocation, his avoidance, his ignorance and the humiliation that he gave her. When she was not married to him, things were different but now she was married and stayed with him in his room, so taking the same thing everyday started making her feelings go numb.

 

Every time bearing the same pain had become unbearable now. She is fully aware now that Maan has completely no feelings for her. She sides herself from him. The more she will try the more she will get hurt and the situation between them will be more tensed. So she decided to give herself and him some space. She tried to keep herself busy in office, preferred to do late hours, taking assignments on weekends so that her mind is full even at home. The moment she is empty, with no work she feels suffocated by the silence between them and his look, which according to her was new ways to humiliate her without saying a word.

 

But for Maan, seeing her everyday' getting ready after bath, loosening her hair at niht before sleep' changing to nighty after dinner' how her hands moved on her skin when she applied lotion was become too much to avoid'. His urge to touch her and feel her slowly increased but his ego was still dominant on him and would not allow him to approach. He was very sure, Geet loved him madly and once he will make a move she will drown herself in him. He was true in one sense as that was Geet's state few months back but with his continuous torture of humiliation he has pushed that love somewhere so deep that Geet herself was unable to recognize that she had such love for him. These days all she felt was suffocated with his presence near her' the fear that even if she gives any word on small gesture towards him he will return them with only harsh behavior or other humiliation. She has somewhere lost the strength to handle the humiliation now.

 

It has been 3 months now and Maan's obsessive ness to get Geet has increased .

Geet is going to her office. There is an annual day in office and an award function too.

 

Her boss has nominated her name as best emerging talent of the year. Her friends are more excited then her about her award.

Geet's personality in office is entirely different. She works with authority, makes fun and her personality brings people close to her' Her aura does not even go untouched with clients and bosses. People girls or boy come to her and feels proud to be in contact with her'. Leave her friends they love her madly, teases her and also takes her for granted.

 

(Believe me friends, I know a girl, she was my senior and my best friend too in my college' she had problems in her home but her personality in college was just something'. People came to her like a bee comes to honey; she had that aura in herself, so I have really seen a person with magical aura'On the other side she is completely sentimental a little crazy too')

 

Coming to Geet now:

 

Yash:"oye hoy'. Meri Jaan' get ready for the party ' waise I am jealous"

 

Geet:"tu aur jealous'. Do you even know the meaning of it' chaddo yaar, functions ke organization bhi dekhnee hai'."

 

Meera:"I think HR guys are doing that'. You do you take so much responsibility Man"

 

Geet: "Ohh' they roped me in"

 

Pinky:"Sure' ppl need any reason to rope you in anything'. Is there anyone in office who don't know you'.."

 

Armaan:"Geet waise tune ek baat chupayee na'.. hey humsab me sabse achcha appraisal bhi issi ka hua hai"

 

Geet: "uskee bhi party de dungee' now only if you guys leave me' I have to rush"

 

The function started and CEO and all big shots of the office gave there speech'. They had QA sessions with employee and then the award ceremony'.

 

Geet offcourse got the award and pictures were clicked to be placed in the wall' then the office had big party and it got late for everyone to leave for home. It didn't matter to Geet as she was used to it and that was her best escape.

 

She comes home and stays late in Annies room sharing her Awards with her and Dadima' Geet is all normal with them and doesn't let anyone know the problem she has with Maan. If Dadima knows, her family will know and she don't want that.

 

While Maan is not able to bear Geet's late entry to room everyday'. His ego stops him to ask but what will he do of his restlessness' he always come with some reasn or the other to Annies room to check on Geet and then Annie pushes Geet to her room.

 

Same happened that day too but before Maan could go to Annie's room Geet enters with some award'. His fast beating heart gets little soothed to see her' she doesn't even bother to show him award as she is sure he is going to say something very humiliating to all her hard work'.. She goes to wash room after changing' Maan's eyes is completely on her' which always suffocate her' "why does he look at me that way'. What does it mean" She on herself is fully sure this is his other way to show her down but she ignores it as now she have no more strength to take it.

 

her wet face' she is wipping' same procedure as other days but Maan's eyes always want to look and know something beyond'. He has taken his ego to so high that it is not making him possible to come down from it and approach his own hand to touch her' this confused state between desire and ego is increasing his obssesivness everyday'. He closes his eyes like everyday imagining how he is feeling her in different ways'. Physical desire is all he has realized towards her till now and that is the reason his ego gets overpowered.

 

One day in Geet's office

 

Pinky:"Get tujhe pata hai'. Avantika got divorced'"

 

Geet:"Kya bol rahee hai'.. OMG this western culture is taking a bad toll in our society' especially metros"

 

Pinky:"Nahi yaar'. These days husband and wife both are so much involved in their life'. Ke difference bedte hee jate hain' its common due to lifestyle'. Kisi ek ko pehel kernee chahiye naa' they should give relationship a chance"

 

Pinky left'. Geet was left in her thought'. What about her marriage life'. Should she try to give it one last chance' only one last chance she can try to come near Maan' maybe that will chance something in him.

 

She is scrared about her thought, but one last chance, if works can save their drowning realation'.

 

Maan is waiting for the day Geet will break and come to him'. Today Geet is coming to him' just to give a try to save their relation'.

 

She gets freshen up and comes to Maan

 

"Maan mujhe apse kuch baat kernee hai" Maan had been waiting for her to talk and come to him but the moment she speaks his stupid Ego takes a toll

 

"hmm"

 

Geet is not at all sure if she herself at all want to do what she is going to say'.. her body which longed for his touch now repels from even the thought that he will touch her as he completely hates her according to her knowledge.

 

After a thought she she pushes her heart away and talks with her brain just for their relationship to survive "we have not lives as husband and wife after marraige" is all she could say'

 

Maan was waiting for this day but as he is used to not talk straight to her and the anger that she had made him wait so long'. "what does she think of herself'. I knew all along she will come to me"

 

"You know what, I don't find any spark in you" these words and Geet backs away'. This was too much for a wife to take from her husband.

 

(Buddies' don't be angry on me for this dialogue, I know it's a worst thing to say but this is what Maan is like as he can go to any extent to prove himself'. But for you all this was the last blow from Maan to Geet )

 

"But for our relationship I think'" but she is not hearing anything now' her head is spinning badly'. She  feels that everything has been badly crushed

 

Not knowing how to stand there she runs to the balcony' she feels like she will faint '. she tries to hold the chair and stabilizes herself. At that very moment her heart goes completely in remorse from Maan. Her heart becomes hard as stone at that very moment with no feeling or the love for him or it goes so deep in darkness that she is not at all able to recognize.

 

Next to be continued

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tellyme2011-11-08 06:22:02